SPOTIFY <3

2K19. (IG - @sepha.a)

Lyrics:

she was killing time
claiming she wants you back
but that she doesn't know 
for sure
said to all ur friends that she'd end her life
on live stream
with a smile
and u said

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
u said 'i'll take my leave
to where
we 
used to dare everything in our no mans land 
with its grey sky and sad clouds
u were the bowling alley lust
in a dirty neon room
i was the guy u only knew for a few nights
we thrust so outta time
but we wanted it
some eager awkward lust
so clusmy and in bloom

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
kid u only knew that u were happy now 
that ur feeling sad
now that ur feeling sad
let the cycle go
round but it feels a little long
it's a circus yeh i'm had
let my stool flip up 
let the rope go
yeh i only know what i have
when i let it go bad 
when i let it go bad
when i let it go

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
i said i'll take my leave 
to where
we
we took everything we could in our no name lanes but
it always
it always held it's gloom
yeh this dead town stayed still
always killing time
shoplifting tinnies
smoking endless glue
we moved so outta the times
so eager to be amused

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
x2

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

empty thrills

☆☆☆☆

produced by @rooseveltnoise
featuring @iii_scar

[lyrics]
you tell me stay but I’m knowing that I really gotta go
to a place I can hideaway and finally be alone 
Some would say I’m a loner I’m a spirit im a ghost 
but nothing matters in the end I gotta do this on my own 
What do I know 
At the end of the day 
When everything is collapsing 
Where’d the time go 
I don’t know say and now I’m overreacting 

Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)


Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

Look me in my eyes baby can you see the pain
Cover it with lies don’t want you to feel the same
Try to stay alive but really i don’t feel a thing
Tell me if i die would you come visit my grave

Cuz  I don’t wanna live girl
Carving in my wrists 
Why the fuck do i exist
Is there meaning to all this
Yeah  i tried suicide
Couple times yet I’m breathing
I guess that i’m a fighter
My body ain’t receding 

My brain always deceive me
And Nobody believes me
All love that I’m receiving
I still don’t wanna be here
I can’t explain the feeling
I just want you to be here
But once that i achieve this
I’m waiting till you leaving

Maybe i was meant to be alone
Maybe i was meant to die slow
Maybe i ain’t meant to grow old
Maybe i should put away my phone

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)

I don’t wanna give you false hope
No no

stream

promises (ft. iii scar)

YCK x Vasporo - NASCENT - September 9th

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo

Industries are dying change is coming your replacement
Is a robot that’s been coded and set up for automation
Everybody’s out here doing it but careful when you come aboard
Chips inserted can’t be pried up taken from the motherboard
AI brought up to speed we taught a rock to think
Stage fright now it’s defunct then watch the carbon sink
Been installed up in the molecules and having struggles breathing
So we wipe away the cause observing how the puddle deepens
Coastal attack hurricanes come
And if I was in charge I was certain they’d done
Anything to get me out of that position governing
The LZ’s hot and the engine in it’s sputtering
Aircraft’s fragile the Tower of Babel
Transported to the tree watching the apple
Aura seductive my core I’m destructive
You don’t see half of what it is that I’m stuck with

Inhale the particles
Exhale how far it goes
Voice is gone my drunken rambles
And how I’ve aged and come to gamble
Behind my eyes inside my skull
Between my ears the sound is dulled
Will you keep the spirits high
And hold the essence here alive
Below my skin beneath the pores
Before I search for something more
Will I have my answer then
To throw my goals and shatter them

Market’s free innovation we’re not like the other guys
Money doesn’t mean a thing the government had subsidized
Fuel and water fool the spotter AA aimed at atmosphere
Then spread the documents and circulate the blueprints dragged in here
Preach read revelations the apocalypse is nigh
Maybe new beginnings and the teachings are objectified
Circuitry wrong and deservedly brought
Us a wrath we can’t imagine
Certainly not just a curse that we got
It’s one we can’t examine
Thunder’s bringing waves of heat and 
What food we’re eating hormonal treatments
Artificial cybernetic find it I exist
And we’re dimming and we’re waning that don’t take a scientist
Unplugged pulled from the grid and the framework
Crazed and distraught bring the act to the state first
Many been unworthy there ain’t many designated
Pick an alternate decision when it’s all premeditated

