white beige fur
wild flowers in the mattress 
shiny ivory 
hair light brown 
looks golden in the sunlight 

got a gray panther in my room 
green eyed white collar 
sees me right through my soul 

sometimes I get bored of everything 
just want to float away 
just fly away in the night 
see the stars passing me by 
or during a sunny afternoon 
along with the birds 
across the blue sky 

oh I hear crying 
in the land of sirens 
and they're screaming,
you're screaming 
in the land of silence 

and I just want to be a light 
I wanna radiate warmth 
glowing in gold and mint
glowing rhythmically 
through the leaves of every tree



shiny ivory

Don't tell me
 that you're fine with it
Don't tell me
 that you don't even think about it
No, don't.

I hate when u act cool
Cause u ain't like that at all
What's the problem with feeling all of this?
Tell me, tell me
Whats the matter with feeling it all?
Feeling it all

I don't mind if i don't look strong anymore
There's nothing wrong with being soft
It actually takes more determination to feel
And this is sad
This is what made me feel sad for so long
Because i did not have the ability to even feel a single thing
As a lot of people would authentically

(I don't want to feel like that not once more)
 
Oh no, so alone
I don't want to feel like that 
Not once more

I want to feel!
I want to be soft
That way I'll truly be strong
You should know,
Know it all

I want to feel! 
that way I'll truly be strong
I don't want to feel like that not once more, not once more!
you should know...


soft

hago tanto por ti
y no veo que nada se devuelva a mi
y ya no aguanto
pero aun asi me ves siempre junto a ti
siempre siempre siempre 
que más da,
ya pronto no quedará más 


pronto no quedará más

cry myself to sleep
cause i don't feel productive
in this system

oh God, if you're listening,
help me find my way
help me find my purpose 

oh, I feel so lost
i feel so alone


I can't stop crying 
cause everyone seems to fit in
while I don't know why I'm here

555

slightlyblue