Navy Blue - Deep Water Blue

my remix of cherry ferrari's 'night before' video

cherry ferrari - night before (raymnd edit)

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JR - Dear Summer

I demonize me 
vilify my thoughts 
criticize like I despise me
i've convinced myself 
that i never mean well
i wish i could say my
intentions are good

the things i would do
for a clear conscience
ohh, what i wouldn't do
just to clear
my mind
it aint hard to recognize
that i'm the one to blame
for all my pain

i do what's best for me
and try to pass it off like
i don't only think bout me
i can't trust myself 
it's like
i put my best foot forward 
and head in a direction
i know is wrong
my red flags come with halos
and my demons got degrees
they taught me some
Ivy League psychology
self diagnosed with avolition
paired with narcissist tendencies
i'm a broken man 
obsessed with maintaining 
a good image 
but i know i am 
not the man that i present

the things i would do
for a clear conscience
what i wouldn't do
just to clear
my head
it ain't hard to recognize
(my mind tells on me)
that i'm the one to blame
for all my pain
(i can't lie to me)

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