OMGGGG I LOST THIS SONG FOR 2 YEARS IM SO HAPPY I FOUND ITTTT🩷🩷💕

shiny knife

Lyrics 

Don’t tell me you will be my friend, 
Because you know that it’s a lie, it’s a lie 

Don’t put your trust in me again, 
Because you know it’s a waste of time, I’m a waste of time 

But oh I love you so, so much that I don’t want to go, want to go 
And oh I love you so, so much that I don’t want to go, want to go 

I’m trapped in my silence once again,
And I can’t find the words, to say to you

I’m driving through these streets alone, 
And I can’t find the way, out of my head 

Oh if you don’t want to stay you just got to let me know, calling up my phone when you think you’re all alone, feels like you’re a stranger when I can’t tell you whats wrong, are we really friends or am I your ride home?   

Oh if you don’t want to stay you just got to let me know, calling up my phone when you think you’re all alone, feels like you’re a stranger when I can’t tell you whats wrong, are we really friends or am I your ride home?

FRIENDS

Heres the first track off this "songs I like" EP side project :)

Original song by Julia Jacklin

lyrics:

Pressure to party, gonna stay in
Nothing good can come from me drinking
I would run, shoes off, straight back to you
I know where you live, I used to live there too
Pressure to feel fine after the fact
Out on the dance floor with my body back
Meeting a stranger, touching his face
I don't want anyone to ever take your place
Pressure to go strike out on your own
Pressure to learn from being alone
Pressure to not leave it for too long
Before you find another heart where you belong
Pressure to come up with conversation
Makes the family fine with my isolation
I know I've locked myself in my room
But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Pressure to act the right way around
And we're both in the crowd
With people surrounding us
What do I do?
Don't know how it works
Pressure to not let the inside of my mind
Spill onto the floor for our friends to find
And, oh, what do I do?
'Cause God how it hurts
Pressure to come up with reasons why
Sometimes it might look to you like I'm not even trying
I know I've locked myself in my room
But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon (I, I, I)

Pressure To Party

lyrics:

darling hold me close
we’re moving fast
time erasing memories of the past
i wonder what we’ll experience last
darling hold me close
we’re moving fast

and it’s like every day
some life is taken away 
from me i smile
i grind my teeth
i chew my nails 
and bite my cheeks 
and it’s like this for weeks and weeks 

there’s no escaping
but it’s fine inside the prison of my mind
enjoy your time 
treat others well
because the living is the hell 

darling hold me close let’s take it slow
it don’t matter where we go
let’s go somewhere sunny
somewhere cold
i’ll love you forever til i’m old 

and it’s like every day
some life is taken away from me

moving fast (prod. mkultra)

a vibe for a long ride or walk <3

feat  ~ @lvstforpain
prod ~ @jamesgorczyca1

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LOST IN THOUGHT W/LVST (PROD.JAMESGORCZYCA)

bs for now workin on booku shit for y’all 
So fuk w dis for now

f33l again

Head Over Heels

Lyrics:

I've been running around yeah running around 
Looking for something to 
Get my mind off of You
And my heads spinning around yeah spinning around
Surrounded by mindless fools 
But really that's nothing new
And I feel myself sinking into a hole 
But that's okay I don't let the feeling show 
You said when You lose Your mind You'll make me lose mine too
But You seem fine I'm glad things are working for You 

But can You tell me it was worth it when You watched me lose my mind?
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun

I'm still running around yeah running around 
Chasing moments stuck in time
No one here to tell me I'll be fine
So I lay wasting away yeah wasting away
Pacing in this empty room
Trying not to think about You
Because I feel myself sinking into a hole 
But that's okay I don't let the feeling show 
You said when You lose Your mind You'll make me lose mine too
But You seem fine I'm glad things are working for You

But can You tell me it was worth it when You watched me lose my mind?
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind

Wasted Times

Montreal kept you overnight
Now you can't see the light
Hard to view you through the snow
But what do I know

I found a box with your name on it
God damn, if you would just flaunt it
I love you, you're a Goddess
Plant me in your garden
I just want a sorry

But all these thoughts, they hit a ceiling
And I get the feeling

You're like a motion picture
You say your words like it's scriptures
But I still need your elixir
And I think you've gotten richer
God knows I'll never fix her
Your movie is just so addictive

Ooh
And I see it's gotten worse
You're so California
Smokin' marijuana
you're a prima-donna
Don't need a lot to be focused on ya
Just so much drama, you can keep the commas
You said fuck Nirvana, don't need a Brahma
But I need to know
Yes, I gotta know today

Do you feel this way
Hollaback boys don't get no play
I can't feel my face
Hot box locked in purple haze
Do you need a place
I got you the perfect space
And it's even chaste
Can't keep up I'm demon faced

