on my own w/ layo

would-be lullaby

there’s this girl that i’m dreaming of
she scrambles my mind all up
she’s the only one i see as love
future projectors showing us

in your head am i dead
or another worn out used car
don’t leave again
i miss your texts 
no matter how far

baby won’t you stay by my side
the books we read are burning my eyes
i hate that you’re not with me tonight 
i swear i’ll regret this for all of my life

im too used to change 
but i don’t think i’ll take you leaving me so easily
i’ll break out my chains
i’ll move out my state 
just to see your face so vividly 

tell me please
do you like the songs i sing
what’s the point in building things
just to break them down, repeat

i see you shining through the seams
i wish i wasn’t a black sheep
too tired to eat, too hungry to sleep
you didn’t cut me, but i still bleed

baby won’t you stay by my side
the books we read are burning my eyes
i hate that you’re not with me tonight 
i swear i’ll regret this for all of my life

books

i don’t wanna talk about her
but she always gonna come in first
something bout her always makes shit blurred
“just remember why you hate her”
way back, way back in the day
way before i even saw your face
i made racks, made stacks, made plays
and now i’m in a fucking sorry state
you just suck the fun up you dumb cunt
you make shit you break shit; confused love
a new cup a new drug; a breakup
a forced quit a new slit a damn dud
you told me you wanted to take things slow
you cant reach out until you let shit go
i coulda sworn my love woulda helped u grow
but now u swear i left you in the cold
i don’t wanna talk about her
but she always gonna come in first
something bout her always makes shit blurred
“just remember why you hate her”
way back, way back in the day
way before i even saw your face
i made racks, made stacks, made plays
and now i’m in a fucking sorry state

blurred

produced by josh sinclair 
co-written by josh sinclair <3

rly wna know where ur coming from
dont tear it all apart when its coming down
when u dont care at all, all u know is gone
b4 the moment breaks free u just gotta have fun

have fun have fun 
have fun have fun have fun

take a picture, let it save to the camera
girl ur brave, i would never leave my love in the dust
ur a pain, i would never give a fuck what u want
cuz in the end, baby girl, im just gonna have fun

have fun have fun have fun
have fun have fun have fun

she feel the static
ya bitch; she get fanatic
keep a blick, hollow tips, its a semi automatic

have fun

demo for song on my upcoming album

walking through your neighborhood
i can make it far along
if you try to see
what glistens in me
we can make it dont fall asleep
doesnt matter what you see in dreams
just take my hand and follow me
my bodys made of clay for you
mold me into the perfect shape you view
would you question my attempt 
to be your one and only friend
empathy has only destroyed my mind
can you make it right?

clay mold (demo)

today i had my last cigarette
gonna make my hair fall right off of my head
that face you make when i say you're the best
it makes me feel as if you've opened up my chest
dont push me away please
you see how im greying
ive lost my glow, baby
grown tired of waiting
lets see how you make me
so will i need saving
a blanket of daisies
a dove that could take me
it was my last cigarette forever
i should've kept it
something to remember
today i wondered if you ever told the truth
the day you want me, i promise the moon
today i had my last cigarette
i wish it was with you

on my own w/ layo

pew