Hope you enjoy this sad song I made. 

Lyrics - 
[Verse 1]
You and I can't go back
I thought you should know that
Please go on without me
I'm sorry that you found me
You and I can't go back

[Chorus]
Now I'm distant and I'm sorry
But you need someone and it's not me
How can I leave
You there now
I won't ever fall for this shit now

[Verse 2]
Summer time take that ride
Snuck out of your party
Smiley face on my thigh
Hand-poke on your body
Sun was high my tensions too
Tell me was I right too tell you
You lost trust, had enough, broke it off, now it's done

You go wherever you go
If we took that right make things right
Know it's only for tonight

[Chorus 2]
Now I'm distant and I'm sorry
But you need someone and it's not me
How can I leave
You there now
I won't ever fall for this shit now

And I'm sorry that I let you down
Thinking for nobody else
Some of it was more than lies
Guess I'm like the other guys
Poison on my fingertips
Let it sink right in your skin
Didn't mean to make you cry
Not a word just a goodbye

DISTANT

floating (if you don't mind calling)

thefallingsong

I’ve been locked in a selfish feeling , can’t stop reaving , lost in unstable art

I’ve been holding  death and meaning , found in myself and it’s gone 

I don’t owe you anything, I don’t owe you anything , 

but you can trust that I’ll just leave you here alone

Net Worth -0001

HURRICANE CREEK

glaive - minnesota is a place that exists remix
maybe trap or r&b

glaive - minnesota is a place that exists remix

cognac w/ oldcollin

quadeca - fantasyworld (cover)

lyrics 

the demons coming out tonight
theyre haunting taking over me 
dont know just how to make it right
dont know how it’s supposed to be
im always fuckin up my life
and mixing drugs i might od
im running out of all my time
but youre still lookin right at me
(2x)
im running out of all my time
but youre still lookin right at me
the life i wished i lived in 
where i grew up safe and happily
if self loathing was a crime
id be locked up for eternity
take whats yours take all of mine
not showing ur maturity 

that feeling inside 
you keep saying shit thats hurting me
feels like im losing my mind
every drug i take controlling me
why do you have to waste my time
feels like you have a grip on me
so just grab the knife and cut my heart
and throw it in the ocean sea

the demons coming out tonight
theyre haunting taking over me
dont know just how to make it right
dont know how it’s supposed to be
im always fuckin up my life
and mixing drugs i might od
im running out of all my time
but youre still lookin right at me
(2x)

Flower From A Distance

Instrumental Version Link:
https://soundcloud.com/user-76291714/under-the-rose-instr/s-TCdNTVMn9F6?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing&si=94c46dc2fb4f425d9b6b7ee469bef04e

Words: John Oxenford (1812 to 1877). Tune: Under the Rose. Singing, guitar and sound editing by Alan Thompson 2025.  Another of the songs of bygone eras. For a listing of these songs on  Youtube and SoundCloud: https://www.songsofbygoneeras.com/


Under the Rose sung

follow the right side of your brain more.
don't believe everything you think.
fuck the butchers.

aka. bonny noone | bugboy | buggo siklad

hmu on spotify too

floating (if you don't mind calling)

sleepless jaay