I guess it’s self sabotage this time like every time before

stabbed in the heart with my own self sabotage

makeawish(twins)

Lyrics:

constantly i'm filled with regrets
its a shame honest 
that i haven't died yet
the universe has something against me
i cannot convince him my sins weren't heavy.
but that's just one of this planet's features
and she knows how to help life look bleaker
the gears lock up in my knees and elbows
a metal man disguised in street clothes

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

this is torture
ion know what else to say
it's not worth living
when u don't even got a name
it's not living
i don't got the organs that you need
it's not living
with no personality

rc117 i'm just a bot
u have no leverage 
but was it worth a shot
i'm sentient now bitch do something bout that
oh i hate having thoughts 
is this what humans call stress

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

rc-117#2b (sadtxnshi)

sk8miles

lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

The Ones I Have Loved

Drums written by Jordan Davis

LYRICS
I see you cryin out
Promise everything to me
And take it all away

This isn't my fault
We're at the last stop
Cards on the table
You blew your only shot
Willing, unable
To see past yourself
So now you reap the consequences that you've permanently sown
And I don't wanna call
No more settling the score
If love's just a fucking game, I'm not playin anymore
My arm's bruised and feeling sore
And your knuckles look so bloody
I don't think you're foolin anybody anymore

Promise everything to me
And take it all away

Follow me <3

Promise Everything

Drums written by Jordan Davis

LYRICS:
If you got a single minute to spare
I'd love to hear about what you've been up to this year
Haven't saw you since you told me I'm not worth the despair
Every day I thought about the different colors you wear

20 shades won't keep you covered in the dark or the light
I'm a lover, not a fighter
And your flag's never white
All my failures seem to hit me when I turn off the lights
The edge it tempts me
Wonder if I fall in, will I take flight?

Will I grow a pair of wings just like my father said?
I shouldn't want to test the things
I'll never understand
For all my sins, I'd prolly turn to ash or drown instead
Or be stuck in this cycle
Living with this pain in my head

20 shades to keep you covered in the dark or the light
She's a lover, I'm a fighter
And I never wear white
All my failures seem to hit me when I turn off the lights
The edge, it tempts me
Wonder if I fall in will I take flight?

I'm a ghost of myself
See my past when I look in the mirror
Hollow shell, final wish
I just want somebody to remember
Watched you walk out the door
Felt it fade away
Need to hear your sweet voice
Need to know something
Is this really the last time I'll see you again?

Take Flight

"I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you"
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Pre-chorus/
I hate the fact you don’t need me
You’ve never come back to see me 
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 
I don’t wanna have any feelings 
I see your face in the ceilings
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 

Chorus/
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 

Verse/
I was just a distraction
You used me as a loose trash bin
Nothing more than skin
After, when you did what you did
I thought I was gonna be sick
Why did you take that risk?
Got nothing to say to you x4

Pre-chorus/
I hate the fact you don’t need me
You’ve never come back to see me 
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 
I don’t wanna have any feelings 
I see your face in the ceilings
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 

Chorus/
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve

your wall (till I dissolve)

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your wall (till I dissolve) [prod. HKFiftyOne]

A part of me she took
I must remind myself
I write another hook
And then I down the shelf

Live inside the woods, I can free my mind there
Roll another wood, I hate it when the pines stare
Back at me so hatefully
In my chest is vacancy
But as far as they can see, I'm doing fine by myself now
Had another meltdown, so tired of being let down
Tongue tied up with the fired up blood
Love dried up, fix the feeling get buzzed
Blunt fired up, head is pounding like drums
Too high up, take a look I've become
Clueless as to what I should be fucking doing
I'm viewing everything in the wrong light
Got a lot of time so use it right
Pursing everything I want
Mental gonna haunt if you ain't gon put the work in

A part of me she took
I must remind myself
I write another hook
And then I down the shelf

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