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just watch the rain with me

꧁january꧂

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Lyrics:
I know you look at me and you think of him
You're disappointed
'Cause I don't compare, I get that you're bored of me
Just set me free
So lure me in to look for him inside me
Wear me down 'til I feel like I can't breathe
Pick me apart, pretend it's cause you love me
I know you don't

You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

And I'll pull thе knife right out of my back and then
Put it in your hand again
You always say you'll change but you'rе never different
At least you're consistent
Does he make you happier than I can
In your thoughts when I'm the one in your bed
You get off by fucking around with my head
Then let me go, but
You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

Yea, 'cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

Plan B

plan b

@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

Rouri404 (@rouri404) - Psyche ft. @vaeo-music [Official Audio]

Released by FHONIT (@FHONIT)
Featuring Vaeo
Produced by Michaelwarren

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Lyrics :
https://genius.com/Rouri404-psyche-lyrics

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@dercept & @prodmichael

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you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

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gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

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lyrics:

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

(relish)

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

barrel of the gun
enough to make him run
fuck it do him dirty
i won't let you hurt me

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
*bleep*fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

and i tried
fuck im tired
no time, you in my mind

your breath
hold your breath
it's DEATH
i smell DEATH

sit down
too late now
under my skin
no that shit not allowed

and we know
you not bold
and you know
we not close

oooo
only need like one shot for the gun
pussy, make him stun
motherfucker, hate him
shoot that fucker, break him

with the gun
made a fucker run
killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

killers finna take him
didn't mean to snake him

take him
snake him

presave

death

@rouri404
@luvhoepless
@dercept
#hyperpop
#hyperpunk
#bi0wrld

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Lil Devo - Lost (Official Audio)(Prod. 5head)

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NOT ALWAYS HAPPY

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lI0RJJUmkw
production and art by me
photo taken by @chris__lynch

doll [video in description]

production and art by me
photo by @cozyhighdemand

this body means nothing to me

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith

Ask If I Miss You, I'll Lie

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

nobody gives a fuck about me
thats what i think to myself
when im alone in the city
i walk around the mall 
but theres nobody with me
what do i say
when theres nobody listening

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

cover art by @max.jcr & @ekkstacy

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