Lyrics: 
feel like I'm wasting all my time oh yeah
time is moving faster than my mind oh yeah
sit alone and think about the life I have left
will I crash and burn or will I rise above the rest
~
filled with uncertainty
what path am I taking to currency?
treacherous roads lead to gold
anxiety taking the wheel with no courtesy
so I take the path filled with mold
these creatures they lurking behind me in bold
i'm fucked in the head and my body is cold
these questions unanswered echo in my dome
~
rewind freeze time
I'm copin with the music, hope it fix my mind
I might be fucking useless but I sure can rhyme
I'm grinding no excuses boy I love the climb
~
feel like I'm wasting all my time oh yeah
time is moving faster than my mind oh yeah
sit alone and think about the life I have left
will I crash and burn or will I rise above the rest
~
I can't get enough love
always wanting more
I'm craving every single touch
body hit the floor right after puffin on that dutch
eating beats for breakfast but ill save her for my lunch
~
nothing in the pockets of my ripped jeans 
reminisce upon the times that she said that she missed me
focused on my own dreams
bleeding out my own seems
I can't seem to find a scene where everybody feels me
out of place I can't erase my actions so I just freeze 
anxiety and the nose bleeds
sobriety is not for me
society got me feelings so fucked up, find happiness by my own means

Time moves on, so should you [prod. yunny goldz]

New single with Lullabyboy !

(lyrics)
Time doesn’t heal a broken heart
We only forget where the pain starts
Thats how we made it this far

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

This is the reality we chose
I remember nights where I was alone
I can't see the light
I'm glued to my phone
I do this every time
Nowhere to call home
I need to
I just need to call you
I need you
I don't mind what I lose
I want to
Tell you all I been through
Like you do
Girl just please don't love someone else

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Codependency always gets the best of me
Cause when you said forever I really did believe
Like why would someone I love lie 
Don’t you know how hard I try 
I’ve been working
I’ve been learning
I’ve been hurting 
But in this life it’s so hard to find my purpose 
I, I just wanna find my good ending 
Reality is setting in 
It’s hard to tell where these feelings begin 
And where they end 

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Mix by Yago X lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod by voyce

Stream on Spotify!

Reality (feat. lullabyboy)

friends from the past

love is the one drug you can't buy

Well the world don't seem so small
When you're so far away from me
Tried to call you late last night 
But I hung up before the second ring 
Tried to follow my heart
But I would rather just fucking scream
Nothing makes no fucking sense
I need to wake up from this dream 

But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to live without you
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same 
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same
But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to fucking live without you 
Without you

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the problem [bonus track] (p. shiki xo)

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

sk8miles

lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

HOLLOW (prod. dercept)

Getting off with your right hand
As for me, I'm fucking bitches on the nightstand
All my friends snort white sand
As for me, I'm going off on this mic stand
Got to pick your battles in this life. alright?
Either way we die
Wouldn't you rather live it right
Get high all time; cheat code? not quite
Hedonism fill your whole soul with spite

I can't even live these words
That I'm just now preaching
Habits kick them to the curb
But I'm always seeking
Lately life's been a blur
Bleached memories
Hide the ones that hurt
High under sheets
Heart So Cold  *Burr
Stone cold sober
Real life's so boring
Waking up in the morning
It's the same shit day after day
Used to think that church was stupid
Now I know why they pray
I was bout 12 years old when this life went grey
Now I put all of my vices and addictions on display
Only chasing what entices me
I ain't half the man I'd like to be

And I'm sure you can see it
One day depressed and the next I'm conceited
But I won't die defeated
I'll try my best until I am deleted

Getting off with your right hand
As for me, I'm fucking bitches on the nightstand
All my friends snort white sand
As for me, I'm going off on this mic stand
Got to pick your battles in this life. alright?
Either way we die
Wouldn't you rather live it right
Get high all time; cheat code? not quite
Hedonism fill your whole soul with spite

And we all bleed red
Had to get it through my head
There's a cause and effect
From the words that you said
When you lie there dead
What's your list of regrets
When you're filled with dread
Remember life is a gift
But your only human
There's no solution for that
Coping with my Neumann
And the sound of the hats
If you live in pure enjoyment
Something's bound to go bad
If you're tryna stay buoyant
It's a balancing act

Bleached Memories [1080 Pale]

my vocals mixed and song mastered by ztope <3
prod scottysplash

lyrics:

Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Yeah the silence pretty violent
Conscience in my head asking why I haven't died yet
Feelings from the past that's what I'm tryna forget
Forever feeling sad I just wanna hit the reset
Hearts gone black like the smoke in my lungs
Yeah I'm really hurt
I don't do this for fun
My demons pretty fast
That I can't even run
Let them take over
Cause I'm tired and done

I been upping doses till my body is numb
It's only half past one and I'm already gone
I just need a fix and I'll come back to life
All these Cali in my woods lift me up like a kite
This cookie gonna ignite with match sticks
No one in they right mind could match this
Everybody else inside this party got a broken heart
Minus me but that's cause I dipped off inside this jaguar
Vroom
Hit the road
Girl lets see where we could go
We could Take it slow
I got places I could be but I stay at home
These open roads will set me free
When I need it most
I been my zone when I work alone
But I prefer you here with me cause it help my soul
If u told me how to be than I would fit the mold
Just know
If u gave an ultimatum I would surely fold
Slow down
I'll give you something to help you calm down
Open my bag and pour the flower out
Roll it up and ingest
Kiss me in the smoke I could smell it on her breath
Pour another shot yeah I ain't even feel it yet
This burn inside me stop the bleed just like a tourniquet
As I sit here on this porch outside my new address
I don't like the damage caused but I love feeling it

Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read

rot w/ sewerperson (scottysplash)

I love u if you’re reading this :’)

Lyrics:

[hero]

i should write a million songs
a discography is not one

so maybe i'm lovin the silence
prop up my fifty pound eyelids
spent years in this room on my own and if u don't believe i could paint u the tiling
most of my friends are one-sided
bout time that i cut all of my ties and
i'm looking rough in the mall yet she likin my hair and i don't even style it
these r my guys that i could not betray
i wouldn't even know how to
awol n timeless
grounds n lowlifes
the rest of my guys i can't rhyme thru
where did the time go
feels like i started a cyclone
i never imagined i'd make it here
or know the friends that i know

[navyxower]

every day i am outside in
this cold weather makes me feel alive, andr
your always inside of my iris
i wish id take you out for the night, then

i dont wanna casue a problem
i lost a couple friends that i loved
i need to make some sense, of what i, have known
im in love with you and no one, knows
i need to make up my mind again, timeless the gang, yeah we know how we ride in this
i dont fw hoes or a side bitch, i made it far, now im thinking where ive been
up in my minds a mess

times going by, and i cannot stop it
im tryna make sense of this
but i cant even breathe through my concious
nobody fuck with me
my style yeah i see
the pain in ur eyes
baby i got your back, even if you aint mine

[hero]

so maybe i'm lovin the silence
prop up my fifty pound eyelids
spent years in this room on my own and if u don't believe i could paint u the tiling
most of my friends are one-sided
bout time that i cut all of my ties and
i'm looking rough in the mall yet she likin my hair and i don't even style it
these r my guys that i could not betray
i wouldn't even know how to
awol n timeless
grounds n lowlifes
the rest of my guys i can't rhyme thru
where did the time go
feels like i started a cyclone
i never imagined i'd make it here
or know the friends that i know


thank you

to all of my listeners
to my idols i base my sound off of
and to all my friends that have stuck with me.
(names in the order of who i met first to last to the best of my memory)

@kurayuz-rageex
@kukisawus
@seltzerkrys
@xweepings
@yokaidreams
@canyouseetheghost
@navyxower
@killsadghxst
@adoretaiken
@lovecliqxe
@noeke
@prod_emerald
@solofttt
@cyzun
@emptychest
@autumndropsdead
@sadtxnshi
@shizukesaaa
@swno
@ztope
@powla
@prodselfdoubt
@camertin
@luvsig
@yxvngjones
@nevrwrld
@x1fern
@caspywaspy
@drewisdead
@failure404
@paperthinwallss
@im_slendr
@drewisdead
@anmldoctor
@betweentheveinsandi
@safeatlast
@lxstboymusic
@heyzbee
@dxnnyymusic
@mxlatonin
@crizzywhite
@cuts
@sivistial 

and so many others i couldn't find the @s for or aren't on soundcloud (or i missed cuz i was tired writing this list LOL)

you made me who i am today
and i am forever grateful all of you have been part of my life

thank you (ft. navyxower) (skellington)

email: teddyboimusic@gmail.com
feats: $50
instagram: teddydontgo

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

teddyboi

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