7/11/2025 Kys Pssy

Dark Light Show

Deep Dark Synths driven sound at this playlist

Deep Harmony ( Black Ceremony )

Such a Best of Such

Such  a Black Cat

Electronic , mostly dark synths, music for Camouflage and Depeche M lovers.

Dark Waves Echoes (pls)

Where am I home ?

Indie Heaven  ( water all around)

Add "Cough" to your playlists: http://kntrlla.co/cough

Cough is about the shame of recognizing your cheap fixes. Do you wish everything was better, or do you just wish you felt better about everything? Sometimes, you’re able to feel the progress you’ve made. Other times, you just wish you could start over. But, no matter what, you always want to cough. And you’re not proud of it.

Produced by Zach Boucher
Mixed by Geo Botelho
Mastered by Mike Kalajian
Drums performed by Brendan McCusker
Lyrics by Brian McShea & Zach Boucher

I just wanna cough
This shit that I’ve been sucking off isn’t strong enough
I think I’ve had too much
I’m tired of this fucking fog and hiding stuff from my mom
These habits I’m not so proud of
These habits I’m not so proud of

The haze, every fucking day
Makes me feel like everything is okay (when it’s not)
Makes me feel like I got something to say (but I forgot)
So I stopped smoking pot
But every single thought
That I allot to tear myself down
Makes me scared that I never
Fought hard enough to get myself out

I just wanna cough 
This shit that I’ve been sucking off isn’t strong enough
I think I’ve had too much
I’m tired of this fucking fog and hiding stuff from my mom
These habits I’m not so proud of
These habits I’m not so proud of

What’s the point?
I barely feel any joy
Uninspired and unemployed
Last month I cried cleaning out my dusty old toys (where is that boy?)
On a weekday stuck in VA
As my childhood replayed
I snuck away to get wasted in this home I wasted
Can I go back to my lonely basement?

Back to the life I forgot?
Relive the time that I lost?
And try again from the top?
I’d trade it all

I just wanna cough
This shit that I’ve been sucking off isn’t strong enough
I think I’ve had too much
I’m tired of this fucking fog and hiding stuff from my mom
These habits I’m not so proud of
These habits I’m not so proud of

Good Terms is Brian McShea, Zach Boucher, Geo Botelho, & Ivan Barry

Cough - Single

LANA DEL REY  born to die 
  . ۫ ꣑ৎ   .  f*ck you hard in the pouring rain version  / slowed down

BORN TO DIE by lana del rey (f*ck you hard in the pouring rain) (slowed down)

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Alive

Empire Of The Sun - We Are The People  ( 1 HOUR LOOP )

Soul Runs Deep

I'm Not Dying To Be Here

Your Way to Light (Cross The Line )

Techno Love Train Part 2.

Keď mám pocit, že  priatelia, sa strácajú
deň sa začína – v hmle a strese.
Zasa nestíham ten posledný vlak,
toto nie je deň, aký si chcel mať.

Cítim sa zvláštne, cítim sa sám
ulicami blúdim, no kroky nerátam,
mesto je prázdne, bez stôp a slov…
a ja sa tvárim, že je všetko v pohode.

⸻

[Refrén]
Som v pohode, len tak… v pohode,
aj keď to tak nevyzerá.
Som v pohode, len tak… v pohode,
len ozvena, ktorú nikto nehľadá.

⸻

Telefón zvoní v prázdnom byte,
nik nepríde,
nik tu nezostane.
Tieň bliká na obrazovke tývý —
a ty vieš, čo tým myslím.

Cítim sa zvláštne, cítim sa  down,
ulicami blúdim, no  kroky nerátam, 
mesto je prázdne, bez stôp a slov…
a ja sa tvárim, že je všetko v pohode.

⸻

[Refrén – variácia]
Som v pohode, len tak… v pohode,
tvár, čo už nič neskrýva.
Som v pohode, len tak… v pohode,
ale ticho ma prezrádza.

⸻

Je toto život, pre ktorý by si zomrel?
Zanechať minulosť v hmlistých tieňoch?
Zabudnúť myšlienky, čo si nikdy nepoznal?
Nikdy nevieš,
kam smeruje prúd, čo ťa unáša, 
kým ty máš   pocit,  že to sa vznášaš
.

A teraz…
zbaľ si veci a choď.

⸻

v-pohode...?-tak-v-pohode!-(2)-(remastered).mp3

Raw Remix :  Verse 1]
Your old songs drift through the night,
Back then you burned, you shone so bright.
The world rolled on, but you stayed true,
Watching who still listens to you.

[Pre-Chorus]
And still they play…

[Chorus]
Your old songs on the radio,
Same old lines that we used to know.
And you’re still calling out, still letting go —
Good people, where did you go?