Inhale the particles
Exhale how far it goes
Voice is gone my drunken rambles
And how I’ve aged and come to gamble
Behind my eyes inside my skull
Between my ears the sound is dulled
Will you keep the spirits high
And hold the essence here alive
Below my skin beneath the pores
Before I search for something more
Will I have my answer then
To throw my goals and shatter them

Essence

Prod. Sixthells

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

I swear to god I can’t relate to what they say or what they do
Pockets full of fucking money when I walk inside the room
They just tell me
why you scared hoe
What you got to lose
Keep on pushing ‘til you dead cold
Don’t act a fucking fool

I swear the nights are getting cold
Feel the ice touch on my soul
I been frozen for some weeks
I can’t move I can’t sleep
Stop the time
Let’s rewind
I been feening for a while
Can we just go back and die

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away
I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

Snow Crows

snow crows

unforgettable

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

Written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
co-prod/mix/master w/ CH!O(Juan Peralta)
art by SEPHA.
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics -

i saw u in the docks
i was pullin up
on my broken bike
dirty jeans and my shirt was scuffed
said 
'take me on a site seeing night of lust
lets be foreign in our city
sneak the back doors of seedy clubs'

we had no foresite
so things looked so pretty then
shoplifted red wine
staggered through til daybreak along the thames
in those lamp lights at embankments when
she pulled my head to the pendant on her chest and said

pretend we're vegas for the night
im your bride and your mine and lets leave our jobs behind
(say i do i do i do)
lets skip a train to nowhere
no one will judge us there
and lets leave this cruel world behind
(say i do i do i do)
dont know ur name so tonight we're thelma and louise
drive a car off a cliff together
feel the breeze and
fuck the world from up high
(say i do i do i do)
this moment is everything

and you know i'll never fear the fall with you x4

i dreamt you every night
i was screwing up
daylight took my eyes
cos my bed dreamt us going rough
im your bride to be 
smoking gold dust
i feel foreign in my body
when im reckless im fabulous
we got no foresite 
so things were pretty then
stole all the flowers off that posh shop at 6am
in our dim lit sights is when i saw u then
in that next minute u left somewhere
ill never see u again

pretend we're vegas for the night
im your bride and your mine and lets leave our jobs behind
(say i do i do i do)
lets skip a train to nowhere
no one will judge us there
and lets leave this cruel world behind
(say i do i do i do)
dont know ur name so tonight we're thelma and louise
drive a car off a cliff together
feel the breeze and
fuck the world from up high
(say i do i do i do)
this moment is everything

and you know i'll never fear the fall with you x4

STREAM / DOWNLOAD

2BRIDES

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o 
cover art by sepha.
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________

Lyrics:
im in my room
i’m calling out
to someone
can u hear me out

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

I’m running through the sky with you 
arm in arm
in some dead gods eye
just know we tried our best 
to preserve the sky 
know we tried our best
and didn’t destroy like the rest
but it was not enough
not enough 
I get down to my knees
I don’t believe in anything to pray to 
just wanna feel the ease 
of looking up at the thing that made u 
and knowing how small I am 
before I make any big moves 
ur a god in my eyes and I see u time to time
time to time x3

I'm In my room
I’m calling out
to someone
hear me out
X2

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife

Feel like we’re livin in the end times 
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
wanna pour my last drink with u
call u my wife
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
mans strife 

in 20 years from now
wanna save myself somehow 
u were just sad tryna impress ur friends
talkin so different to how u do now 
back then
flexing some names and some brands back then
thinkin all that stupid shit mattered back then
feelin carbon neutral yet my works never crucial
enough cos the leaders still pupils
and never learning enough from the frugal it’s futile 
to feel a lost cause though u embrace the cause 
see 
- when the world becomes
fuelled by lust in engine dreams 
- love without trust 
hope cut at the seams yeh?

