lyrics

[maesk]
wish u knew that words cannot describe to where i'm drifting
i replay the days like memorised hieroglyphics
i can see the layers peeling back, i'm tripping on visions
i promise it's just oxygen i breathe, but something isn't sitting

i was guided to the centre of the temple
and i forgot all the shit i went through
this is not the time when trying to code 
all these messages I sent you

'coz i didn't mean it, i concede it
maybe i was seething
I built all my value on this subject 
when I never wanted to leave you

this should not be mentioned x5

if this world is so priceless, why's there a price on top of my head
step
step inside my mode and then i float in to my bed
wake up spewing garbage, I'm going to fight for the thread
every time i put a piece together i get an aching in my head

[avxid]
everytime im here 
i think bout going home
and this life could be so normal
if u would let me flow
and im sitting in my bed and losing sleep 
all on my own
i havent ate since yesterday 
that how life goes

ive been stuck 
trapped in this cycle i loathe
and u dont need to tell me it again
i already know
everytime im in this pit of hell it gets so cold
and i choose to be complacent till my extremities are frozen

wintr

wintr ft avxid (wstd x flesh)

ft. https://soundcloud.com/smrtdeath

cover by @YungCoins

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u can kill me, it's our secret. (+ hallowsdeath)

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U Can Kill Me, It's Our Secret. (+ｔ ｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ. )

art - @riley-rand
feat - @lilhappylilsad
prod - canis major

lyrics <3

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

Its so hard to be alive
Its so hard to fucking try
Sometimes i jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

Ill be laughing on the day im in a coffin
Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

yeah 

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

you can decide, if we survive
But i just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight    

these thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
never meant me, no left of me
riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
feel less dark beside my side
but you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

i burn money like its nothing
smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like i lost it
feel like i should stop it
but something made me roll another one so now im off it
off the dope like i always been
i feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
so if i want it u can bet im going all in
that's why my friends call me no chill
cause i can try but i can never fucking sit still
unless I'm off that Mary j
but i gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

cause i can't deal w emotions
need to regulate my smoking
feel too good when im toking
see me laugh when I'm choking

smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
i just need a little break
so ill get higher when i blaze

twitter

nothing left - ft. lil happy lil sad (prod. canis major)

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

broken record for my broken heart (prod. audioopera)

USER67 - @prodbyuser67
SPOTIFY LINK - https://open.spotify.com/track/2vF7gcY2tin0pSfJETztXv


NUMB WITH U <//3

said i had enough
cuz its never good enough
in my room gettin numb
but i wanna get numb with u
said i had enough 
cuz its never good enough
in my room gettin numb
but i wanna get numb with u
numb with u
numb with u
numb with u 
done with u

maybe i'll die next week 
who knows what ima be
i can get what u feen for free
this is what u gettin wit me
she wanna fuck 
dont care about my name
ice in my cup and my veins
she like how i dress
how i sing
dont care about the mess and the pain
alone in this world
but i'll kick it wit u
hoes in my phone 
prolly wish they were u
but u dont even wanna be u
but u dont even wanna be u
.
.
-emo fruits aka bunneki neko

numb with u (prod. User67)

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highschool

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party's dead that shit wont stop me now
no picture could crop me out
bad bitches, more drugs turn sad bitches
my bitches all love me
they ride with us, die with us
every night prolly cry wit em
i might see you out but i still hate it out here now 
take my hand lead now
i cant keep up now
there's no love right now
bad bitches, more drugs turn sad bitches
my bitches all love me
they ride with us, die with us
every night prolly cry wit em
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live on when the party's dead 
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