Vibes XVI

Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like there's nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling

Toxic traits are following
Gain my happiness from others now
Feel it fade, and slip away
As soon as I'm all by myself

Do you think of suicide?
Cause It's been here a while
Scared to hurt around you
Not scared to hurt yourself..
Swear I'm not alone now
So why does it feel this way

Why does it feel this way?
Lost in this world, blank space
Holding on, I'm holding on
I hope you're holding with me too


Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like theres nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)

i hope you're okay, when you are by yourself [prod. sketchmyname]

Mind Games ft. Marwang

idk “sometimes” Feat. VIKSENDELAPEUR [Prod.unknown]

[lyrics]

[lan man] 
5 lines in the whip 
hit the gas then i ride off 
goth bitch wanna fuck w the lights off 
white girl in the backseat blackin out passin out 
chokin on the coke drip 
shawty buggin might as well fuckin kms 
im so used to this 
i was up late , abusin chemicals dyin in a dark room 
fuckin right shawty i do this shit everyday 
damn right girl im ina dark place 

[jacc] 
im ina dark place 
shawty luv me cuz i ate her out fuckin on the first date 
bad bitch bad kid drug addicts 
shawty geekin i ain’t even on this planet 
coke lines on ya tiddies 
bathroom floor tweakin out 2 dizzy
nohopeshawty pushin 106 in ur city got a goth bitch worried bout her life 
everybody in my family know im hellbound 
ima die by 23 if ion stop fuckin round w all the bullshit 
drugs , all the foolish shit 
kms b4 the fame even get a chance ay

@nohopeshawty
@__landyn__
@jacc_ak

dark place

dark place (prod. thersx)

Sorry,

Push Me Away

No Feelings

Snub Nose

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

They always hating I don’t listen to that nonsense
You’re looking at the world through the wrong lens
Surrounded by some people they some fake friends
You’re worth so much more 
Life is priceless

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand,
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

Never hit send
When does this end
Love from every angle got me bending like a square

Overflow the pot
Let it spill away
Inspire with the thought
I radiate the way
Treat it like a game
I level with the pain
I let the mana drain
Arcane up in my veins

Cast a spell
Unlocking all the fucking chains
Hundred fold
But I'm pushing through decay
Swimming up a hill
Fighting with the waves
Crashing down
I create away the day

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

The Bends

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

prod. by justdan
additional prod. by zaki ali

lyrics
Play the field, the grass is greener on the other side
Take these pills until I feel another high 
Till I feel like another guy 
Until I feel a nice subtle rise in heat like it’s summertime 
Working double time
There’s never enough of time 
Not enough buffer to protect my stubborn pride 
Summarize this misery with supple lines 
Made from the cloth of my troubled thoughts, but it’s cut and dried 
Still greasy like it’s southern fried 
I settled on a style that some despise like undercover guys 
Money’s the truth, but that’s also where the trouble lies 
Tunneling trials and struggles high as the sunrise on summer skies 
Something lies beneath the styles they speak 
It’s been a while, I’ve been too weak to peak my head into the room to see what everyone’s been up to 
Look in the mirror, it’s hard to trust you 
Look at this clearer when I’m less puzzled 
When I measure out your love, it feels like I got hustled 

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you ever sit and think how much of this is real 
Spill a good deal of confessions 
Rest assured, I don’t regret them 
A curse and a blessing 
Don’t you ever tell me how to fucking feel (X2)

If loves the water in the sea, your smile is the rain 
Then I will scream out your name before I drown in the waves 
I’ve been down and out for days, while I’ve been counting on the ways, I could fall back on fantasies and find a new escape 
Or buy a new estate 
Provide a future fate with pride and strength 
In a house of fire, there’s no time to ruminate  
Another summer, I spent concerned my comfort would spiral into a term of contempt 
Under these terms, I resent my birth, this earth and the stench of herbals 
They drenched in oils or boiled in kettles to quench 
Settle the score with a rage I hide in my spirit that may arise in these lyrics 
I raise the lines to appear that I may survive
Had a close shave with the naked eyes 
Ashamed my hope was razor thin, so I just wasted time 
Assume that I’ll get revenge at a later time 
Light shimmers on cynics in a state of mind that stays confined 
Illuminating Satan’s eyes 
Maybe I’m lazy 
Maybe crazy, but life made me this way 
My brain is hazy in a matrix and a range of dismay 
I may long for the day I find love, but the longer it takes 
I stray away till I’m beyond being saved 
So, with this spark that lights this life 
Sometimes I feels it glows so bright that it excites and put me into fight or flight mode
Hold this mic like knives to protect me against the tight rope 
Bury all my bones and watch the dirt birth a new bright rose

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you ever sit and think how much of this is real 
Spill a good deal of confessions 
Rest assured, I don’t regret them 
A curse and a blessing 
Don’t you ever tell me how to fucking feel (X2)

