Lyrics:
You must be insane to understand what's in my head
I don't want to share anything else I'd rather lie instead
And hurt me, leave me cheat and, heal me
Satan's gonna love this game Kate Moss on cocaine

Running away is better than staying
You sleep with a knife under your bed
I'm finally getting outside your head
And I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember you
You

Would you let me rot in pieces?
Would you eat my flesh?
I just don't care about it
There is nothing left
Running away is better than staying
You sleep with a knife under your bed
I'm finally getting outside your head

And I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember you
You

ig: @iamnotisabhell @i.luv.fent666

Kate Moss

Overtones of Madness

Verse 1]
You rolled two lines off your tongue,
meaningless words, rehearsed and numb.
No deeper truth, just static noise,
a hollow act, a clever ploy.

To find a space in this cruel land,
you bowed your head, betrayed your stand.
You had to take or you’d have none,
forgotten what should not be undone.

[Pre-Chorus]
And still you rise, and still you smile,
those empty phrases bought you miles.
You walk through doors that once were closed,
with secrets only silence knows.

[Chorus]
Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
Alone—
not sure if someone missed you through the tears.
That feeling…
is the one you truly miss.

[Verse 2]
So now, go on, reshape your mind,
trade old beliefs for new design.
You turned your gold into the mud,
a kingdom crumbled into dust.

What once you had, you didn’t buy,
now you know the cost of that old lie.
You see how blind you’ve always been—
in love, in loss, in your own skin.

[Chorus]
Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
You don’t want to
be alone—
no memory that someone held you dear.
And that ache…
that’s what you truly fear.

[Bridge – dreamy instrumental / falsetto echoes]
“All that I am, I gave away…”
“The mirror cracked, but still I stay…”
“A wave of love, it pulled me out…”
“She changed me—there’s no doubt.”

[Final Chorus – full band, emotional lift]
You changed yourself and the world turned new,
a wave of love, it carried you.
Out of the cage, the golden haze,
away from guilt, away from blame.

[Outro – repeated, fading]
Yeah… yeah…
That’s the feeling…
That’s the feeling…
you were missing.
Yeah…

empty-phrases ( soft unreleased version of spotify hit )

A raw, intimate song about feeling trapped in hollow relationships and searching for a way out.

Empty Bounds

10 AI Collective - Jilted John (Jilted John)

Fourth installment in my instrumental explorations. Coming to #Spotify #YouTube #TikTok #Apple #Music soon. If they hit your ear, share them onward.

Your Move

Demo version of my popular track published few days ago.

meditation

"World Gone Mad" rages with the unmistakable force of UK indie, led by heavy guitar riffs and urgent emotion. The track channels the anxiety and bewilderment of living through a world spinning into chaos, questioning if we’re heading for disaster once more. Honest and raw, it captures both the frustration and the rallying spirit to face uncertainty head-on.

World gone mad

My Children Activities Songs Do Not Make Sense

Treasure Hunt in the Library at Midnight

AxAxC’s "Intravenous"
11 core wounds + collaborations and echoes of past hits. Addiction, lust, confession, and the final drop. 

Play in order:

- Needlepoint — The first puncture: letting the poison in and calling it love.
- Intravenous — Love/hate fused into a bloodstream thesis; addiction as oxygen.
- BLACK VEINS — Depression rot; mirrors stop answering back.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Full chemical collapse; filthy delayed drop.
- BLOODSTREAM (feat. Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Infection anthem: wired habits you can’t cut out.
- Venom’s Kiss (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Groovy screamo confession; lust as prison and escape.
- Poisoned Love — Gothic piano ballad; beautiful crime you both committed.
- Adrenaline (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx, Succubix) — War-chant defib; kickstart the soul.
- Septic Dreams — Slow doom hellscape; rot smiles while it learns your prayers.
- Dripfeed Messiah — Industrial revolt against counterfeit salvation.
- Eternal IV — Final drip; machines breathe while the heart bargains.
- INTERLUDE: Between Drips — We mapped a bloodstream; every track a vein.
- Vienna Skies and Heavenly Cries (feat. KAT — Angels Choir) — Celestial reprise; grief meets grace.
- Marry Her? (Remastered) — The fragile proposal under stormlight.
- Irreplaceable — “Billionaire” reborn: worth beyond currency.
- INTERLUDE: This Is Thank You — Old veins, new blood; family enters the ward.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Until Darkness Falls) — Collab cut; alternate detonation.
- BLOODSTREAM (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls) — Infection, version II: new scars, same vein.
- Poisoned Love (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Ballad redux with fresh knives.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Pure Addiction) — Pure filth variant; chaos worship.
- Poisoned Love (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Choir of confession; love’s autopsy.
- Eternal IV (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Curtain fall with witnesses.


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Guest performances: Allesxndrx, Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, KAT, Pure Addiction.

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Poisoned Love feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls. Allesxndrx

A cover i did, all rights to Turnstile I just like this alot 



Blue By You - Turnstile Cover

Bio – English

H-dMan Such is a DIY artist who moves freely across genres — from dreamy indie pop and Britrock to psychedelic textures, dark synthscapes, and world-inspired grooves. What began as raw experiments has grown into a distinct voice, with hundreds of songs capturing different moods and stories.

Right now his music blends the mystique of Arabic and Mediterranean sounds with the pulse of indie and electronic layers, creating a sound both intimate and expansive. With each release, H-dMan Such keeps building bridges between cultures and genres — always forward-looking, always evolving, with bold plans for the future.



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