Feel like we’re livin in the end times
but know that ur heart will always save my life 
my dark thoughts would always be saved by these rhymes
as money burns the earth in mans strife 
x2

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

/End Times

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ ch!o
cover art by izu chung
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics-

ridin thru a dead landscape with u 
now its calm
nightwalker on the trail of the past
disarmed
by the guns of future men
standin mean before u when 
the statues fall now the towers small
and the dreams they sell of when the sky tried to repel our gases
but some work of human genius survived it
now the engines can revive u

let the light wrap u in a spell
and the wind revive u
x2

speechless my friend
but we're together in the hour of the dead
(tryna revive the feeling again)
x4

ridin thru an automated city 
with u wheel to wheel
street stalkers on the trail of the past 
they steal
from the work of future men
make us lazier than we were back then
u lost the gruel
8 hour fuel
of the work under egos for a lame wage
ask if u now use ur time in a better way?
or does the lack of dismay
and boredom
fuel a new kinda lust
in engine dreams
above menial tasks
and boring things
in endless time 
with idle dimes
in endless time 
with idle dimes

let the light wrap u in a spell
and the wind revive u
and the wind revive u

speechless my friend
but we're together in the hour of the dead
(tryna revive the feeling again)
x4

engine dreams

Written/Performed - SEPHA.
Produced - Sensi Affect - follow -> https://soundcloud.com/sensi-affect
cover art by sepha.
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics-

pain relief
keep it sweet
keep it brief
save me a seat on the long ride
your my best friend
we'll share laughter and love til i meet my end

i'm on a long ride
dirty carousel with a dead bride
thought she'd met her match
but never stepped outside
the simluation wasn't long enough to live a long time

pain relief
won't you save me
from the long ride

Pain Relief (Feat. Sensi Affect)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
Featuring  https://soundcloud.com/sixthells
mix/master w/ CH!O
cover art by sepha.
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics-

COME ON LETS ROB THE BANKS THEN ROB THE BABY BOOMERS
COME RISE UP THIS IS OUR TIME FELLOW APATHETIC DOOMERS
x2

extinction of the species is a' comin
& it looks a lil like something
something to hold onto like a war or second coming

THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A GHOST TOWN REVISITED
THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A NO MANS LAND AGAIN
x3
THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A GHOST TOWN REVISITED
IT'S COMIN COMIN LIKE A NO MANS LAND AGAIN

Sixthells -
i feel alone 
arghh
nothing to loose i stump and crush down my foes before they can control
wow sense a ghost, it knows everything i know
but i got chosen hoe don't mind if i go
watch ur back my friends
and im feelin sick
seeing everyone get played by their stupid selves
better stay inside than have some fuckin regrets
do the race w/ the dash bet i finish first

THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A GHOST TOWN REVISITED
THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A NO MANS LAND AGAIN
outro: 
sepha. -
tell me u wanna go like i do

GhostTown Revisited (feat. Sixthells)

candle in the sun w/ sepha. and ProG

Lyrics (artwork by https://www.instagram.com/g0re.krist/?hl=en)
------------------------
I'm an odd boy, I don't associate,

I let all my hate, exfoliate,

Let it rain MK48, 

surrounded by way too many phony fakes.


You living all your life, make believe,

I bet none of you would ever show your face to me.




I sniff out a rat like a hound, 
Talking that shit get my blade then get down 

You a private, so you staying silent, but I'm a vet now. 
Buncha props, sitting still on my set now,

Don't ever step on my premises,
sick in the head you need medicine. 


Put you to bed with some sedatives,
Everything was what I said it is. 
Dont even think of comparing us.


GOT MORE MONEY THAN YOU I STILL DON'T FLASH IT,
THE MORE YOU TALK ABOUT IT AND YOU STILL WONT PASS US

ODD KID I ROLL ALONE IN THE CITY, 
WINDOWS ARE DOWN AND MY DRIVING IS RISKY,
ALL LIMO TINTs WHILE IM HITTING 160
i see the lights now they coming to get me


Pull me over and they give me a warning,
Smile and wave cause I'm looking so charming.



Yea, young boy, I feel silly.
Yea nobody ever come get me,
Don't hit my phone I'm busy
Yea every one offended,
I don't ever show no pity,
My shots are full feel tipsy
Now I pop out feel jiggy,

I'm a bad guy but you cant kill me.

