prod @mental <3

(lyrics)

fall a lot no one to help me
said u love me is it true ?
ive been searching for the meaning
trust me i believe in u
wasting all my time in my room when i cnt decide
i cnt really do it when the moment seems to be right there
but whatever it takes ill be right there
ill be right there for u

heart broken fix the pieces
close my eyes then start dreaming
could u tell me whats real
tell me thts how u feel
tell me if im worth it, tell me ill be alright
tell me if u love me or tell me if u hate me too
take my hand we'll runaway
cus i dnt really wnna be here anymore

fall a lot (mental)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

even if you don't (2001)

p. bonnytown
for my sweet kittycat anna<3 
we'll be closing the distance :D

lyrics: 
nowhere i'd rather be when you're right here
make so much memories w you my dear
i never wanna stop, you bring me to the top
i'm gonna stay w you for forever

i can't name a better feeling
running on my mind, its like im always dreamin
heart locked, babygirl ill never stop
i want to give you everything i got

liked you soon after i met you baby
fell through quicker than im used to, crazy !
had to double-check myself, more than once
worth it cause you're mine<3
feeling every kind of way
you know im waiting for the day
i have you near, you stay right here
want this forever, never end!!!

nowhere i'd rather be when you're right here
make so much memories w you my dear
i never wanna stop, you bring me to the top
i'm gonna stay w you for forever

i can't name a better feeling
running on my mind, its like im always dreamin
heart locked, babygirl ill never stop
i want to give you everything i got

heartlock (bonnytown)

p. melik
on streaming soon.

lyrics: 
don't know why i feel this way 
so much thoughts, I can't explain 
never wanna cause this pain 
making me feel so insane
oh i can't think straight anymore
fragments of the things i did
what were they for?

i just wanna go back
but it's not possible
everything in the past
though i know i fucked it up
i know i, I'm never gonna push this off
turning to all of these fragments

never can remember
like a dying ember
losing everything i had
didn't make me stronger
never learned my lesson
turned it to a mess and
just want to move on forward

give me a reason
all the times you leave and
never tell me your feelings
and im losing my breathing again
never wanted this to end
and i know i 

don't know why i feel this way 
so much thoughts, I can't explain 
never wanna cause this pain 
making me feel so insane
oh i can't think straight anymore
fragments of the things i did
what were they for?

i just wanna go back
but it's not possible
everything in the past
though i know i fucked it up
i know i, I'm never gonna push this off
turning to all of these fragments

fragments (melik)

new chapter, end of summer samples

how i got here (pd. prodphxlxp‬)

porter the goat
https://open.spotify.com/album/4wZ2bPr6i0feLupqgB44b6?si=A9NzXiarSRKCL62HvuZiIA

marumaru

it felt like i was dreaming.. @_@ 

@domerrz 
@owtiss 
@makemeapromise
@44yy

[@domerrz]
do you mean it ,yea 
what do you see in him?
it's my season, yea
heart still bleeding, yea
give me a reason
and maybe I'll believe it...
girl i can see everything inside your eyes, your weakness yea

[@owtiss]
you!
cant see reason
why should i stick around?
think I've seen enough
to be certain of the outcome
wanted to believe
that to you I'm not just backup..

but i see u for who u rly are.

all u do is put me down..
honestly its gone way too far
all i rly wanted was someone to believe in ;|

[@domerrz]
every time you calling on the phone I gotta block the number 
telling me you really wanted me I know there is another
somethings going on I'm feeling sick i think I'm going under
don't wanna be right

[@domerrz + @owtiss]
wanted me when I know there's another 
i thought our hearts were tethered 
i feel under the weather 
don't think ill be here forever

tryna piece my heart back together
never care to see my side of the matter
whatever!

Its too bad, you're too late...

that's something u cant take back
u know that?

there's nothing you can save

i don't care if u got that
wont call back

weakness w/ owtiss (surgeon, 44y)

i would if i could 

produced by @magnumn

lyrics; 

i rmbr wht u said 
that i let u down 
u said x2
that im bttr off dead 
u said 
caught in a loop 
id reverse it all 
i would if i could 

if i wouldve know u was toxic 
id be gone now 
wouldnt love u in the first place 
wouldve nvr let u hurt me 
is it all my fault x2
theres not enough medicine 
to numb all the pain im in 
im dealing w sum fuck shit 

n you can spit me out 
n throw me away 
the consequences r leavin me in pain 
just say it dont save it 
bitch i dont got the patience 
hiding all my feelins cus i dont wnt u 2 see it 
ik that im dumb
huh 
im tossin n turnin i cant sleep 
think that the memories r trying to haunt me 
if u wnted 2 leave jus say it 
jus take me away x2 
huh 
im so sick n tired of the waiting 
i h8 that u keep me awake and
my thoughts everyday drive me crazy
give me the money like fuck being famous 
like ur in my mind when the day ends 
cant say that i hate it but i hate 

##BBEWITCH  
 




i would if i could @magnumn

@y4ndere
@minteaness

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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
im Srry 4 what ive said b4..

(( lyrics ))
sitting alone in my room 
just staring at the ceiling 
counting all my mistakes
and how i’ve always want
to tell u how sorry I am
for all the things i’ve said before 
it’s killing both of us inside
so can I see u one last time..?

and ur so far away 
in ur imagination
and I can nvr guess 
what’s coming next 

white dress, blue eyes..
see u dancing under the moonlight 
u blind my eyes
let’s just run away 4 tonight..