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circa — September 2021
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lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

4 Apr 2004 - Room 92 - n Lab - West Sim

Eliza regained consciousness on November 25, 2003. Both of her parents were immediately notified but only her father came to see her in the lab. Her mother stayed at the family home. Eliza had been officially "resurrected" on August 23, but only her brain could function. For the first four weeks after waking up, she wasn't receptive and was paralyzed from the neck down. She would gradually regain mobility in her entire body by March of the following year, but never in her left foot.

She often thanked the nurses and scientists for helping her get better. She worked well with them and excelled in most of the tests and procedures they did on her, except for those that involved balance and enduring cold temperatures.

"She'll be ready to leave the lab by mid-May," says one of the nurses. "Lately she's been saying that she really wants to see her little brother. We raised our eyebrows at that, 'cause she only has two sisters. She says her brother's name is E and that he's four years younger than her. She talked to him while she was asleep."

Records show no evidence of an E Jamison being born in 1984 in the United States, or even at all. There were no E Jamisons enrolled in a school of any kind. The only proof of someone with that name living in the US was Eliza's grandfather, who has no verifiable birth certificate but does have a New York ID and driver's license, neither of which has been updated since 1978.

When we asked about someone named E in the family, Eliza's father looked at us like we were crazy. He said he never had a son, and his father's name wasn't really E; he changed his name when moving to America. He was unable to recall his father's birth name. Eliza's mother provided no comment.

East Sim was struck by an EF5 tornado while Eliza was asleep. She remains determined to find housing nearby, despite the city's struggles to recover. She insists on staying near the lab rather than returning to her family home against her father's wishes. She avoids answering the question whenever asked why.

E: Retrace your steps

How to Teleport (originally by Jane Remover)

lyrics:

(-i hear in my sleep)
(nobody knows)
(i wouldn’t tell if you told me)

(i don’t know my name, you say that’s concerning)
(nobody knows)
(i wouldn’t tell if you told me)

still don’t know
is it safe now?
i don’t wanna have to
take another greyhound, yea

moved six times
it’s all i think about
it’s hard to move on
when you’re all that i think about

my face looks strange
it’s never the same
i've felt the same way
for like a hundred days

i feel so scared
when i see that you’re angry
but i know
it’s not something that i did

(when you can, you won’t be mad at me)

we don’t exist outside our passport
(blink and you’ll miss it)
i feel like everything i did was too late
(dream-like precision)

and i’ve got friends but what is that for?
(blink and you’ll miss it)
if i feel hopeless in my room all day?
(dream-like precision)

and i’ve got no more room for bullshit
(blink and you’ll miss it)
so if you bring it, i’ll just ask you to go
(dream-like precision)

don’t give a fuck ‘bout who you're cool with
(blink and you’ll miss it)
cause sometimes it feels better just to stay home

(i think i lost my mind)

(blink and you’ll miss it)
(dream-like precision)

venturing - We don't exist (jane plane remix)

[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing

Darling with U, the musics made that way
My eyes aren’t blue, there's nothing i can do

(I still wanna be your-)

You know you want it
Theres no shame in the fact being a product makes you feel like a star
Born for the slaughter, bite your lips and loop up
Then I’ll discard you like the item you are

You can run but you cant hide, boy, i see through your eyes
I’ve chases after your shadow 7 different lifetimes
I know to keep it quiet, boy, tell another lie
Come meet me at your house, I’m starving right outside

Fate turns the light off on an empty stage
I dont waste my faith on miracles or paradise
Come sign your name off on an empty page
Light a candle for me if i make it past the night

Turn the lights off
Put on a show for the lens
I’ll take it all until i ruin your life
Sitting all alone
Ripping holes in a shirt
Just to be somebody else for a night

You know you want it
Theres no shame in the fact being a product makes you feel like a star
Born for the slaughter, bite your lips and loop up
Then I’ll discard you like the item you are

(I just love the-)
(Buena Musica)
(There’s magic in the air tonight)
(I am the queen of the universe)

Zero nine

Been learning not to speak, hold my breath in quiet sighs
ive been having all these dreams bout drowning again
One more glass of wine, smile with nothing in my eyes
Theres something in my mouth and it tastes just like him

And i used to feel something when you changed you mind
And left me rotting at the foot of your bed
Maybe im a little scared youre always on my mind
Maybe i dont want it after all

I fall in love with ghosts, ive been hunting every day
I know just what i want but i break everything i make
I know how this thing works, you forget me by tomorrow and i close my eyes while wide awake
I fall in love with ghosts, i still feel him in my spine
I cry to lady luck, let me roll just one more time
You whisper in your sleep and then vanish in the morning

And i'm lying on the bathroom floor forgetting what i look like
I've been praying for someone to clip my wings
Staying up until the morning, roses sewn into my eyelids
The sheets are stained with blood ill never clean

A kiss like a backhand to the face
I wouldn't wish for something different even on my own life
Three little things i've never heard you say
Sometimes poison tastes like sugar if you make it just right
I set myself on fire and i do it full of love for myself, i don't bite and then tell, no
He likes the fantasy much more than what's in front of the mirror, watch me cower in fear

And i'm lying on the bathroom floor forgetting what i look like
I've been praying for someone to clip my wings
Staying up until the morning, roses sewn into my eyelids
The sheets are stained with blood ill never clean

And i thought for a second i was capable of love
Forgotten at the altar with my heart left on the ring
Crying to a stranger, saying prayers to up above
I lie every night, but at the end i only want 1 thing

i’m playing dumb again, looking pretty in his bed
I couldnt stay mad at him if it saved my life
Tell my mom im sorry, im not ever coming back
Not until ive healed the bruises on my thighs

Lucid Fantasy

@lyn_u

shout out my ogs @3six03six03six0

Golden Ratio

sorry i've been away. i've felt like this ^^

https://www.instagram.com/p/DMJtnQUsYFL/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

GHOST BREATHING [気]

clickycamera

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

Had Enough

Ima Princess Im Divisive . . . Follow My Lead

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER (EVERY DETAIL U HAVE EVER TOLD ME)

'What A Girl Gotta Do'
SoundCloud only.

—
I’m not stupid, I’m not clueless
I just like to turn a blind eye
You’re chattin’ it up, shootin’ the shit
Like I can’t see you in my headlights, baby

Tell me what a girl gotta do, what a girl gotta do
What a girl gotta do to make you come my way
Tell me what a girl gotta do, what a girl gotta do
What a girl gotta do, I’ll make you come my way

Feeling me, feeling U, oh no
Feeling me feeling you too

I’m not stupid, I always knew it
I can read your body language
I look in your eyes, you’re trying to lie again
Hoping time will mend all that is broken, baby

Tell me what a girl gotta do, what a girl gotta do
What a girl gotta do to make you come my way
Tell me what a girl gotta do, what a girl gotta do
What a girl gotta do, I’ll make you come my way

Feeling me, feeling U, oh no
Feeling me feeling you too

Come my way
Come my way

You’re killin’ me (Come my way)
You’re killin’ me (Come my way)

Feeling me, feeling U, oh no
Feeling me feeling you

—
Written and recorded in Brooklyn NY and Chicago IL.

Lucid Fantasy

Secret Girlfriend

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