This small part right here.....is everything. Thank you

produced by me
guitar played by acey

lyrics
here i am takin steps
stress for what curls to the edge
im running from whats inside of me
im being confronted by my biggest enemy
oh my biggest enemy standing front of me
blood between my fucking sheets, i hated you anyway

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain
waking up from this lucid dream everyday feels the same
rotten smell from them truey jeans
back to reality
craving for attention  you fucking cunt
i dished out my love and you took the hunt

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain

does that make us bad, people
not you
she told me she loves u, i wish you had said it
i wish youd had said it rlly i wish you had said it
(look at me rotting beneath)
I HATED YOU ANYWAYS COS YOUR A FUCKING CUNT

i suppose i'm not done
bury the noose it seems rather fun
destined to die behind the sight of a gun
you scared to die no it might be fun
keeping track of time tho my journeys begun
stay away from me you fucking cunt

i'm getting sick of that feed
now its time to leave
ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ
#jeremyclarkson

journey

Artist:
@hiraethsry

Produced by @sinxi

Lyrics:
u don’t wanna listen 
ik u can’t really take it
talk to me for hours baby
convos getting basic
hira just reply to me
im sorry i can’t save it
im nothing worth investing in 
my stomachs always aching

its hard to try when nobody cares
i know you said you want forever
now nobody’s there
but u never had to lie to me
that’s somebody’s bed
u said u never had the time for me 
and fucked him instead

feel like you’re wanting me dead
the feelings are gone; i regret
leave me alone in the back rooms
putting ur marks on my head
fear i know nothing about you
ur laying on my chest
told me you left cause you had to
but you’d do it again

embarassing
you let me down
5 minutes til ur back again
you let me drown 
so dont tell me what i deserve
you dont care 
left in the state that you put me in
its not fair 
stg im an idiot

i dont think i ever liked you
im unconcious but i thought you
where different that youd care for me
cause i bled all my blood for you
and we haven’t talked in months
cause i don’t open any messages
i left it all behind 
so i’ll be waiting on my own again

hiraeth - nobody cares

https://open.spotify.com/album/2erLjZg3vJPYobdmKrexhW?si=Iu-yZ4N-Qc-Ec5v5DKoxrg

(casperrr)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

(heylog)
she just burn right thru the past
like we were never a thing
baby how could u do that
and throw me against the wave
i just need someone to talk to
and have a soul to stay
i wonder if ppl are leaving me
and parting their own ways
morning always passes by
when i see u it's never right
right right right
when i see you it's always night
our insides exchange heat
when ur body lies w me
i don't want u to leave now
how bout we both just shut down

(casperrr + heylog)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

casperrr x heylog - when ur body lies next to mine (nevrfrvr)

produced by sleepwater and leftquiet

we're all trapped in hell
cant contain it no more
im up in decibals
explaining alot, shut up u act like fool
i hate you i really i do
i go up in decibals
oh wait heres a pause i know
study my flaws you whore
i guess im sad bitch
that doesent mean im emo
i fell in love with you
thats not a thing anymore
you catch me chilling
i go up in decibels

GUESS IM PUTTING ALL INTO MY SONGS SO U LISTEN
TANKING BULLET HOLES EVERYDAY INSIDE MY PRISON
WHEN SHE LEFT SHE SAID AM I GONNA KMS 
THINK THAT I MIGHT END IT

baby dont go
happy at home
she thinks im happy she dont know
i would kill you gladly she turn ghost
i fucking need you badly you dont know
berry in my medly with bloodflow
try your best forget me i wont go
im someone who you envy, i switch flows
im fresher than some dead, ill grab a rose
im sitting in the backseat, when she awoke

I DONT WANNA USE YOU JUST DO IT YOURSELF
YOU CAN DRAG ME DOWN TOO BUT ILL FIND MY WAY OUT
i pump inside her mouth
travels down her throat
BABY DONT MAKE A SOUND
bitch she like grope
i bend her snap her spine
ill put you in a choke
ILL FUCK YOU IN THE PINE

everystep i take
doesent seem to stop my aches
twist it round and pull her face
do it now remove all grace
turn it down your ears might break
IVE GONE UP IN DECIBELS

decibel

guitar by melonmusik

lyrics:
seeing your face by my window
its making me happy you dont know
winter coming my heart decline
baby calling my heart feels fine
sing a carol at christmas time
she dont care at all she never was mine
i dont wanna be here the rest of my life
i might be here cause i dont wanna change my mind
always getting locked down everytime i try
tell that whore to stay away another waste of time
oh baby so gloomy, oh baby your still glue to me
its coming better unleash, get it through to you better haunt me
I FEEL SICK I LOST A FRIEND THAT I WANTED TO TALK TO
she dont care at all she never was mine
GIVE ME THE ICK THEN TELL ME YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO
im getting sick telling you that i want you
i feel like a prick but it goes on without you
just another slip my judgement clouded you
your such a little bitch, mum and daddy even fucking proud of you
she dont care at all she never was mine
i dont wanna be here the rest of my life
i might be here cause i dont wanna change my mind
always getting locked down everytime i try
tell that whore to stay away another waste of time

