Name: Saturn by Sleeping At Last in Sleeping At Last
Duration: 4 min 48 s
Description: "Saturn" is from "Space" - an album of songs inspired by the planets in our Solar System. Space is a part of the Atlas: Year One music series by Sleeping At Last.

I’m so scared of growing up and forget who I was

this song remind me of my old smile that's fade away

Sleeping At Last

Song #3 (of 25) in the series, Atlas: Year Two by Sleeping At Last.

SON

show me who i am and who i could be.
initiate the heart within me
'til it opens properly.

slow down, start again from the beginning.
i can’t keep my head from spinning out of control.
is this what being vulnerable feels like?

i swear i'll try, try, try to breathe
’til it turns to muscle memory.
i'm only steady on my knees;
one day i'll stand up on my own two feet.

i’ll run the risk 
of being intimate with brokenness.
through this magnifying glass,
i see a thousand finger prints
on the surfaces of who i am.

show me where to find the silver lining
as the mercury keeps rising,
’til the glass or my fever breaks.

show me how to struggle gracefully.
let the scaffolding inside of me be strong enough
to hold this tired body up once more.

and i will try, try, try to breathe
’til it turns to muscle memory.
i feel the pressure in my blood
building up and liberating me.

so i will try, try, try to breathe
’til it turns to muscle memory.
i'm only steady on my knees.
but one day, i'll stand on my own two feet.

i'll run the risk 
of being intimate with brokenness.
through this magnifying glass,
i see a thousand finger prints

that ran the risk
of being intimate with my brokenness.
i was given a gift of hope 
in a thousand finger prints
on the surface of who i am.

Improv at Wookiees: The COVID Demos is where it all started again — two cousins, decades apart, picking up where teenage jam sessions left off. Recorded through the thick humidity of Florida nights, half on a back patio strung with Christmas lights, half deep in the woods by the boardwalk, these sessions were pure instinct. No scripts. No plans. Just sound.

Captured during the chaos of COVID — when everything felt uncertain, when masks and mandates tore through daily life — these recordings became a kind of therapy. They’re rough, unfiltered, and sometimes fall apart mid-thought. But when they work, they catch something real: reunion after estrangement, grief tangled with laughter, memory colliding with noise.

This isn’t perfection. It’s history. It’s what happens when you sit down after twenty years apart and remember how to listen. These tracks are the roots — the ghosts — that still feed what Estranged Cousins makes today. The heart and the soul are all right here, on tape, under the oaks.

It_s Killing Me

"Saturn" is from "Space" - an album of songs inspired by the planets in our Solar System. Space is a part of the Atlas: Year One music series by Sleeping At Last. 

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Saturn

TOUCH

when will i feel this
as vivid as it truly is,
fall in love in a single touch,
and fall apart when it hurts too much?

can we skip past near-death clichés
where my heart restarts, as my life replays?
all i want is to flip a switch
before something breaks that cannot be fixed.

i know, i know- the sirens sound
just before the walls come down.
pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
predicting God as best he can,
but God i want to feel again.

rain or shine, i don’t feel a thing,
just some information upon my skin.
i miss the subtle aches when the weather changed,
the barometric pressure we always blamed.

all i want is to flip a switch
before something breaks that cannot be fixed.

invisible machinery,
these moving parts inside of me
well, they’ve been shutting down for quite some time,
leaving only rust behind.

well i know, i know- the sirens sound
just before the walls come down.
pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
predicting God as best he can,
but God i want to feel again,
oh God i want to feel again.

down my arms, a thousand satellites
suddenly discover signs of life.

Atlas  Touch

Lifted from the 'Bathing Beach' EP out now via AllPoints
Buy: https://novoamor.lnk.to/bathing-beach
Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmKAn8rNbKg

Anchor

pitch change for I found by amber run. no copyright infringement intended! :)

I Found - Amber Run (Pitch Change)

Medicine by Daughter cover by Sahirah Oshidar

Medicine - Daughter

Touch - Sleeping At Last

Taste

New track "Smell" from upcoming release Atlas: Senses

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Smell

Daughter - Sleeping At Last

Sleeping At Last - Light

Light - Sleeping At Last

Michael Schulte - Falling Apart

Sleeping At Last was featured twice in the Twilight Film, Breaking Dawn – Part 1 (scenes: when “Bella” walks down the aisle to marry “Edward,” and again during their honeymoon scene), as well as featured twice on the Official Motion Picture Soundtrack.

Saturn

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