[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

slave for love (feat. dazingoff)

favorite class

breakdowns

released officially go stream: https://soundcloud.com/gothamendmentbih/greed

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dm 4 takedown

bastard & lucille - greed

prod. sickboi

Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

But I couldn't escape her
I start to lose my breath
My lungs thinner than paper
Thinking in my head

That there could be a savior
Somewhere out there
I swear I'm so scared
I'm such a fucking bastard

I'm a loser, a stupid fuck
I'm standing here in silence
ripped out my guts
Please save me someone

Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away


I tried to run away
So far away
Where you couldn't help me no more
And throughout all this pain
You want me to say that

I'm just a fuck up too
I hate your guts
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

The truth is that you're useless
I just don't care enough
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

You tried to hide from me your love
You told me I'd be better off dead
I tried to hide up all these scars
You told me I'd be better off dead


Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the Lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

I tried to run away

Rot ft. heybinji (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

lucille - if you (full song)

lucille - fear

glaive reference❤️‍🩹 one of my early inspos when I got into making music fr. All love🖤

overstimulated (prod. MBRK)

prod. @duskysdemise
lyrics;
carve my name into your skin,
i wanna be included—can you let me in?
i want you to be tortured, and to reminisce,
if i were to die tomorrow, i will not be missed.

put it on my checklist: to hope i die,
in my tombstone, that’s where i’ll lay.
i’ve tried to pass away so many times,
i know you want me gone, so this is my goodbye.

i tried to vanish a thousand times,
you’re so sick and twisted, i’ve seen your signs.
you left me begging all day through the night,
i’m so fucking miserable... i hate my life.

if i jumped off, i won’t survive,
and you told me that you cared—i know it was a lie.
you want me dead or alive? make up your mind.
you can scream for help, but no one will reply.

i know you’re suicidal, baby—don’t you die on me,
i’m sorry that i’m in your life… i’m such a tragedy.
you left me begging all day through the night,
like every word i ever said just led to jealousy,

carve

I do not own nor have any right to this music, this is simply an upload because of the one on Lucille’s page is down.

Hallow - Lucille (reuploaded)

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