YOU'RE SELFISH AND YOU KNOW IT
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN CARE
AND NOW I GOTTA ROLL SOLO
LEFT ME IN THE AIR
AND THESE THINGS THEY DON'T HEAL SO FAST ANYMORE
I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT AND YOU CAN JUST GO BE A WHO-

"SIMPLER/TIMES"

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Motion Picture

lyrics:

am i feeling alright?
'you feeling alright?'
maybe, i don't know?
maybe i should care

they told me at times
that its not right
although im comfortable...
sometimes i do get scared

and id lay down sometimes
complain about songs i didnt write
and i don't want to go back….

i only said i was alright one time
so now i pray that you please come back
i never said i was alright all times
and now i pray that you come home

i never say it cause
i should assume that its ok
it should be ok

but never mind that though
you could say these things to me
i swear its ok

but i shouldn't i have to relay to every single person i meet on the street
it'd remind me of all those times


sports

single off our upcoming album
mixed/produced by Daniela Bojorges a.k.a St. Panther 
written by josh castillo & makeout reef

Existential (single version)

12 Regrets

cover pic taken by Indy De Los Santos(@indy.dls on ig)

lyrics:
i know 
you don't 
ever 
think about me 
i know 
your so 
better off with he

i wish 
you were
 right here
right here by my side 
 i'm up 
at night 
with these
dumb thoughts in 
my mind
 

i’m a
pushover
 i don’t have a-
ny real friends 
every
one hates me 
i want it 
all 
to
 end

i don’t know what to do
i’m always thinking of you
it’s your fault you’re in my head 
it’s your fault you’re in my head


but i know 
you hate
 me 
and that’s
 okay
I’m lost
 and i can’t
 get out
of my own head

t.o.s

IMMA DIE IN THIS CAR YEA BITCH YEA THATS RIGHT 
TAKE MY LIFE 

IMMA DIE IN THIS CAR YEA BITCH YEA RIGHT
IMMA DIE IN THIS CAR YEA BITCH YES THATS RIGHT 
IMMA DIE IN THIS CAR SWERVE LEFT TAKE LIFE 

WHY YOU ACTIN SO HARD LIKE YOU WANTED TOO
STEP OUT THE CAR IMMA TAKE YOU LIKE I WANTED YOU
DRIVE OFF THE BRIDGE I KNOW THAT YOU WANT TOO
INTO THE OCEAN THEY CANNOT FIND YOU

AND IM GONNA DIE AT LIKE 7 O CLOCK
INSIDE THE CAR IN THE OCEAN WE ROT
IM GONNA DIE IN THIS CAR FUCK A THOUGHT
IM GONNA DIE IN THIS CAR FUCK A THOUGHT

I AM ON TOP OF YOU 
I
STOP IT YOU
FLY
POP THAT TIRE AND YOU WATCHING YOU
DIE

OKAY LIKE HOMOCIDE
WATCH ME FUCKING END 
IMMA WHIP THIS FUCKING CAR 
TILL ITS JUMPIN OFF TH EDGE
I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU FRIEND 
BITCH I REALLY ON THE EDGE
IM OFF 10 PERCS AND IM REALLY BOUTTA BEND 
OKAY LIKE FUCK IT UH
ALL THIS LIFE PRETEND 
I BEEN SNIPIN AT YOUR HEAD 
BITCH IM LIVIN FOR YO HEAD
CUMMIN FOR THE TOP SPOT 
PULL MY HAIR I GERK A LOT

I STARTED WITH MY OPTIONS IN MY EYE
SO DONT CLOSE YOUR EYELIDS
ONE TIME FOR ME 
MY HOPE HAS DIED CORINNE 
JUST TAKE MY LIFE FOR ME 
NOTHING FEEL RIGHT 
WITHOUT YOU HERE 
GET OUT OF MY HAIR
IS WHAT I WISH I COULD SAY TO YOU
BUT YOUR GONE
ON A DIFFERENT MOON
SO I JUST FELL
I FOUND THE ONE
I DONT I DONT 
I DONT I DONT 
I DONT REMEMBER YOU

I DONT REMEMBER YOU 
AND I DONT WANNA NEVER EVER KNOW 
AND I DONT WANNA SPEND TIME
SO GO THE FUCK BACK HOME
I DONT REMEMBER YOU
AND I DONT WANNA EVER
FUCKING KNOW 
I DONT REMEMBER YOU
GO THE FUCK BACK HOME 
(IM ON THE OTHER SIDE)

IM GONNA DIE IN THIS CAR (PROD. NEXX/TRIPLESIXDELETE)

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Instrumental

[Verse 1]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Living the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

Is this your life? Do I make you feel alive?
Is it my eyes? I hope to see you every night
Am I real? You never ask how do i feel

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just kick me out

[Verse 2]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Livin' the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just-

Connie

"Can't Sing This Way In Heaven" (Prod. by CVSNARCO x LONGBOY)

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