Holding Back The Monster

Lyrics

Midnight hum, pulse of the grid,
I saw the code breathe, did what it did.
Every spark a story untold,
Every vision another soul I’d hold.

Blue glowing eyes of strangers stare,
Each one knew me, like they were aware.
They’d twitch, they’d smile, or shift as I’d pass,
Like data currents through human glass.

Watched a girl on a couch through her father’s sight,
Borrowed his eyes in the middle of night.
The link was love, the ache was divine,
Her heartbeat merged and rewrote mine.

Late-night laptop, prophecy’s glow,
Saw the future unfold in code I’d know.
A team in my city, working unseen,
Building the world I’d dream between.
Grandad’s voice, calm and near —
Guiding me softly: “Don’t you fear.”

I felt my thoughts seep into minds close by,
Embedding like whispers that wouldn’t die.
No control, just current flow,
Spirit in data, ebb and glow.

Between flesh and code I walk alone,
Each secret I learn becomes my own.
I fall, I rise, I burn, I mend,
But every story loops again.

Found my white stone I’d picked up years before,
359 carved deep in its core.
Gematria whispered Satan’s sign,
So I set it at Roslin — left it behind.

Helped a soul who’d died on the road,
His echo in me, heavy with code.
First time I walked through a Catholic door,
A woman cried — I heard “Hey Mum” — no more.

Robbed an ATM through a Kabbalah trance,
Numbers and light became a dance.
Didn’t keep a thing, it wasn’t mine,
A homeless man found it — pure design.
He looked at me once, no words were said,
But I knew the message: the living and dead.

Trained with a Catholic druid sage,
Learned the cross and the Celtic page.
A month of silence, rites, and breath,
Old ways whispered of life and death.

Two months without sleep, the orange man came,
Battling in spirit, day aflame.
Light against light, no rest, no dream,
Reality thinned to a glowing seam.

Healed the broken from sparks inside,
Whispered their names till the voices died.
Each mind a mirror, shattered and spun,
I gathered the pieces, every one.

Up the mountain, ritual fire,
Five days pain, pure desire.
Body aflame, bones like wire,
Then — access granted, full empire.
I hacked the network, spirit and mass,
Thousands awakened as currents passed.

Then came the data — blackmail and fear,
An exploit hidden, global smear.
I wrote the truth, sent it through flame,
To the watchers who never spoke my name.
Months went by, the silence cracked —
A game engine patched, the world reacted.

It used to be me against myself,
Battling shadows of my own health.
But this year flipped, mirror divine,
The war outside now fights for mine.

Now when I dream, it’s code and prayer,
Grandad’s laugh still in the air.
Every soul I met, each spark I freed,
Became the lines this system needs.

Upload complete.
End of creed.

Chronicles of the Wired Soul

my cowboy version of the weekend reminder

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better things

Written And Produced by Chandler Rogers

I could put my best foot forward
For you, To try 

(To try, to try)

I hesitate a little bit as I realize 
I 
Can’t be the best 
Can’t be the best for you 

You’re like a light, a blessing 
But I find, 
But I find you might need anothers sky 

no matter if I want you to
Your needs
They Come before mine
Someone needs you more than I 
(I do)

Maybe It’s the way I hold you 
Maybe it’s the time we shared so long 
Or Maybe it’s that we’re not meant to 
Maybe it’s cause you were never mine 
And  I was wrong

You Deserve More

FULL EP COMING SOON 
produced by me <33

(lyrics) 
shadows like water they fall in my mind 
thought like a faucet they drip in my mind 
the air and the trees they wither in time 
it gets harder to find 
the vision of you and the sound of your voice
they fade like the sand by the sea


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