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"Horns of Involuntary Being"
Prod. SPINEKISSER

It's been a while since I've seen the sun
In such a way you feel okay
But as of currently
I feel it's violent rays
And right inside my home I hide away
Ain't nothing better than a prison that I simulate
I bring you what I regulate

I let the time pass
Always let it do it's thing
I know it ain't the last
Come around to better things
They know it deep inside
Put up a front because they weak
Major desperation
Endless praying for some weeks

Basking in the rays of violence and light
Basking in the rays of violence and light

Rain on my parade
But I'm stashing what I attain
And I'm keeping it fucking locked
Like the ocean inside my heart
And if you pry the lock open
I'm sorry but you'll be lost
Under collosal waves pulling
Your frail body apart

Life on the edge
You alive but you dead
Who ain't satisfied
Crawling back for amends
I ain't having this shit
Causing havoc and shit
If you stay another victim
Better spaz to this bitch

I let the time pass
Always let it do it's thing
I know it ain't the last
Come around to better things
They know it deep inside
Put up a front because they weak
Major desperation
Endless praying for some weeks

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Basking in the Rays of Violence and Light

"Horns of Involuntary Being"
Prod. SPINEKISSER

Diamond blood tears spilling back like ethanol
Spitting fire in the aether right until I have it all
Knowing all they say
Ricochet inside a fog
I ain't never pay attention
Feign illicit monologue

Diamond blood tears spilling back like ethanol
Spitting fire in the aether right until I have it all
Knowing all they say
Ricochet inside a fog
I ain't never pay attention
Feign illicit monologue

Pay the price and I entice
My own demise it fool them twice
So bite the fucking curb
While I enslave demonic acolytes
Shallow waters freeze up into nothing
Glacial deep stream pouring like a motherfucking hundred

It's about the time you recognize my fucking stride
I let these pussies know it's 'bout that motherfucking time
Claim that you game, but you living damn sly
I know it's all far from the truth
Why you cry?

Pretty mirror on the wall
Who we playing as today?
Just so I could fuck around
When I latch on to decay
When I look into the eyes
When I look into the face
Pretty mirror on the wall
Summoned liminal disgrace

Diamond blood tears spilling back like ethanol
Spitting fire in the aether right until I have it all
Knowing all they say
Ricochet inside a fog
I ain't never pay attention
Feign illicit monologue

Diamond blood tears
Diamond blood tears
Diamond blood tears

Ethanol

storm

been awhile

my life is a mess w/ $LOTHBOI

Prod. SPINEKISSER

Million words that could be chosen
Couldn't have picked a single one
So I just figure that Imma stay
Without saying a thing tonight

As I recline in my throne
Zone off to damaged flickering lights
Cutting right through the chamber smoke
That didn't ever leave when I stood by

And you should stand by when I doze off and I kick back
Fuck a show off, never co-op
We, we start the process when it goes off

The order follows a kind of scheme like every now and then
When something better happens and vanishes faster than you get to blink

I am deaf like the traffic lights
Wool over all my eyes
Who is the I to be found
Give me your other hand

Rest is likely to cause the affection
I grip beneath depleted intersections

King of pesticides I got relief
Chem trails still running in my footprints

Intersection

prod. noxygen

Silent assailant 
I slide out the matrix 
No rolly to spot  
Like 100 Dalmatians
I’m skipping the talk cause my top on vacation 
Been missing the ones that I lost now I’m 
Faded a bunch 
And the rubble up under me nothing 
To what I’m about to incur on your troubles 
I stack em all up and then watch it go down 
Open the door watch the rain hittin the ground 
And I bounce in advance 
I ain’t never stick around for ya plans 
I’m a doubt whatcha saying 
Talkin out bout some bands 
Give a fuck bout the funds and the fuss 
That you make Im intangible 
Dance with the devil every night til I stand doubled over the monster up in my head like a phantom I'll
Float away dissipate never return 
Reappear distillate inside the urn 
Imma ghost 
no one ever met me 
Stepping on necks like the pedal on a ten speed 
Stressing bout them never needed to impress these 
Fake fuck boys I’mma menace to your message 
Meant that shit when I said it why they lie through they teeth 
I was tense now I tend it what a sigh of relief 
When they left I was dead and now Im sky to the trees 
Underwater on the beach I’m too high to be reached

Verse 2:

Gimme a clue 
Tell me why chose the stickin around 
I lost my hope I been ripping it out 
And I feel barely physical distant from now 
Dip into town 
I don’t see no one too special especially
You about 
Step off the bridge what I’m doing now 
Taking my life without you I’m out

intangible

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https://soundcloud.com/ytd69
prod. noxygen
https://soundcloud.com/alex-hauschild-28800045

Verse 1: soap.: 

soap ain’t been nothing to play with 
Running up I ain’t  evasive 
Hopping up out of a spaceship 
Boy I’m alien high while I lane switch
Hit 150 and face it 
We could die any day so I take shit 
Kill it All as It come never stress bitch 
Why You stuck in the past I’m on next shit 
Got the game in a wrap tlike necklace 
While u hanging upon it like Pendant 
I been pensive penning my misery 
Whipping these words while I’m sitting on similes 
Sicker than a dog and I’m often epitome 
Of an intolerable problem I’m bridging these gaps 
Minimal bitchin I’m been in my bag 
Fuck the complaining u praying for cash 
And u painting these pictures where u ain’t aint fault 
Stop it’s take ownership over results 
On top of the world and I’m looking at them 
With a bag fulla smoke i need 50 on 10 
Full tank of the gas I got wicked intent 
And tense past life I was drippin in dread 
Distant intense different and dead
Feelings been gone cause my heart is entrenched 
In the trauma im taller than it in the end 
Ain’t been a drawing it’s real as it gets 

