i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you-

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you make me feel some type of way
now the one who had my heart is just a friendly face
but i don't really want nobody else to take your place
i don't need nobody else to be a saving grace
take it back for a minute
swear this bitch act like the devil she a baphomet
with a attitude like yours, how could i forget
even with your imperfections making my heart skip

love's a beauty
but sour for some
i got the short end of the stick
guess i'll never find the one
this ain't a sappy story
im just as real as they come
don't bother asking "what's up?"
i'll take my pain by the cup

go stream!

take my pain by the cup

BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

Again & Again

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that we both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
We know we're out of luck (Luck)

When you left me, I still came back, crawling back to you
You say that I don't love you, but we both know that ain't true
You're controlling me, but you don't have no right
Say it's fine, hurt my mind
I told you a thousand times
Fucking with my head, my life
I think we just need some time to figure it out

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that wе both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
Wе know we're out of luck (Luck)

Bleeding from my arms
Thinking that if you were with me, it would be solved
The only color I ever see is washing off
So look the other way
It's hard, but it's okay; you practice every day

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life

bunii - you're oblivious and it hurts (feat. Kid Moon)

bunii - medicine (feat. anji)

bunii - love my grave prod. bunii By rapids

lucille - fuckin freak

breakdowns

alive

I do not own nor have any right to this music, this is simply an upload because of the one on Lucille’s page is down.

Hallow - Lucille (reuploaded)

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