Bad Guy (prod. Nativ)

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/sethbest-sb
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sshvdow
Mixing & Mastering: hyu
Sample by: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin


the thoughts in your mind
the feeling of death
it's coming and closing

the knife in your back
i'll severe your head
cause you are not chosen

don't think that i'm forced
I do what I want
you'll end in that moment

I feel like i'm dead
I just want my bed
I think I am broken


All night
fuck life
feel like i'm dead in the night time

shot in the head
but i'm alright

saw as he bled in the sunlight
god wants him dead from the spotlight
he'll write his song in the midnight
he did it all for the limelight
uh
he did it all for the limelight


I sold my soul to feel alright
i'm so alone

I sold my soul for the limelight
I can't let go


TELL ME
WHY I FUCKING HATE IT IN THE NIGHT TIME
I JUST WANNA FEEL GOOD SO I'M ALRIGHT


your falling
i'm falling
and i'm toxic
no loving
i'm loving
yet no crying
i'm crying

[SSHVDOW]

Stream🖤

i hate myself more than anyone else ft. SSHVDOW (Prod By. Kurokami)

https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Lyrics

I was turning into someone else
I was turning into someone else

Black fit with a reason bleeding
SLOTHBOI you a demon speaking
Train tracks and I’m on it geeking
Wet hands cuz the paint b leaking

Fuck I aint sleeping for dozens of reasons
Got PTSD from the bodies they seizing
The evil be creeping the light losing meaning
And poison will spread thru my dreams till I’m leaking

I aint got no one to save me
Drown in my lonely with demons I’m craving bitch
Fuck all the reasons I hate me
All of these talks in my head got me shaking yuh

Shit you be fucking me baby
But I cant nut cuz I’m off of some eighties
Shit I be blacking out lately
30 Missed calls from a bitch tryna save me

I’m sorry I’m no good I know it
Trigger words haunt me the bodies they showing
Panic be brewing in motion
Speech won’t come out just a stutter I’m slowing

Shit I been drinking and falling
Further and further I can’t hear the calling
All these demons be talking
SHUT THE FUCK UP PLEASE I BEG YOU IM SOBBING

SLOTHBOI you got this
Fuck me right up while I pop these on god
Shit you gun fuck me
Bitch I ain’t even know what the fuck is going on

Bitch I been distraught
From tha blind shot
That you fired right into my heart

Now I got black on
Fuck a bitch cop
I got paint on my clothes Ima run

The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I’d rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else

The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I’d rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else

Else oh
Else oh

Rise to the front of this
Dont run on back
Don’t run to the back no

I’m bored as fuck so I found bliss
Cut me the slack
It’s all bout the slacking off

Rise to the front of this
Dont run on back
Don’t run to the back no

I’m bored as fuck so I found bliss
Cut me the slack
It’s all bout the slacking off

Tho my brain keeps

Ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking

Black fit with a reason bleeding
SLOTHBOI you a demon speaking
Train tracks and I’m on it geeking
Wet hands cuz the paint b leaking

Fuck I aint sleeping for dozens of reasons
Got PTSD from the bodies they seizing
The evil be creeping the light losing meaning
And poison will spread thru my dreams till I’m leaking

I was turning into someone else
I was turning into someone else

The Sin of Sloth

Distraught

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Distraught w/ SEPHA. (5head)

Into Misery:

going 90 on the highway
i can’t feel a thing
no pain, no fear
you’ll remember my name

just a lost boy
always tryna find my way
just a sad boy
don’t think i remember a thing


baby i got everything that
you could ever want
i pull up to the show
yeah i ain’t even tryna stunt
i got racks up on me
but i’m still lookin for love
i tell my baby call my phone
she thinkin i’m enough

no sense, i can’t fix
what’s up in my head
paranoia stress
always filling me with dread
i can’t get no rest at night 
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead
i can’t get no rest at night
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead

$LOTHBOI:

Save
My fate
From 
Hateful Games
Like
I can taste it 
Iron in blood ye
Red drops like eyeballs
At midnight we faded
Fuck all your hatred
Fuck all your games yeah
Tears down my face while the smiles starts breaking
Sloth ain’t no pussy
I’ll fuck on a bitch
With a blade on my hip
Finna slit all yo wrists
Depression come in 
Im the voice in your head
I see teardrops on faces of some of my friends
Like
I got killers on deck
And some of em dead
Trippin cuz I miss my brother he left

What am I finna do now
With this hole in myself 
Hit the ground with a bounce

Lost Boy (feat. $LOTHBOI) prod. CRCL

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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____________________________________
All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
____________________________________
contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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