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal

BE CAREFUL WHO YOU ADORE, LØVERBOY

dead @ the roxy ft. pvrpleyouth (co-prod w/ hunter hollow)

Lyrics:

Slashy: 
Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

The956devil: 
Please get out my damn head
Stupid bitch you left me for dead
What was all the pictures for, what was all the love you’s for
I rather smoke meth than cigarettes
I rather fall and be left dead
Everything that i loved to do, is now nothing its all gone

Slashy: 
Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

Baby you’re a flex so can you please come by
I’m dying to have you by my side 
I promise I can be the only guy you’ll 
Need in your life

The956Devil:
Need in your life
Need it in your life
With slashy, yeah we damn alright 
Well he is, im not feeling fine
Everyday’s getting harder, i’ll pass before 25
And im getting older
I don’t have me that much time

planetary alignment [feat. The956Devil] (prod. puhf)

I’m not suicidal I just hate to exist
a pessimistic piece of shit doesn’t care if he’s missed
it don’t matter, what you say anymore 
I’ve reached the point of fucking breaking screaming out through the door
 
what if I stay, would you tell me I’m ok and just stray 
further down that path until we just break
you start to tell me that it’s just too much to fake
you need to focus on yourself so stay away
 
yeah, so tell me why I never see the bright side of life
I’m barley hanging by my fingertips they’re burning with fire
the ground below is way too far if I fall I won’t be fine
and when my face impacts on rocks they’ll probably say that I died
 
but I didn’t, I’m still here, 
the cracks in my skull have appeared
I scream out, to nowhere
I see death, make me disappear
 
I never, I never thought I be stuck forever
together, together, take my hand face the pressure.
get better, get better, on your knees for their pleasure
we sever, we sever, emotions like what ever 
 
the rain falls down 24 hours a day
it never stops, see it rising as it starts to decay
the walls around, warping floorboards with age
it’s like I’m stuck in the place; there’s no time here so just stay away
 
cus everything brings back the memories, 
sometimes I wish I died in that car crash just let me be
but I can’t change the fact from fiction if I can’t tell what is real
like who am I, I don’t know I can’t feel
 
I know I’m trapped behind the glass of crt monitors
the static breathes inside my conscious, built upon promises
notice my head just starts to turn and looks me straight in the eye
I see someone who isn’t me turn back and give me a smile
 
well, that’s it, I’m still here
the one who breathes is the one that I fear
I scream out to nowhere
the glass cracks as I disappear

Coal Mine

I woke up this morning, mind’s in a twist,  
Bad habits chasing me, like a ghost I can’t resist.  
Late nights, wrong fights, drowning in the haze,  
But I’m tired of the cycle, ready to change my ways.  
Used to roll with the shadows, lost in the grind,  
But I’m flipping the script, leaving darkness behind.  
Got dreams in my pocket, ambitions on blast,  
Breaking chains of the past, I’m free at last.  
Startin’ fresh, like a canvas, paintin’ life bright,  
No more self-doubt, I’m igniting the light.  
Every step I take, I’m rewriting my fate,  
Turning pain into power, it’s never too late.  

Turning pain into power, it’s never too late.  
Yeah, I’m climbing these mountains, no more looking down,  
Got a crown on my head, I’m reclaiming my town.  
With every heartbeat, I’m breaking the mold,  

Bad habits behind me, watch the future unfold.  
yeah, I’m sittin’ back, reflectin’ on my past,  
Got these bad habits, man, they weighin’ like a cast,  

Late nights, bad fights, livin’ life too fast,  
But I’m tired of the shadows, man, I’m ready to outlast.  
Used to drown my pain in the bottles every sip, just a joke, yeah, I choked,  
But I’m breakin’ these chains, no more livin’ in a daze,  
Gonna flip the script, rewrite my days,  
Used to run from my demons, but they’re callin’ my name,  
Now I’m facin’ my fears, playin’ life like a game,  
Prayers in the mornin’, keep my mind in the zone,  
Trade the chaos for peace, yeah, I’m breakin my throne
every step that I take, I’m reclaimin’ my time,  
Turnin’ weakness to strength

Turnin’ weakness to strength, yeah, I’m climbin’ that climb,  
So here’s to the grind, to the change that I seek,  
From bad habits to growth, man, I’m findin’ my peak.
From bad habits to growth, man, I’m findin’ my peak.
Yeah I’m findin’ my peak.


Bad Habits (Prod.Velvet)

Face it (prod.dragosmarcus)

prod. @darcybaylis
mixed by me

lyrics:

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading 

And still I try,
it’s still important, I’ll make it right
choke my disorder, it’s worth the fight
I’ve been an absorber, the pain I write
is making it harder to sleep at night 
And still I try 

I’m drowning 
Alarming
I pay the price amounting
I’m counting
I’m shouting
This wasn’t meant to happen 

I decide to pay the price,
Convince myself it’s in my mind,
survive it every single night,
I close my eyes and see the light 

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

$LOTHBOI

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