self conscious piece of shit
"i feel like shit" out now on all platforms <3
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Prod. saint mike
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Mix & Master. Zonex
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i feel like shit [prod. saint mike]

Textually Straining (Prod. Nine)

self- produced

Don't say you did your best
Cause that's just hard to see
And it's all inside my head 
So I think I should leave
Step on my pride
Cause you lied
Don't make this all about you
I cried all night
Don't make this all about you

I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here
I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here

Please don't act like you didn't set up
That's a lie
Cause I've seen that look a million times
I see you're out of venom
No supply
Cause you poisoned the hand that would provide
As I change with the seasons we
All fall to pieces
Is that all that you are 
Did you miss the meaning
Cause you only got 2 phases 
Either way my face still red
And I've only been here 1 year
You gave me existential dread
And it's so hard to raise these issues
Well at lease
It's hard for me
But I'll start with one
Gotta list too
But I think I should leave

I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here
I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here

something changed last summer

im so god damn pathetic
im embarrassed of who ive become
im a coward and im a prick
i know you hate me, glad we feel the same

but i have never told a lie 
and i could die a thousand times
and never ever say goodbye
and nothing would change

cuz im still so tired
and im still so fed up
cuz i havnt done anything

pathetic

photo by James Fitzgerald

Lyrics: 

skies grow dark 
and leaves will change 
till they fall away, fall away 

bark, once green 
gathers cracks and rings 
till it starts to decay 
till nothing remains 

late at night I think about that far too often 
I find the ways to distract myself from it
solutions in a bottle could probably help me cope 
but anything's a vice if your life revolves around it

searching for a cure for knowing this all will be ending someday 
a million natural shocks will end and lead you 
to the grave and no one knows what comes next: 
static on a tv or just darkness?

the process of decay is a thief that comes in the silence 
progressing day by day against all attempts to defy it
decades fly by, you don't realize
one day you're at the end 
and there's nothing you can do about it 

but I don't want to die 
but I don't want to sleep 
I watch my family age 
I watch the lines in my face increase

and what dreams may come 
when we take that final leap? 
I never want to know 
but it's out there waiting for me.

Cracks and Rings

broken up as of 2/13

where do you go (idly blair)

its been such a long time coming.. enjoy :)

underworld.

@seenyona 
Produced by nora evelyne 
Mixed by nora evelyne & xona 
Mastered by nora evelyne

I Dont Lie (ft. yona)

"Lyrics"

It’s less or more oh I adore 
The feel of death kicking my door 
It’s less
Feeling allure 
It’s less or more 
It washes ashore 

"Glitches"
Oh I won’t go home 
"Glitches" 
It makes me feel alone 

"Glitches"
Oh I won’t go home 
"Glitches" 
It makes me feel alone 

Ooh ahh ooh ahh ahh ohh
Feeling less just to feel abit more 
Ooh ahh ooh ahh ahh ohh
All the way right into the floor 
Ooh ahh ooh ahh ahh ohh
Oh tell me more maybe tell me more 
Ooh ahh ooh ahh ahh ohh
I love the sound yea I love the roar 

I hear the record scratching oh my gosh 
Again 
I’m faded on anxiety I scratch my neck
And fireflies are burning high around 
I wonder if they’re lost or maybe found 

I don’t feel the R just B 
I don’t see what I need to be 
Just tell me what to think 
I don’t know it’s breaking evenly 
I’m speaking honestly I don’t think that I could find peace, I hit my breaking point now just watch me shatter perfectly 

It’s less or more oh I adore 
It’s less or more oh I adore 
It’s less or more oh I adore 
It’s less or more oh I adore

"Glitches" 
Feeling less just to feel abit more 
"Glitches" 
All the way right into the floor 
Ooh ahh ooh ahh ahh ohh
Oh tell me more maybe tell me more 
Ooh ahh ooh ahh ahh ohh
I love the sound yea I love the roar 

I hear the record scratching oh my gosh 
Again 
I’m faded on anxiety I scratch my neck
And fireflies are burning high around 
I wonder if they’re lost or maybe found

I Adore

[he4vy]
(i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills
they help me with the get back)
i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills 
they help me with the get back
jet lag
flight again i get that
pay me just to pop out
dont expect less
thats my petty interest
no i never get rest
do it til i hit check

[nallie]
baby your love was so electric
turns out it was parasitic
makin bad decisions
mental re envision
words hurt they cut me like incisions
diamonds gonna glisten
i dont want you please just listen
cuts that get so deep i think i finally need some stitches 
glad its all over cause im sick of all your bitchin

préssure w/ nallie (toyema)

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