Depression Slaps Pt. 2

vanilla wings

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d1v + buffalobang - best this way (with3r)

@kassgocrazy @Thislandismusic
some co production done by yours truly

ttm (prod. kassgocrazy & thislandis)

grinning ft. oaf1 (prod. alice gas)

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

alone ☂️

lyrics:

how to deal with this?, fall apart
and if they told me to stop then i would start
and my legs are looking red i think i'm stuck

crying forever, singing together
in my bedroom hoping it'll get better
wasting days and weeks i regret it
legs looking like wax on a letter

rip my veins, but i know i'm not that tough
riding through the city, through the valley, look at stars
think you're heaven sent you could just teach me how to walk
but i don't know, she said no

2013, this year i'm feeling different
you said you're indifferent, i don't care bout anything
tell myself that i shouldn't think too much
tell myself that i'm trying way too hard
speak my blood so i do not have to talk

talktalkatalakallakl

cant even speak of things i'd do
broke myself down for this tune
i hi, i friendly, i bye too!
goodbye you, everytime you want me to

rip my veins, but i know i'm not that tough
riding through the city, through the valley, look at stars
think you're heaven sent you could just teach me how to walk
but i don't know, she said no

crying forever, singing together
in my bedroom hoping it'll get better
wasting days and weeks i regret it
legs looking like wax on a letter

everything i do 
comes back to where it started
i need something new
just less boring just more average

do somthink new

Idonthaveacareintheworld

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ihonestlymightgiveup

‎ihonestlymightjustgiveup Prod vagex

POUrr [p. vvspipes +kimj]

maybe if things were a little bit different I wouldn’t feel this way 
everytime I goto sleep thinking that tomorrow will better its another day its not
Im at war with all my thoughts
Yeah I go thru this a lot
Keep the pack up in my sock
Yeah u said that you’d b there but now ur not
But its okay smoking cigarettes in the parking lot

Ah back n forth
Hot n cold
Chasing money baby chasing after pots of gold
Problems stupid bs got a lot of those
All up in my phone then the day gon leave me alone 


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I been going thru the motions
Tie two blocks to my legs and jumping in the ocean
Im tryna jus do it 
I knew they wouldn’t notice
Adderall and weed you know I’m smoking on the potent 
And I been getting so high 
Just to pass the time
Bc I feel stupid when ur on my mind
My life is a loop its got me feeling loopy
Goddamn
My lifes a fucking movie its a horror 
Diving face first in the water
Im a lamb up for the slaughter 
Got a smile on my face but its a waste bc I got nothing to offer
Lob a benzo into my lemonade
I swear this shit is not it I hope that I fcking ends today

dont liee

snowblower