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sleepy dog snoozinggg

recorded may 30, 2016


Oh, well it's your last day 
And you're looking for some closure to the end of your stay 
But the sun is setting now 
And the time you had slipped away somehow 

And it never did seem fair 
Wanna go but don't know where 
Got some idea of some excitement 
Some conclusion, some satisfaction 
Some way to make it all make sense 

All we get are loose ends 
Start something, end it, going nowhere again 
Feels like there's something, something worth doing 
Some final goal, some ultimate purpose 
Some way to make it all connect 

She lights another cigarette 
Says another won't hurt, it hasn't killed me yet 
She's looking out watching red sunset 
It's a dead sort of feeling, not happy and not upset 

Oh, well it's your last day 
And you're looking for some closure to the end of your stay 
Well here's the question no one likes to address: 
Where are we going with this whole damn mess? 
Convinced ourselves that there's something it means 
There must be somewhere it's all gonna lead 

I wanna be a part of something, something meaningful 
I wanna be a part of something, something beautiful 

And it never did seem fair 
Wanna go but don't know where 
Got some idea of some excitement 
Some conclusion, some satisfaction 
Some way to make it all make sense 

Well I don't have the answer 
I just live along the best that I can 
And no one has the answer 
We all just tell ourselves the best that we can 

I wanna be a part of something, something deliberate 
I wanna be a part of something, something infinite


cover of 'is there anything you'd rather be doing?' by noizybrain 
noizybrain.bandcamp.com/album/you-can-never-go-home 

cover art by the wonderful sonia margolin (@soniamargolin)

is there anything you'd rather be doing

one of my favourite radiohead songs. doesn't do it justice but this is my cover of it :)

motion picture soundtrack

under the sky

in the sunlight [demo]

when im with u

I know that it is freezing
But I think we have to walk
Keep waving at the taxis
They keep turning their lights off
But Julie knows a party at some actor's Westside loft
Supplies are endless in the evening
By the morning they'll be gone
And everything is lonely
I can be my own best friend
I get a coffee and the paper
Have my own conversations
With the sidewalk and the pigeons
And my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening
By the morning looks like shit

lua - bright eyes cover on a rainy day

castlebeat inspired song because i adore them :))
so grateful to @bjornllaneza for this amazing beat!

time its all that we have 
time its all that we have 
time its all that we have 
time its all that we have 

we run around in circles wondering
what’s wrong with our lives  x3

time its all that we have 
time its all that we have 

I wanna stay young 
I don’t wanna grow up 

I wanna stay young 
I don’t wanna grow up

I wanna stay young 
I don’t wanna grow up 

I wanna stay young 
I wanna stay young 

time its all that we have
time its all that we have

time - elishaa x (prod. bjornllaneza)

fade in / fade out [demo]

“The initial inspiration for Petty came when I came across an internet meme. It was about the Japanese First Lady supposedly pretending not to speak English for two hours so she did not have to converse with Trump, and the caption said ‘Japan’s First Lady is the level of petty I aspire to be at’. I don’t know if this is a true story but the thought of it helped me laugh at the world and its absurdities in a way in which I would laugh at my own flaws.  This song is not so much political as it points more to the fact that, sometimes, we are left with little choice but to be petty, crude, jealous, and negative in our own funny ways, and that’s part of what shapes who we are.” - Yuika

Lyrics:

Hello Mr. President I’m sorry to say 
I don’t speak your language
don’t speak your language
But I do I do 
I’m just pretending cause I don’t like you

Maybe I should stop 
Maybe I should stop 
Maybe I should stop
Being so petty

Had a dream the other day
A girl followed me into the ocean
She got up on stage
And the crowd knew her name and
I was so afraid of her voice
Cause she sang so much better than me
She sang so much better than me

Tell me how to stop 
Tell me how to stop
Tell me how to stop
Being this petty

Petty x6

Ooh I just wanted you to understand me
The pretty makes you touch me but the ugly shapes me
Ooh I just wanted you to hear me singing
The pretty makes you like me but the ugly frees me
The ugly frees me

Maybe I won’t stop
Maybe I won’t stop 
Maybe I won’t stop
Being this petty

Petty x6

Hello Mr. President I’m sorry to say
I can’t speak your language
I can’t speak your language
But I can I can 
I just don’t wanna cause I don’t like you

fade in / fade out [demo]

Ponderosa