⸻

[Verse 2]
It’s never just another tune,
It’s skin and bone beneath the moon.
They throw their stones, they raise their cheers,
You’ve stopped counting all these years.

[Pre-Chorus]
And still they play…

[Chorus – repeat]
Your old songs on the radio,
Same old lines that we used to know.
And you’re still calling out, still letting go —
Good people, where did you go?

[Outro – repeat last line softly, fade]

Good people, where-did-you-go?  II.

intro, hammonds organ, deep base]

Modern times,  
needs it's Rasputins, 
not such a truth, 
I couldn't  put  you in, 

[ instrumental intermezzo ]

fals prophets spreads epiphany
so far you smile, 
but it's not funny,
no more words you need
your vessels are starting bleed 

[ refrain]
Modern times,  
needs it's Rasputins, 
not such a truth, 
I couldn't  put  you in, 

Carefully listen 
your god is watching you
little bit nervouse
but still friendly
no more no fight
you decide
it's up to you.

Morning through evening
don't leave your comfort zone
mostly proceeding
overage meanings
listen to your every cell
you may trust to your bones.

[ refrain]
Modern times,  
needs it's Rasputins, 
not such a truth, 
I couldn't  put  you in, 

[ outro instrumental]

false-prophets-(-new-rasputins)--nr.2.mp3

I still can tell them all apart,
Though some appear in double light,
As long as words still make some sense,
I haven’t changed my mind just yet 


[ beidge]
Before I find the final dot,
To end the line, to make it stop.

[Intermezzo ]
[ guitar solo, ]

[Verse 2]
Never thought we live in two worlds —
One sun, one sky, one single earth.
But there you stand, behind a wall,
A realm where I can’t cross at all.
Who’s inside and who’s left out?
It takes a wiser voice....

[ refrain]
aaa ah - there you stand, behind a wall,
aaa ah - realm where I can’t cross at all.
Who’s inside and who’s left out...

[
And yes, she’s beautiful this way,
Still as she lies and time ticks on,
The tower bells will ring today,

[ refrain]
aaa ah - there you stand, behind a wall,
aaa ah - realm where I can’t cross at all.
Who’s inside and who’s left out...

[ beidge instrumental]

vows once planned are long since gone.

[Bridge]
Still cuts like swords from long ago.
To end it all beside a window,
[ instrumental intermezzo]

[ bridge]
It’s not the blame you want to see —
Just dream again of we could be.

[ refrain]
aaa ah - there you stand, behind a wall,
aaa ah - realm where I can’t cross at all.
Who’s inside and who’s left out...


You walk as one, hand in hand,
Two silent worlds begin to blend.
step forward, slow but true —
, 
…a sky reborn, a love renewed...forever

[instrumental outro ]

Two souls apart ( Two Worlds Remake )

instrumental intro ]

Hard to listen deep harmonies falling down...on you,
on to your shoulders ,
hard tones on your backbone pushing you down
to the ground

[ instrumental intro ]
aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go


friends in white shirts and black coats
around you like a stonecold wall
old ruins of your damned soul
and you, mate, join me in this black light show

[ bridge ]

aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

light is shining eyes can't survive
doors are open, fresh air deep breath
you feel how blod flows again...in your veins
[ bridge ]
freezing cold disappear
and you are free
free for now


aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

[ instrumental intermezzo, electric guitar solo ]
[ outro ]
now you know
Black light  was just  a dream
[ bridge]
which melted down like a snow

[ instrumental outro ]

Black Light Ceremony ( raw demo )

Black light ceremony-(final cut)

lighthouse 2

black-light-ceremony ( original cut )

black-light-ceremony 2 ( Deep Harmony )

[ instrumental intro ]

Hard to listen deep harmonies falling down...on you,
on to your shoulders ,
hard tones on your backbone pushing you down
to the ground

[ instrumental intro ]
aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go


friends in white shirts and black coats
around you like a stonecold wall
old ruins of your damned soul
and you, mate, join me in this black light show

[ bridge ]

aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

light is shining eyes can't survive
doors are open, fresh air deep breath
you feel how blod flows again...in your veins
[ bridge ]
freezing cold disappear
and you are free
free for now


aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

[ instrumental intermezzo, electric guitar solo ]
[ outro ]
now you know
Black light  was just  a dream
[ bridge]
which melted down like a snow

[ instrumental outro ]

black-light-ceremony ( optimistic ignorant )

black-light-ceremony ( angry )

black-light-ceremony ( straight )

Water All Around. You'r falling down. ( dark synths )

dark synths and minimalistic guitar driven song evoking days of cure and echo & bunnyman period of music history...

water all around , you'r falling down.

sAlternative  Rock Electronic Slow Motion Anthem  for 80s -90s lovers,  in new dress

Intro – dark ambient, slow build, distant echoes]
In the dark, an island rises,
you walk toward the lighthouse flame.
But the light has drowned in shadows,
[Bridge ]
it no longer calls your name.

