featuring @caspywaspy
produced by michael harrison

pendant on my neck, what’s it for?
a small reminder to always go forward
an old friend comes to town on the fourth
i hope he gets a sense of remorse

i used to feed into your lies (what a waste of time…)
you had the nerve to look me right in my eyes when, behind the scenes you were a dirty little liar
i don’t mean to start a fire, but you know i’m right

(casperrr)
you took my trust and put it underneath your feet
you set fire on purpose to every single bridge 
we had to cross and there's no more you and me 
it hurts me to hate you but i can't love some1 that's so sick 

you watch me tear it down like you used to
but still, the blame is always on you

(casperrr)
i saw you fuck up your life like i'm used too
but still, i can't ever correct u 

and you’re not drinking, promise right?
just like your father, i hate that
you give me millions of reasons for payback
what you did was enough for me
you should’ve taken the gun and fucking blown at your feet
i wouldn’t watch, i wouldn’t stare
because i’m not in it for a scare
but i’d cry
for an old friend who hates my glare 

(casperrr)
but im crying for somebody i
used to love like a brother
i still tried to revive
the friendship among all of the fights
rn its do or die 
but i think ill just push u to the side
-
old friend, can you hear me?
can you even see it clearly now?

spotify

old friend (ft. casperrr)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics;
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go, but whishes that id stay
so she grounds herself, and then pulls by the chain
she dosent know why, but still fucks with my brain
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go but still thinks of my name
so she goes away and still holds me with blame
she says that she cares but still puts me in flames

so stop
everything that i felt was not allowed
she either got sad, mad, or had a frown
she either ghosts me or hang out with her friends
my words were nothing, can u have respect

i did it all for u, just for fucking what
for u to go and block me, just for some fun
i fucking warned u, now look what u just did
i fucking told u, now look and what u just did
you remember all the names we would name our kid?
and how we had our future planned, but now im pissed
and you wonder why im mad all of the time
and you wonder why im never fucking fine

oh please can u wait a minute?
oh god can we call a second?
my love we can talk about it
so please talk so maybe we can fix it
maybe we can fix it

respect

PRODUCED BY PACIFIC & POLAR
ENGINEERED BY BYEFLORET
MASTERED BY BYEFLORET
WRITTEN BY BYEFLORET

lyrics 
wait for me baby 
tell me why you’re lazy 
told me you were changing
i don't wanna leave 
no one else behind now
i don't wanna leave 
no one else behind now 

i don't wanna leave now
i don't wanna leave now
and i don't wanna leave now 
whatcha wanna say when im sober
 drinking baby come right over 

sixteen days and i told you lies and why 
i wanna die like i been wanna cry 
told you i am fine no i don't wanna die
say that i'm just fine say you're just fine
told me all the lies sixteens days and i 
told you i'm just fine told you i'm just fine 

late night drinking 
friends are leaving
mentals depleting 
whatcha really missing now 
whatcha wanna say call me now
told me you love me not right now 
i said i miss you now 
could you take me back right now 
would it even matter right now 
and i don't wanna let you 

sixteen days and i told you lies and why 
i wanna die like i been wanna cry 
told you i am fine no i don't wanna die
say that i'm just fine say you're just fine
told me all the lies sixteens days and i 
told you i'm just fine told you im just fine

sixteen days

prod. by me

lyrics:

yeah you don't phase me
you don't amaze me
keep spreading all your lies
it don't bother me
i wanna be on my own
so get off me 
just get off me

call me on my phone I don't see shit
when the world turns against you I don't see shit
and i know that im lying cause i care too much
and i wouldn't even care if you're fuxking up


but
doesn't the moon look just right?
she loves the way that it shines
he wants to stay and stop time
you, you never looked at me like that
is there something on my face?
or is there something you wanna say?


never wanted love but you wrapped my head around
smoking, drinking, drugs you know how bad that sounds?
everybody hurts but you did a little less
everybody talks but you did a little more

i don't wanna talk no
you just want to judge me
this is how it was yeah
they don't want to love me
I don't want applause 
you
I don't want applause
you used to be so... haha


but
doesn't the moon look just right?
she loves the way that it shines
he wants to stay and stop time
you, you never looked at me like that
is there something on my face?
or is there something you wanna say? 

never

feat lil skele
prod pills x 5head


strangers

im not getting better (feat. lil skele) [prod. pills x 5head]

https://spotify.link/Zk8Tlryh7Cb
Out on spotify!!
prod by me
lyrics:
no
dont go
cannot find myself
who am i
i wanted you to stay
oh my 
is it worth the wait
all this
time

no i love to fall alseep to your own voice
i said goodbye and my whole world destroys
i hope u feel the same or is it lies
i really hope that u feel the same
im hurting
im hurting
im hurting
im hurting

went south
to the sea where the sun gleams bright
the summer air was breathed in as i slowly fell asleep

maybe i
spend too much time
overthinking everything 
thats just who i am

no i love to fall alseep to your own voice
i said goodbye and my whole world destroys
i hope u feel the same or is it lies
i really hope that u feel the same
im hurting
im hurting
im hurting
im hurting

hurting

b-side released for niztopia's charity stream to benefit palestine children's relief fund.

whats so great about rapidly descending
got me stressing out just waiting on the ending
im hella rational but i cant stop the feelings
just tryna get over u 
theres cigarette burns on my skin
i cant deal with tht mindset you're in
falling in love was the dumbest. i've sinned
cause falling never sounded like a great idea
crushed in space, black holes in ur eyes spin me out

produced by yungspoiler
additional prod by onlyfriend

hi niz what u doin this weekend [prod. yungspoiler]

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

im so god damn pathetic
im embarrassed of who ive become
im a coward and im a prick
i know you hate me, glad we feel the same

but i have never told a lie 
and i could die a thousand times
and never ever say goodbye
and nothing would change

cuz im still so tired
and im still so fed up
cuz i havnt done anything

pathetic

https://soundcloud.com/evergardens/remorse original

lyrics:
were u always unsure
did u care for a while
tend to find myself
hoping we reconcile

and now its not urs
see ur losing ur smile
u must feel some remorse
to act so jealous now

ooooo

dont u cry its getting u nowhere
you come to find ur actions have consequences
i know u act under false pretenses

dont u cry its getting u nowhere
you come to find ur actions have consequences
i know u act under false pretenses

were u always unsure
did u care for a while
tend to find myself
hoping we reconcile

and now its not urs
see ur losing ur smile
u must feel some remorse
to act so jealous now

pathetic

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