blowthatshit! (prod. su)

soldier (fozo + eczotic)

cover art by @wpssim
@qxi
@zzjay

@m4xyne
i dont wanna leave it all behind
im not good at saying goodbyes
the last time that i saw u i nearly fucking cried
on the way back home
i dont wanna be alone
i just dont know where to go
i cant say that ive done much
with my time but i still blame it on bad luck
ik in their minds, they think that im a fuck up
i always feel like dying dont know how much longer i can keep my head up
before i drown right now
i wanna leave in the night yeah i wont make a sound
i promise
head spinning feel like i might vomit
playing with my heart i gotta stop it
i feel like im suffocating
need someone to come and save me
i feel like im going crazy
ik that u hate me 
x2

@qxi
spent like all of last week
looking at the ceiling
don't know what you're thinking
my heart is slowly breaking
i won't cause a scene 
but i need get out of here
i need to you see that i don't want no problems
you're hurting i can solve that
we cant leave it all in the past 
don't wanna burn that bridge down

bad luck

bad luck ft. quixi prod zjay + maxyne

there is only one place where I feel calm

https://soundcloud.com/myspacemark/stringstiedaroundmyheart?si=0441df8a5ed6459592199065d8188d82&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
prod me
miss my bruddas

i fucked up when i said id come around
im acquitted i dont wanna hold u now
u keep on fucking up like how could i trust u now
how can i see the passion when ur heart is blackened out
i been getting crunk like a alcoholic
when im off da pills ima #perkaholic
pressing on my body acting like he know ball bih
hit da ground jumping in my balmains

you cant come around dont even think about it
i cant calm down im to afraid about it
i jus want you 
jus to think about it

feel your skin all over my skin
do you still feel the love between us
in between us
do you see beauty in ur soul
see the passion take its tol
ik if i try i can fight for it
fight for it

perkaholic prod myself

@ilyexotic

there's blood all on my jeans
i wipe it on my face
you was actin she so mean
you know I do the same yeah
diamonds on my face bruh
I think that you a lame yeah
please give me the same love

all these drugs it make my head pop
I'm in my own world bro
feel like dio make the time stop
smash you with a roller
keeping secrets in my folder
I wish that I told her
I wish that I knew her
now it's game over

I'm with Zotic so I make a pose
money rolling in inside my bank so I got make some more
all these cuts on my wrist suicidal thoughts I let it go
we gon put him in a pit cause he talk down to me he a foe

I got these needles in my face it got me lying down
I got this bitch she kiss my lips she making me aroused
m4a1 it his legs you best just stay down
yea I might just lay down
fuck it I don't like you

blood (eczotic)

<3333333333
@xoxodieforu

Prod: Geam

lyrics: soon

changes! w/ whyhaze (p - geam)

@rpsu @neohnq
also thx to @lifegiverr i appreciate everything you've done for me :p

lately i think im a problem
i dont think i can solve it
think im way too toxic
im always feeling nausious
drugs up in my pocket
i dont think i can stop it
js let it go and drop it
im always so obnoxious

so was it me again
was it all my fault
was it something that i said
can u not js let it go
i try and try again
but i never seem to grow
i think its all my fault

girl u kno that i got issues
with all these drugs that i misuse
got me crying through the tissue
i think that i miss you

so wont u text me when ur free
i want u here when i bleed
i think ur the one i need
i hear ur voice on repeat
i think of u can barely breathe
i think of u when i sleep
i want u right here next to me
so baby wont you come and help me see

was it all my fault (adrien +neohn)

M&Ms Slay These Demons

I just wanna hold someone wanna hug someone, cuz I've been cold during all these nights. U could call me lonely call me lonely, I don't think that any girl would fucking like me. I'm so damaged I'm fucking damaged, I don't wanna show my body in public, I'm not tryna swim it makes me anxious. I'm ashamed x3 nigga my blood it covered the way; I hope that I'll be happy someday bc rn I don't fw my life, I wrote a message bro with my knife . 

That was the demon inside of me I can't control it, yea my life is full of pain I'll make u feel it. I know it is but pls calm down, ur full cuts now u can't get out. It's a conflict like everyday I got my good side and I got my bad side, but either way nigga I'm still tryna fucking die. How will ppl describe me after I'm gone after I'm dead , nigga I'm counting the days until I'm gone until I'm dead cuz I don't wanna be here.

damaged goods (prod 1h1jaxk)

w @emotionals
prod. @joyfriendd
art by @cray_gal on insta
<3

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/12fGxnFKJ4AYCrY60Ifm4H?si=tVdZy0hjQFGmLJzObUNwgA

apple music
https://music.apple.com/ca/album/bluu-feat-emotionals3k-single/1511678856

changes! w/ whyhaze (p - geam)

angel1k