Bridge: soap. & $LOTHBOI: 

Real as it gets boy we fucking with death 
Ain’t been a drawing it ain’t been a sketch 
Riding with homies its cult to the end 
Ain’t been a follower ain’t been a fed 
Filthy will kill me I’m choosing my death
Fuck with my brothers your life on the fence 
The cult is the life and CULT IS THE END

Verse 2: $LOTHBOI

Ops be chasing they ain’t catching up
We be rising fast while they be catching dust
We ain’t give a fuck they try to copy us
They be fake as fuck so they could never yuh

Really racked cans with the homies cuh
And I ran fast cuz em piggies dumb
Really threw hands when I needed them
Know the homies tuff we ain’t need a gun

Yuh

I been the walking path of my making
Fuck the confines of society, baseless
Broken foundation
Cause deprivation
It be just so fucking sad in the matrix

So I be leading a wave of creation
Forming a cult that was founded with mavens
Bitch we gun break
Start termination
FREE ALL THE SHEEP FROM THE WOLF THAT IS NATION

Bridge 2: 

Real as it get boy we fucking with death
Exit the planet won’t catch me again 
Riding with homies its cult to the end 
Come out the cold n we conquer your trends 
Filthy will kill me I’m choosing my death
Fuck your whole game up, I’m flipping the set 
The cult is the life and CULT IS THE END

Verse 3: YTD 

Bitch u dont know me oh so clueless i dont care about  myself,
all that shit that u be talking got me thinking bout my health,
am i good or im ight,
guess im sipping on this pint,
got me feeling fucking slow
 because im fucking outta light,fuck…
people be talking an looking with stares oh,
smoking my dope wit a bottle of gin oh,
tell me my death from my bottle again oh,
there is no way i can drop it again rush.

pendant [feat. $LOTHBOI & YTD]

What it do where you been why you coming back 
Like Is it true is it dead is it done at last 
I’m In the tomb in the pen I cannot attach 
All my feelings on the fence back and forth with that 
Like run it up make it flip do whatever fast 
Like Fuck a diss I dismiss any other man 
I made it mix with ups so I’m down in that 
I got no doubts give a fuck know I’m outa that 
Don’t want no bitch get a grip you ain’t nothing special 
Want no assist all alone just me and my pedal 
I press it quick hit the floor and I double deck em 
I got too many you too petty I’m another level 
I feel too friendly I forgive so they try to step 
Don’t want a Bentley or a Benz I just need a friend 
U run my head please don’t offend me I been dead to them 
This life been messy off this ten piece imma better man

where U been?

Prod. SPINEKISSER

Hold up
How do
I get my fucking head up
With the page
The lines
The rows
I'm feeling fed up
With the fear
The lies
Unknowns
They getting better with the
Things we hate the most
I bet you know

That it ain't what it seems
All the gleam
Is the rust
In the sea
That you trust
When it leaves
Let me breathe
From these pussies slowly choking on the dirty codeine
Multiple VVS'es shining but you live on the streets
Bitch

All that I say now
Is destined to burn
Down in the ashes
I'm filling your load
Triton poseidon
Is calling me home
I end up in the bottom
Wash up on the coast

Deep in your spine
Full with the wit
I'm going vice
Tundra the crypt
Filling with ice
I recognise

Deep in your spine
Full with the wit
I'm going vice
Tundra the crypt
Filling with ice
I recognise

The crown is ill-fitting
I'd rather be misfitting
I'm grazing the mirror
Until I break it 
I feel it yeah
I feel it

All that I say now
Is destined to turn
Down in the grave
I am filling your oath
Rising horizon
Is calling me home
I end up in the crevice
Misanthropy host

Deep in your spine
Full with the wit
I'm going vice
Tundra the crypt
Filling with ice
I recognise

Deep in your spine
Full with the wit
I'm going vice
Tundra the crypt
Filling with ice
I recognise

Plexus

Prod. SPINEKISSER

When I gotta take a look at my life
I let it slide
With a rival attitude I'm escaping into the night
If you wanna fight us
Soaking praying to the blood
Imma reconcile with my demons just to get up

Never never gave a fuck about a sin
year 21 but you still on the same shit
talking about the plethora of things that you ain't did
19 but I'm up 28 rings

Damn the I
I am the lord
I praise my days
I hate the law
I say what's raw

Stay alive
And rot inside
You walk the plank
Fuck around
Look around
What's wrong

Damn the I
I am the lord
I praise my days
I hate the law
I say what's raw

Stay alive
And rot inside
You walk the plank
Fuck around
Look around
What's wrong

They don't know shit
Don't own you things
I ride the pain
I ride the wave
It's like this

Urge to claw
Who do me wrong
Protect the ones
Who have my heart
I give it all

All of that matters
Doesn't even fucking matter
The mind is slowly decaying
From the television chatter
I'm looking death in the eyes
And I struggle to figure what's sadder
The dead or the stagnant I think it might be the latter

It's all about the monetary gains
Everything else is a lie in your face
They don't like it when you spitting back facts
That's a chase
Hounds all around me but they don't know how to play
No fangs

Who would have thought
That I could wake up the overlord
The quiet and sleeping
But waking up if you go too far
But I went too far
Now I'm stuck and screaming

Damn the I
I am the lord
I praise my days
I hate the law
I say what's raw

Stay alive
And rot inside
You walk the plank
Fuck around
Look around
What's wrong

They don't know shit
Don't own you things
I ride the pain
I ride the wave
It's like this

Urge to claw
Who do me wrong
Protect the ones
Who have my heart
I give it all

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