without you

produced by caves & leftquiet

lyrics:
her obscurities 
i am awkward
freckles down on my wall
my insecurities
keep on killing me
spiders warm my arms
oh you were feeling me
gave you nothing to lead on
maybe we will be up until the dawn
maybe i could greet you to the farm
harvest blood baby
harvest, vest
vest
vest
vest
vest

adjecent to the way i
feel about you
complacent just tell her
i love you
should not care
but heya, i love you

you feel like spiders on my arm
dont threat im easy to disarm
its easy baby just leave me
just leave me
you feel like spiders on my arm
dont threat im easy to disarm
its easy baby just leave me
just leave me

fabulous

produced by @hiraethsry & @sinxi

lyrics:

questioning on why im alive
i feel my heart i feel a fright
im running from it always running
always tend to forget how im learning
stuff my face full of it now im grounded
in a room full of steam i feel crowded
finding comfort in the seam of my jacket
pull it closer hair between so i can have it
will i ever your meaning on the surface
maybe wipe the screen and just learn there
no ones ever there till your gone
no ones gonna feel the rip into ur arm

im going through fields
scared that i might break my seal
life mate is getting too real
feel like i live in a film
what if we live in a film
i swear its written out
what if i love just to die
i dont have my questions right

i think to myself
i speak to my own
i sing for myself
she dont care at all
she wont pick up when i call
she wont show no love at all
she is tired of emotions
are you not tired of this

im going through fields
scared that i might break my seal
life mate is getting too real
feel like i live in a film
what if we live in a film
i swear its written out
what if i love just to die
i dont have my questions right

absent

produced by sleepwater 

lyrics:
i hate everyone except you
lovers leave is overdue
i let myself   accept you
everything was made for two
i need a girl with hair
down to her shoulders yeah
hurry dont hurl round here
well i  know its cold my dear
we'll never lose hope round here
dont ever give up

 oh yeah, hello, oh yeah, help

pushing my limits no one going to stop it
killing my ex promise you never saw it
bashing our heads against the floor and the faucet
bath tub full of blood limbs in the closet
savour her head tie it up in a forest
its friday tonight but not the thirteenth
take off my mask so you its real
BURY HER BODY AND LET EVERYONE SEE
butcher that witch and go in for the kill
fill up the cask until her blood spill
leave her in a ditch then im going to chill
move on to next she got eliminate

violent

produced by sleepwater @hiraethsry and @prod-oc

✰

lyrics:
how am i alive

lord its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore

i dont care about you
if you dont care about me
can someone care about me
its obvious i find it hard to breathe
your distant now and that makes me so sad
your different now and i werent ready for that
my eyes be crying, like the ocean
no birds are flying, it was only us

i want dreams with you
lets get on the stones
a day with us
is heaven on earth
i feel like more me
pacing through the sand
she stares back at us
says is this the way ?

under the sand
not ready to go
holding my hand
i need to make it special
feel like a strand
latched onto you
you broke my heart
you broke my heart

think im in love with you
its not fair anymore

what are about to do
cos i might burst
dont want this to end
its not fair
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair

https://www.instagram.com/p/CqZoY3PK0Pr/

isolation

prod by me :) <3

lyrics -
ur telling me to hold on
i don't really think u see the best in me
'cos i know
if u really want it you'd make it work
oh i can see the end of us
can't believe that the wall was breached
god i don't wanna go
but you've been pushing me out for a while now
oh no

i hide my face when she laughing at it
cant lie, i dont care, cause shes going nowhere
told ur boy if he wanna back it, come out on the street but hes going somewhere
she getting cold now
pulled out, undercover when she come round
whole streets on the floor, what she know now
tears ready on the floor when she go out

breaking loads of bottles again
got a problem when you talk on ya friends
you want to tell me how she loves me
take you to dance
say you want to trust me I can’t relax
taking all you pour out
i don’t want the door down
7 milli foreign with the Roley got me iced out
in my dreams you know I’m having it
i can barely breathe when all these problems keep on happening

my nose red, blood is pouring out fast
i sit down, think i need to relax
she start her month say, "let's go to the bath"
she look at me when i cause her to gag
after i'm done i gotta leave ur house
cus i don't got time for any cuddles now
a kiss goodbye but she pulls me down
she told me she wanna go another round

couldn’t get enough, ignore the other side
I’ll tell it from the front
you speak about love, that’s never been us
these doors stayed shut
keep your facade
laid out-
knowing it was dormant
a few years and I’m back to this torment
is it really that important?
you know it better than me
you couldn’t let it at peace
this whole story was about me
I’ve got you right on your knees
the only thing that I need
is to make you forget at least…

violent

sleepwater

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