[Verse – cinematic, hypnotic groove]
The sky is heavy, filled with stars,
they lead you where no path remains.
Branches reach like ancient fingers,
[Bridge ]
whispering leaves remember pain.

[Chorus – strong, melodic, deep voice with reverb]
Echoes of the island,
footsteps fading slow.
The further that you’re walking,
the less you seem to know.
[Mantra – repeated softly, layered voices]
All around… all around… all around…

[Bridge – spoken/half-sung, long poetic line, atmospheric]
And you believe it’s not the ending, but the silence stretches wider than the sea, wider than the night, wider than the memory of everything you tried to hold.

[Chorus – darker, heavier instruments, deep male vocal]
Echoes of the island,
nothing left to shout.
The more you try to follow,
the less you work it out.
[Mantra – whispered and echoing in background]
No way out… no way out… no way out…

[Instrumental intermezzo – guitars with reverb, dark synth layers]

[Chorus – final, layered vocals, emotional climax]
Echoes of the island,
shadows twist and drown.
Your voice returns in silence,
your body’s sinking down.
[Dual mantra – layered, call and response]
All around… [main vocal]
No way out… [echo vocal]
[Bridge ]
All around… [main vocal]
[Bridge ]
No way out… [echo vocal fading]

[Outro – slow fade, ambient, distant reverb]
No lighthouse in the silence,
no shoreline to defend.
The night repeats forever…
[Bridge ]
and still it never ends.

echoes in the dark

echoes

fire-burns (up).

„Under the neon cross “

electro pop rock soft melodic catchy song

Intro – instrumental]

Minutes to go,
time rushes like a storm,
routine is cutting you down,
faster, not slow.

You’re listening — maybe your last song,
decision is made,
here you stand,
will you stay, or will you go?

[Ref]
Where do you wanna go?
What do you wanna feel?
Who will you meet out there,
when the night turns real?
Where do you wanna go?
[ bridge]
What do you wanna see?
Feel it before you think,
set your spirit free!

[Bridge – short]
Fighting, resisting, falling,
no rescue coming in,
just your chosen song is playing —
[ bridge]
echoes under your skin.

[Ref – repeat, shorter]
Where do you wanna go?
What do you wanna feel?
Feel it before you think,
[ bridge]
make the moment real!

[Outro – instrumental / guitar solo]

⸻

Minute  to go.

v tomto byte

sleeples night (insomnia)

love-love-love

Who even writes with a pen these days?
Maybe when the moon breaks through the shade,
Maybe when a comet streaks the sky,
[ bridge ]
A signal hums from a beacon high.

[Chorus , electric base guitar baseline]

You, you, you – ta, echoes spinning through the stars,
Cracks in space, but good news rides the charge.
Is it you, or is it me?
Light-years drift between our destiny.

[Verse 2]

You hold your path, your grip is tight,
Hoping you’re flying towards the light.
[ bridge]
[ drop]
But far ahead, a flicker calls,
[ bridge]
A cosmic force beyond these walls.

Climbing stairs, floor by floor,
Yet still unsure what lies in store.
[ bridge]
That flashing glow, that siren’s hum,
It lures you in – take the dive, leave the drum.

[Bridge , synthesizer low tones pentathonic repeating in the background]

Oh-oh, waves vibrate through empty space,
Time is shifting, changing shape,
Will you turn back or ride the groove?
[ bridge]
Let the rhythm choose your move…

[Chorus ,more syncopation, vocoder harmonies in the background]

You, you, you – ta, echoes spinning through the stars,
Cracks in space, but good news rides the charge.
Is it you, or is it me?
[ bridge]
Light-years drift between our destiny.

[Outro ,slow fade-out, sax solo, deep bass]

Floating, drifting…
Time don’t stop, it only swings…
Signal fading through the galaxy…
[ bridge]
But the groove stays, the groove stays…

“cosmic-darkness"

desert fox

rain-in-train.mp3

ember of joy (DM x-mass)

Dance Gavin Dance Death Of A Strawberry

American Beauty (prod. Jessie James)

Bio – English

H-dMan Such is a DIY artist who moves freely across genres — from dreamy indie pop and Britrock to psychedelic textures, dark synthscapes, and world-inspired grooves. What began as raw experiments has grown into a distinct voice, with hundreds of songs capturing different moods and stories.

Right now his music blends the mystique of Arabic and Mediterranean sounds with the pulse of indie and electronic layers, creating a sound both intimate and expansive. With each release, H-dMan Such keeps building bridges between cultures and genres — always forward-looking, always evolving, with bold plans for the future.



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