Smog SMHC - After You Find Yourself ( Full Album )

Lyrics : 

Imprisoned : 

Chained in hatred and ignorance
You're stabbing my brain
With your  sick beliefs 
With your deceiving lies. 

I hear this voice in my head
Get up and live, go ahead
Fuck the lies that made me waste
The only chance to be myself
I hear this voice in my head
Follow your dream, leave out all the rest

Blinded by your pride
You want to blindfold me
To hide the misery
Of your filthy life. 

I hate everything inside of me
Shut up, you're lost, must agree
There's no fucking answer in my head
Just pain, guilt, hate and regret

Pharisee

Look inside of you, you Pharisee
Corrupt and greedy fly
Thirsty of my blood
Like a maggot crawling on the flesh

You made me once believe 
That I receive exactly what I give
But I could not see this from you
I trusted you by word like a fool. 

Why is so wrong to think and do
Something completely new?
I’ve never offended you
But I’m blamed for being different.

I gave you my respect, as I was convinced
That you deserve it judging by your words
But like snake you’ve changed them
So you’ve sold your faith.

Traitor!

The elder’s wisdom says
Keep your friends close
But your enemies closer
And that’s a good advice

Wolves between the sheep
In sheep clothing they hide
So does the demon 
Plays your role of friend

You have no honor
No values, no God
You have no moral
No respect, nothing!

Cursed
Offended
Ashamed
You traitor!

You deserve your fate,
You deserve your drama,
For all your crimes from envy
From all your egoism!

You deserve so much worse
And I could make you suffer
But I’ll prove to all
That I’m better than you

You preach against what you are
But blinded by your preaches
You cannot see your malice
You’re sunk in your own filth!

So when you’ll die in the end
I’ll be there, at your funeral.

Remember!

I remember, once you’ve told me
That we’re of different natures
So you’re rejecting me
Forgetting a promise you’ve made once.

Once you’ve told me hesitating
That you’re afraid of ‘us’
Then hide me, deny me
Spare me from your fake sufferance.

You want the impossible
And you’re not aware
Of what you’re risking
You’re condemning yourself.

End up your sickness
Stop being your own whore
At least you could be mine
My mistress, my beloved.

You’re hoping to become a saint
But always selling your own faith
So why you’re asking me to be
The thing that you could never be?

I fell pity for your torment
‘Cause you regret all what you do
You’ll never know what means the rest
You’ll never know I can cure you

End OF The Road

I am now and again
At the beginning of the road
Everything has burned
It remained only ashes

Visions about death
Vast dreams and nightmares
Now I have only whispers
I've been stabbed in the back

Looking for solutions 
Counting down the seconds

End Of the road
Cinders of ashes
The worst nightmare

I past through all
I have escaped death 
But again it's haunting me
Everything it's stabbing me

Visions adouth death
Vast dreams and nightmares
Now I have only whispers
I've been stabbed in the back

Looking for solutions 
Counting down the seconds

End Of the road
Cinders of ashes
The worst nightmare

Schizophrenic fear
Madness nearby
In this continuous race
I’m running out of time
 
Endeavour to survive
The wish to stay alive
Bent and sunk in death
Where is the hope?

Devil's Love 

Shut up an listen
I’m so sick of your lies
We’re fighting each other
You’re eating me alive

Your fake smile, your fake love,
Your infect mind
You haven’t got a soul
You filthy bitch, you whore!

Mistress of fakeness
Slave of your ego
Now drink the poison
Of your illusions.

Forsaken in shame
It’s me who you’ll blame 
For your misery
For your infamy.

Playing the victim, the naïve
You twist my will, my mind,
You’re trying to survive
Eating my life, breathing lies.

I saw in you a jewel        
But you arent’ one          
You’re just a plastic body
Without love.

Denial 

Gods of rage tormenting me
I feel the madness rising
I am what I shoudn't be
It's my mind I'll be fighting
I'm going mad........

The carnall bliss the virgin soul
Insinde my mind you shall fall
This is my reality
Welcome to my insanity

I'll touch your skin
It's only you I crave
I yern for my biggest sin
To take you to your grave
                                 
They all want a part of me
That only you shall be given
I'll destroy you , I've destroyed me
When you re dead we'll be even  

The pain is why you stay
Inside my flesh your soul shall lay
I'll burn your hope, I'll make you crave
For suffering beyond the grave
You're going mad............

Sodomizing your own heart
Bleeding from the inside ont
Fuck your hopes and fuck your dreams 
You love it when my madness Kills
                               
I'm your monstruos destruction 
I'm your demented creation
I'm the normality opressor 
I'm your life's disaster
Brotherhood

Nothing in this life
And nothing in this world
Won’t change the ties of blood 
And our brotherhood.

Nobody ever
Will be by my side
Excepting my friends
My brothers!

We’re family, we’re one for all
And all for one,
My friends will always be
Here when you’ll be gone.

My tragedy is their tragedy,
Their grief is my grief too,
 If there’s need
 I’ll fight against the world

Don’t fuck with them 
You don’t know them 
Don’t fight against them
Because you’ll screw with me.




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