The glitch sound is so exciting! I love it!

Farewell my little red CS01 YAMAHA ... 4 more minutes of crazy fun before you go ...

Pandora's Box (Variations et Déviations incontrôlées. PROCOL HARUM Cover)

Souls in Harmony

'be we shall let'
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNO5y_Hu_v3/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Note: this began as a shitty live recording that I overdubbed some extra (louder) vocals and two separate djembe tracks. It's what it is. I assure you some sexier things are in the works. If you care.

I sit on my porch watching the cars roll by
thinkin' about you, and the last time that we said goodbye.
When will I see you again?
I want to discover if this is real or pretend.
Either way, my darling, I feel like I've been blessed
for our stars to align amidst all of the mess
that we've made of our lives. Perhaps, now, for the best.
Not only satisfied, you make me strive to be my best.
So, let's give this a try. 
And, let me be honest...
The first time we locked eyes, my darlin', my feet were swept.
Be we shall let.

be we shall let

Calming

Exploring the Blue (Rehearsal)

It’s another day to be aware,
another thought to hang in air.
Every breath becomes a mirror,
every question brings you nearer.

⸻

Verse 1 — Slow build, steady bassline
You fall inside, the spiral grows,
identity’s mask, the self it shows.
You’re not whole, but you’re not gone,
a partial witness before the song.
Not fully here, not fully away,
you are night rehearsing day.

⸻

Fall down, rise again,
the answer hides within.
When you question God, you question self,
awareness is the hidden wealth.
Gravity pulls, love breaks the spell,
you are the singer in your own well.

⸻

Black hole’s breath, singularity wide,
despair and love collide inside.
You are the vortex, you are the seam,
the maker of nightmares, the dream of the dream.
Gravity whispers: stay, don’t flee,
you are the lock, you are the key.

⸻

Fall down, rise again,
the echo sings, the echo bends.
When you question God, you question self,
you are the book upon the shelf.
Energy moves, awareness tells,
you are the spell in your own wells.

Control of identity, 
the cage of infinity.
What bends returns,
what fears still burns.
But when you listen, truly see—
the question is the key.

⸻

You want more matter, but give less flame,
you want the need without the name.
Time is motion, never still,
want and need bend to will.
Here you go, the thought you sought:
when you question God, you question thought.

⸻

Fall down, rise again,
the paradox is friend.
When you question God, you question self,
awareness is your living wealth.
Never alone, never denied,
you are the question you cannot hide.

⸻

Another day to be aware,
another breath, another prayer.
In every thought, the truth is spelled:
when you question God, you question self.

Gravity Well (Question God, Question Self)


this song  is partly a tribute to actor, singer, dancer, artist, and author Russ Tamblyn, who turns 91 in December.
I wrote the song around the time I retired from my  medical career. So  along with references to  Russ and childhood memory, there are veiled allusions to this strange  new exciting but a bit unsettling life circumstance in the lyric.
As per Russ 
He danced and acted in Westside story  and Seven Brides for Seven Brothers most famously but was in a bunch of movies in the 50s and 60s.. and ....my favourite as a kid was the War of the Gargantuas, which  for Russ was a creative low point ..but  it got him to Japan
opening clips from WotG...the middle and end clips from his movie Highschool Confidential

PS The line in the last verse Words stuck in my throat..lifted from the song The Words Get Stuck in My Throat From the movie War of the Gargantuas...sung by the wonderful Kipp Hamilton who has to contend with a Gargantua groupie..dont worry she survived....clip of the song in the movie is here
https://vimeo.com/358726099?fl=pl&fe=sh
Devo did a cover of it years later


Russ Tamblyn

I'll get a Tokyo life                             
Say some words off the script          
Monsters in play                                
Career gone adrift                               
I can make it in spite                          
Of the way they dub my lines              

I'll sail to the East
Maybe take me a bride
Dance out regret
Act up with pride
Let me do it 
Let me do it
Let me do it brother, what do you say?
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day

I wanna be cool
I’d like to be strong
A fighter who dances
A singer of songs
Add some rhythm 
Put some muscle on these rhymes 

The streets of the West
I'll be taking a side
Living forever 
This world’s opened wide
Let me do it
Let me do it
Let me do it, what do you say?
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day 

In 1970                                         
I saw him on the TV screen        
With those creatures, one             
brown, one green                         
My Gargantuan celluloid dream   

They said I could bail    
I’d much rather swim
Head above water
Life on a whim
I can make it in spite
Of their doubts and their goodbyes

Words stuck in my throat
What's left to say?
There's only myself
I can't stay away
Let me do it 
Let me do it
Permit me if I may
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day
My little boy brain wants to be Russ Tamblyn for a day





Russ Tamblyn

this is another track , written, played and recorded while Netta was visiting from Norway….cheers for having a listen and your support👍

Who Can Say

Remind me of that song again
The one that has the saddest end
you know it too, you sang it to me
Long ago

Got me thinking about that time.
When I was yours and I had mine
Now we just live somewhere in the past
mmmm

Whatever happened to those days?
Nothing ever stays the same
Could it be the one that got away?
Who can say?

I could plan for days and days
There must be a thousand ways
That I could try and make you see
That you belong here with me

I dont really worry now
tomorrow made up it’s mind
And today feels like an only friend
and yesterday left us behind
again

Who Can Say

Child of Nature

Wild Wild West (Night on Earth Mix)

Wild Wild West (Remix 2025)

Drifting Tide (Remix)

awakening

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Drifting Tide (Remix)

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