all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

prod. me
written, mixed, and mastered by me
violin by aviad
art by my dear friend jackal (@serverxyyz on twitter)

notes: another 5/4 song !! very proud of this one, its much more indicative of what i want to make :) i started making this just before my first show, and finished it a month after that ! thanks to jackal for making the awesome cover for this and aviad for the violin 

lyrics:
tell me something that i didnt know
tell me soon, before my hands turn cold
cuz if the six point star dont lie
youve got to make things right
or i will die without a shred of light
please dont look at me, im scared youll see
every single thing thats wrong with me
cuz if the six point star dont lie
i should be scared of night
or ill die without a shred of sight

bruise my knees
get back up
nothings changed
not enough
bruise my knees
get back up
nothings changed
not enough
cuz the six point star dont lie!

tell me why you cant say anything
in my ignorance, im suffering
because im scared and dont know why
theres something in my thigh
a shard or two of broken glass
am i crazy just for saying so?
reassure me cuz i just dont know
cuz if the suns up in the sky
and the clouds are soaring high
then theres gotta be something that lasts

bruise my knees (the six point star dont lie)
get back up (the six point star dont lie)
nothings changed (the six point star dont lie)
not enough
bruise my knees
get back up
nothings changed
not enough
cuz the six point star dont lie!

ill put on the dress just for you
ill give it away, you cant take it, take it
the air is so thick in this room
ill put on a smile, for the show

whats done is done

six point star in the sky
let me fall, help me fly
open air, lungs so dry
devils kiss, angels cry

(six point star up there, six point star up there
six point star up there, six point star up there) x8

sixpointstar

maephixel.com

@vai5000
track 3/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ERKbZ99pYU5HKFJHPiH5R?si=3b494c7f28d54f03
https://youtu.be/QoYO2o2Qc3s

blissom:

im dreaming about rats and bugs
im dreaming about blood and guts
im counting every passing second adding tallies to my arm

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

and ill wait my turn until the dust swallows me whole
pretend that its a blanket keeping me from cold
and ill wait my turn until the bugs will call me home
the color starts to fade the moss crawls down my bones

vai5000:

try to keep my head high
wind pushing close my own eyes now
leaves blowing in the breeze I 
can't hold back from what I feel
turn into something new
I watch as the seasons strip away from me just
piece by piece I
decay from the very core I'm made of
don't hold me close - just let me go
Time we spent they don't feel like memories

Take my arms and just slowly dance
The night won't go if you're here so
just make time slow tears fall no more
sit by me
hold tightly 
You know it's okay to cry - sometimes you just might
Tears from all the things I hoped
Everything just always goes wrong
You don't need to say goodbye - I'll be there in your head
My wood decays but my heart wont

blissom:

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

the wind is whi
ping past my face
the tide is ri
sing to my waist
im left without
a single sound
to keep me an
chored to the ground

sticks and rocks +vai5000

track 5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0HhUtxxRGtT69s5LPmGDqo?si=42530b0c48d64a72
https://youtu.be/gXJdu-fGXRo

sometimes i wish i was meaningful
cuz being empty is tiring even if a little and
its all good lacking motivation
till something comes and leaves u crying cuz

all the words that leave my mouth are broken endlessly
circling the past and present never giving peace
and every day is what u set out for it to be
dont leave me wanting more
just let me fucking sleep

i fell asleep through the noise
and
as i was drifting off i realized
maybe i was listening too loud
so i took one earbud out
but it didnt make a difference to the sound

dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
and i know that you like to see me
plastered all over your tv
dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
look what i made, is it pretty
would you put it on your tv

dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
and i know that you like to see me
as an artist drowned in meaning
plastered all over your tv
fake the message and the feeling
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
look what i made, is it pretty
is it honest, can you see me
would you put it on your tv
do you think it has a meaning
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art

stupid art

Contortion dream (silly version)

Stop me if youve heard this one before
Fake girl, Leave me be
Cant remember the words fight or flight

Stop me if youve heard this one before
Lay down, lights out, goodnight
Throw up where they cant see your fight

And it thinks of itself as a person
Despite concrete where phalanges should be
And it thinks of itself as a lady
Far out, cast the line into the night

Stop me if youve heard this one before
Eyes shut tight no sleep in sight
Dreamt of skin against skin and wake up with shame written on its lips

The Last Expenditure

COVER BY @BIGGART_  & @BITCHITWERK ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 17 SONGS, 30 ARTISTS, ONE FREAKING ALBUM

https://discord.gg/slumberparty

FT. spirisera, aras moon, july, deml8, gasmask, camden, jade, bottlnose, terratype, STARDISCS, rosewither, zayok, 111robloxdude, InsertSongHere, GWEN3v3r, mars, camden, repez xandroR2, seph, daniboi, quedronol, vai5000, drawcards, blissom, kryptid, lexaust, shambomba, esbee, Qliche, corefish, clovehitch, leyton

as long as you don't mind - daniboi, quedronol, vai5000, drawcards, blissom

COVER BY @gasstationpercs ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 31 SONGS, 47 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

https://discord.gg/SfPsr4y4dZ

kick rocks - gasmask, angelworm, corefish, & thatcherblackwood

6 of 9
~
the train, I made it just for you
one year later, I still don't think that I can do it

turn the light out in the hall
it's been 3 weeks but I'm not sure if I can catch my breath
I think that it's been long enough
only waiting for the woods to stab me in the chest
but how do I walk thru the world without shame
but how do I walk thru the world without shame

I think I hate you
you don't expect me to let go of you
you wanted too much
guess I never wanted anything from you

if you really loved me, you'd want me dead
you wouldn't miss me, you thought I said
I love you too much to do all that
but I'm not the person you think I am
don't think I want a sudden death
but i'd never show you who I am
if you really knew me, put it to rest
if you really knew me, you'd want me dead

Sudden death

You're Radiating Tonight

Hi, my name is noelle. I make songs about stuff i care about when no one else will.

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