i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

https://www.instagram.com/tarsis916/
Art: https://www.instagram.com/stitchx_o/
(Prod. Vulture Ent)

[Lyrics]
When I wake up I’m still drunk
I see the sun come up what Have I done 
it’s been to long since Ive loved myself 
I’m just playing along 

psychedelic dreams 
nothings as it seems 
I look down at my feet 
everything is melting me 

Enter the void 
it’ll give you some joy 
I’m just trying to avoid 
all the things I’ve destroyed

Enter The Void (Prod. Vulture)

she an ember she gone fade in
ember she gone fade out

now she’s fucking kayed in
 a pipe made of gray doubt

remember how we stayed in
december how it played out

threw a black parade for a member with the same clout

everybody tryna chase the high 
on the way down 

getting faded on the north side 
my home town 

red nose 
runny makeup when you come round 

pagliacci when i wake up
a depressed clown 



i saw you in a dream 

i was 
fourteen 
but it isn’t what it seems 

got a 
new job 
find a way to hide the screams 

now i’m
18
steady chasing all my dreams 


wake up every morning 
i’m just going through the motions 

cry without a warning 
got no handle on emotions 

find myself recording 
put my thoughts into the open 

maybe they gone listen 
when my blood and veins are frozen 

see the snowfall
frozen blanket on my heart 

hear the last call
go and make it to the ark

think of last fall
everything would come apart

see the mice crawl
leave the victor at the start

pagliacci (prod. twenyohthree x noved)

MORGUES PT. 2 DEMO PROD. REAPER #DEPRESSEDCUNT #IMISSNOVED

[lyrics]

[jacc] 
shawty wanna rockstar 
bitch we sum gothstars 
whole clique doin cocaine 
no høpe worldstar 
no høpe famous 
nah we not the same bitch 
u basic 
shawty fuckin w the clique now 
she dk that we dangerous 
no høpe famous 
shawty wanna fuck now 
fuck her till she cummin up n down 
she dont needa know my first name
lil dil widda gold chain 
lil bitch u a no name 
no høpe everything 
no høpe showing no love
no høpe get the fuck from us 

[lance] 
gothstar pretty bitch 
rockstar city shit 
ill call u when the drugs finally kick in 
i feel alive when she fuck me onna weekend 
no høpe suicide
livin in the deep end 
smokin till i finally get my eyes shut 
sativa blunt just enough to get a headrush 
i ain’t sleeping been awake since idk a month 
im off everything come whenever u want 
gothstars 
goth bitch got a needle in her left arm 
punk bitch w the clique smoking propane 
x pill in my drink perc cobaine 
baby ima gothstar 
no høpe black heart 
cut em off w the switchblade
all u mfs bitchmade

[jacc] 
shawty wanna rockstar 
bitch we sum gothstars 
whole clique doin cocaine 
no høpe worldstar 
no høpe famous 
nah we not the same bitch 
u basic 
shawty fuckin w the clique now 
she dk that we dangerous 
no høpe famous 
shawty wanna fuck now 
fuck her till she cummin up n down 
she dont needa know my first name
lil dil widda gold chain 
lil bitch u a no name 
no høpe everything 
no høpe showing no love
no høpe get the fuck from us

instagram.com/nohopeshawty

jacc - instagram.com/jacc_ak

lance - instagram.com/__landyn__

gothstars (prod. wxrst)

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

lightin up the torch and i can feel it 

same as when you blink without a feelin

i can read you better  than a phoenix 

all my bars got dropped off by a  phoenix


you dont know how to answer no 
you freeze repeat just 

breathe 

my heart yeah its going faster now 
ketamine take me out of my dream  


u wanna talk that shit   

u better pop that shit

doesnt matter if you really tried it for the first time 

i see it in your eyes you dont gotta reply . 

.
.
.
.

 
lightin up the torch and i can feel it 

same as when you blink without a feelin

i can read you better  than a phoenix 

all my bars got dropped off by a  phoenix


you dont know how to answer no 
you freeze repeat just 

breathe 

my heart yeah its going faster now 
ketamine take me out of my dream  


u wanna talk that shit 

u better pop that shit

doesnt matter if you really tried it for the first time 

i see it in your eyes you dont gotta reply

how to answer (Prod. IDUNNOMANE)

goth hoe w/ yung b (prod. samashi)

lyrics:

i’ve got some flowers here but idk who they’re from
i can’t recall
losin my hours again and again & ik that im losin it all
i just been counting the seconds pass by on the clock that sits on my wall
time slippin by ion know who i am no more

n it hurts
but only for moments &then idk where i’m at
clinical hearse
keep me alive &well even if i don’t want that
losin my words
losin my memories and there aint no good in this bad
n it only gets worse
i’ve got some flowers here but idk who i am

happier due to the waste that i’ve got in my mind
and i’m so unaware
ignorant ignorance no one knows better than me that this life isnt fair
its all the same
everything round me just faded to grey right in front of my eyes
&then i admit i forget that it ever had shine

confused and in pain
i cant remember who left me this way
but it ruined my life
i’m pacing n lost in the halls of my mind
my brain
is tainted
i pay it no mind

pagliacci (prod. twenyohthree x noved)

SMD Chimney