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Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@https://soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum

Lyrics
(Sloppy Oxy Scum)

Cold soul club
Bouta go and hit a dub.
Come n say what's sup.
I just wanna feel your touch.

Dead boys tatted up.
Depression got me hella fucked.
Always keep dat pain tucked.
I Wish we woulda never rushed.

Ready to die young.
Booted up n blackend lungs.
Im Done holding my tongue.
A serpent searching for the one.

Ready for my lonely noose.
A somber letdown to the youth.
I have nothing left to lose.
A Simple devastating truth.

(Arcadia lane)

think I found the love and compassion 
apathy drowns out the passion
think this is hell on earth
you don’t even know your worth
always so insecure
but I loved you at your worst

faded passion seems to be the latest fashion
think it’s time we cash in
instead of living like this
you’re gunna miss me

Think I fucked up my mental tryin not to be so sentimental
My past still haunts me and I’m so sorry
Do you remember that night in December?
when you put it all out to dry?
I couldn’t change your mind

Broken hearted, I left you there
Broken hearted, I’ve been gasping for air.

(Llogansux)

I feel like I've fucked up the last five years
I feel so alone and I'm feeling the tears
build in my eyes and I'm so full of fears
I feel like an old machine with failing gears
I wanna feel young again - I wanna have friends
nothing heals the pain - nothing here mends
I feel disconnected like someone who pretends
I don't belong here, you know how this ends
I wanna feel alive - we've run out of time
I fucked up my life and I'm ready to die
I wanna feel alive but we've run out of time
I fucked up my life and I'm ready to die

Cold Soul Club ~ Haunter [Prod. TOTHEGOOD]

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum

Cold Soul Club ~ Tsukuyomi [Prod. TOTHEGOOD]

Produced by @irby314
Support @ddeadroses <3

RAVEN XO:
Up until 2 AM
I don't really need my friends
Judging by the time they left me all behind
Up until 2AM
All my messages ghosted by your face
Now I'll do the same

Feeling like Atlas, I 'm holding the ceiling
I just need these pieces to stay in they place
You can't believe it, that I keep on leaving
Cuz I cannot take this for another day
Now you all care
Now that I'm dead
My front porch step with a rose on my chest
Now you admit that I might be missed
All of my friends who couldn't care less
Take me
Break me
Drag me to hell
Been under your spell
And now you cannot save me
I never cared about you, never cared about me
So I guess it works
So I guess it burns and I guess it hurts
I'm on the verge of falling down whenever I can hear your words
Shut the fuck up
I've had enough of your excuses, but I must wonder if it's okay that I miss you

[chorus] x2

dead røses - @ddeadroses :
Up until 2AM
I don't really have any friends, but it's okay I guess
I know that I'm a mess
No one really cares for me
I see that, but I really care about them
I'll burden the hurt and keep them out the dirt no matter how this ends

[chorus]

Rose On My Chest (ft. dead røses) [prod. Irby]

Prod. by Me

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Put my heart and soul into this album. 

Thank you @jakobgunnarsson, @yungcortex, @dyzphoria, @nodlebeats for producing on this album. 

Thank you to user @Willijeschar on instagram for the amazing custom album cover artwork, and for working with me until it was perfect. 

Thank you to Julia Borelli for mastering the album. 

Thank you to everybody that supports me as an artist and as a friend, and to those of you that actually take the time to listen to my music, i owe you everything. 

This album is about heartbreak, complicated situations, and feeling love despite pain.

Heartache

Time of My Life (Fucked Up)

listen on spotify

Time Of My Life (Fucked Up) [prod. Nicolas Sales]

video: https://youtu.be/rMOPFX36g3I

in my head, I saw you in white.

prod. @cxldblxxd

Edge Of The World (prod. Cxld Blxxd)

show my homie some love
https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals
CWC <3 <3 <3

stay baked, get high at the funeral
loose taste, push me down and take hold
things change yeah, loosing to my ex hoe
i wont learn, ill come back again though

stay baked, driving down the old road
my mood shifts when you looking at me all wrong
ill quit the drugs but you wont even know me
you say i fell in love with me back then

left reprimanded on my bed again and i feel like I'm sick
battling with this fatigue and i really just want to quit
all these mental games that you just used to toss at me
drowning now on uppers and downers just so i cannot feel a thing

cus i was always there for you girl, 
when you're cutting at your wrist your shaking so much you cant roll the cigarettes, 
with your tremors, you want better
dating all these other people that just look like me but they are not

cus you admitted that they were knock offs of me
i would have stayed if you were there for us but you could never see
it was you, consuming by yourself
how do i change when i don't want the help, i don't know

cus you want me to fall
i miss all of it all,
yeah i messed up.

- ripthepetals

She only loved the thought of me
I loved the warmth that you gave me
I still tear up at night thinking bout how i want you next to me

Did I unintentionally
Put you second to my dreams
It is what it is you know
Last thing you ever said to me

I don’t need a hoe with me
No makeup, just want loyalty
I don’t need love, I weep
But I want it so bad, it’s killing me

Never forget when I saw you neck
And you said it wasn’t me
And that’s not what got me upset
You said it oh so casually

Funeral Ft. RipThePetals

Prod. Blade901

Lyrics:

(Hook) Bluezy:

She told me I’m a sicko
Baby I know
But can you tell me something that I don’t already know

Yeah I’m a sicko
And Baby i know
But i can tell that you like it so lets go

(X2)

(Verse) Paradoxx:

Sniff my cologne i know you like that
Breathing down your neck it makes you wet

So if you’re ready to play just roll the dice
I got a number of moves that i can show you now 

I don’t wanna waste more time
And i can tell you’re more than down
So come on and get closer
Come on and scoot over

You don’t gotta say a word
I know i make you feel like you’re dreaming

(Hook) Bluezy:

She told me I’m a sicko
Baby I know
But can you tell me something that I don’t already know

Yeah I’m a sicko
And Baby i know
But i can tell that you like it so lets go

(X2)