im not here - fleshwater
reuploading the song in a different version, all credit and rights go to fleshwater.
the original song: https://soundcloud.com/fleshwater/im-not-here
Lyrics: 

You black out when
You talk too much
To keep touch with
What once was
-
You blacked out
Holding on
To keep touch
With once was
A few shook, that made me
But use me
Again
-
Your conscience (It's too calm)
I'm not here (To be loved)
The blindfold is on tight
Now I don't wanna be anyone
-
Anymore
Anyone's
Anymore
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im not here - fleshwater (slowed)

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lyrics

I’ve seen the shakes, I’ve watched you lose sleep

Fighting your demons, praying they’d leave

The silence is heavy, the craving is loud

You wear a brave face, but you’re lost in the crowd


Verse 2

I know the shame, I’ve carried it too

Swore I was done, but the high pulled me through

It’s not weakness, it’s a battle you fight

And I’ll stand with you through the longest night


Pre-Chorus

I’ve been in the fire, I’ve tasted the pain

I know the comfort that poisons your veins


Chorus

Give it away, you don’t have to fall

I’ll stand beside you through it all

The hunger is loud, but it won’t define

The strength in your heart, the hope still alive


Bridge

Every relapse doesn’t mean you’re gone

I’ll be the voice telling you — hold on

You’re not the scars, you’re not the chains

You’re more than the cravings inside your veins



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Had To Go

Out for a walk

still hear your voice when the night gets cold,

We used to talk till the night grew old

Now the city lights fade, but the sound remains—

Every note still speaks your name.


[Pre-Chorus]

It cuts so deep, I can’t shake the sound,

Each path I take the pieces of you still found.


[Chorus]

Even when I know you’re gone,

You’re still right here, still holding on.

Through every mile, through every year,

I feel your heartbeat loud and clear.

The world keeps turning—but you’re still right here.


[Verse 2]

I’m wide awake while the world moves on,

Chasing echoes till the break of dawn.

You’re the rhythm that won’t disappear,

Even gone, you’re still right here.


[Bridge / Breakdown]

No time, no space can pull us apart,

Still moving to the same old heart.

I’m still right here—yeah, I’m still right here.


[Final Chorus / Outro]

Even when I know you’re gone,

You’re still right here, still holding strong.

Through every mile, through every year,

I feel your heartbeat loud and clear.

The world keeps spinning—but it’s crystal clear:

Even when you’re gone… you’re still right here.



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