da e-skreets needed dis 💯❤️‍🩹

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - yashio
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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I don't really understand why you love me
I'm the worst and i feel like I'm nothing
I know that you don't really know me
If you'd save me come and show me
I'm alone here and I'm waiting
Don't wanna feel like I'm a maybe
I wanna love but how they made me
I feel incapable of feeling that lately
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I wanna hear your voice right now
All this pain is dragging me down
Every time we call and we talk
It makes me feel like i can handle my thoughts
And i know that you'll make this alright
I'm the worst but you love me for me
Everyday you're helping me see
Don't have to lie to myself to be
Something that i want anymore
Put an act on to hide my scars
you made me face reality
And now I'd hate for you to hate me
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I don't really understand why you love me
I'm the worst and i feel like I'm nothing
I know that you don't really know me
If you'd save me come and show me
I'm alone here and I'm waiting
Don't wanna feel like I'm a maybe
I wanna love but how they made me
I feel incapable of feeling that lately

The Words I've Kept Repressed. [+yashio]

Produced by: N/A  
Mixed by: han2k15
Written by: han2k15
Mastered by: N/A  
Vocals: han2k15
Engineered by: N/A  
Additional Production: N/A  
Released: 11/20/23 (USA)

a cry on deaf ears #skins

Distant Cries

Prod by: @pyu
Mixed by: han2k15, @im2dull
Written by: han2k15, @im2dull
Released: Oct 22 2022 + 11/17/24

Lyrics: (im2dull)

When u gone come ovr
its luv in october
yeah i love it when you talking to me
how much do you think about me
i care 4 u yeah as u can see
baby i need u
when u fallin for me
you know im gone pick up when you calling 4 me
itsluv in october
and i dont want this to ovr
i been looking 4 u forever
we couldve did this in september

lyrics: (han2k15/dj vaas)
 
got broken/ glass up in my pockets
key. to. my. heart. dont lock it
everything i had / i lost it,
all the roses watered by my tearsss
all your motivations by my fearss
wont you lie right here ?
while i die. right. here.
take the poison from yr lips
stab my heart and let it, drip
grab a glass and take a, sip
from my last breath take a kiss..

im2dull ft han2k15 <3inoct/last breath (meta)

just uploading these from spotify for myself to listen
hope ch2rms comes back
feel free to listen tho

ch2rms + whyhaze - ur losing me

streetlights + johnnyrunts ( kiryano luvpurp )

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - 263jj
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I've got your name, written in my diary
I'm a lame, I don't know who to try to be
I'll never change, I'll sit here dying on my knees
I'll keep lying to myself, all these i don't wanna believe 
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Just call my name please, Im stuck here writing letters
I try the same thing and im not getting better
Protect you heart love, ill keep it on my sweater
I give everything with the hope to get her
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In my arms, It wont take me far
I'm just standing right here, cuts all on my arms
Cant spend another night here, please don't let me know
How you feel i just wanna be alone.
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nubie
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I was crying by myself
Id rather talk to you
But everything has been said
No matter what I do
So I won’t get upset
I promise that I’m through
I’m so mad at the world
I’ll nod off the blue
What I wrote in that letter
What it meant to me
Cause I spilled all my feelings
Got some on my jeans 
And it always gets worse
That is so annoying
So when you moved away
Girl that’s what really tore me
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Soapia
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I've got your name, written in my diary
I'm a lame, I don't know who to try to be
I'll never change, I'll sit here dying on my knees
I'll keep lying to myself, all these i don't wanna believe 
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Just call my name please, Im stuck here writing letters
I try the same thing and im not getting better
Protect you heart love, ill keep it on my sweater
I give everything with the hope to get her

Writing Letters [+263jj]

we'll bring it back to my mistakes
i wrote so many letters that my wrist aches
u do this to me on purpose like "how does it taste"?
u were cruel on my best and my worst days
feel like lashin out i dont wanna behave
plz dont tell me to behave
wonder what she says about me as of recent
just write me back plz on the weekend
my worst fear
to be forgotten
like a promise
i just hope that you're still here
when im off of all these emotions
but i cant control what i feel and u know this 
about me
you know everything
all my secrets
every pastense
all my demons
all the traffic
all the bad sins
all the bad shit

so back to my mistakes
finally wrote me back again
but it wasn't what i wanted to hear
what i wanted to hear
let me be clear
i dont want this back i dont want it
already owned up to my mistakes if im bein honest
+ i have way to much on my plate im being cautious 

its time to move on honestly 
fuck all of the closure we made enemies 
honesty was not your biggest policy 
thats not a problem with u but its a problem with me

problems prod meta

Produced By @pyu
Featuring @yyohji
Tell The TruThhh
https://open.spotify.com/album/7mfiFcD8U4aCcmIBdZh6N6?si=X8_a4Qq-TH2w-FH8nkJ7oQ

lyrics;
@uxiexo
breakthebank yea
heart decay yeaa
think i been too nice
kick em out the way yeaaa
hate the fakes yea
cameras in my face yea
make another song
i tell the dj Press Replay!!

shoutout to my bro
turn up, summertime sorrow (s/o @hiseph)
hmu tonight
cz i wont be right here tomorrow
packs inside my jeans
i run a mile, moving cargo
if i aim for the moon,
could u tell me just how far i'd go

eyes rolling in that audi coupe
u tell me im number 1
i wouldnt be here without youu
might aswell just rep you're last place
youre #2222222
u could say u Hate mee T_T
u dont mean that, tell the truthh

@yyohji
yeaaaa
js tell me the truth
i know you like me too
promise im gon see u soon
js tell me watchu wana do
js pick a time n place
i wana see ur face
please dont turn away
listen to what i gotta say

yea do what i sayso
like che yea do what i sayso
me n uxie gettin dat queso
chasin dat bankroll
gettin dem pesos
we on summer vacation
wit dat music playin
like watchu talmbout
yea les calm down

@uxiexo
XO tatted on me, damn near seeping in my blood
see old friends think theyr up bc they got a little loveee
how could i be mad tho? u went & fukked it uppp
take a flight to MOSCOW, the DJ turn me upp

outro by nate

AimForTheMoon w/ Yohji (Meta) #NoRegretsJustLove

https://t.me/uxiexo
Produced By @44yy & @popilization
Lets Die On The Hill X_X

lyrics;
money Nvr meant nothinn, came from all of thatt
i feel like a psycho when u dont call me back >_<
reaching out to you and i see you just pulling backk
back together, if its not fate then tell me what you're caLling that? 
psychonauts, catch me dropping pills
inside my tapioca, die on the hill
i got eagle eyes & 100s across the field
feel it slipping out my hands, i wanna spillll Blood

bones inside my closet, i cant let u seee thatt
lock my heart w/ keyblades, i cant let u feel that
iRemember i was nobody, just wanted feedback
now i got a couple ppl asking for their dreams back
if you knew the old me, youd hate who ive become
act like its just you and me when i sing all of these songs
i wish i could go back, all of my privacys gone
i know my heart pushed u away but i love seeing u runnn

if you wanna leave ill let you go
i could never see ur point in being alone
u could see me spinning out, losing control
in the cold [ yea :P!] baby take my soulll

i love you
xx

Psycho (¯﹃¯*) (44y & Pop)

@diegointhedark

i dont wanna feel like the bad guy 
i know ur the devil but im thinking that i will cry
aiming with the acog n its pointed at ur left eye
i dont shed a tear cause i know ur soul will fly

feelin violent im not silent
send him to up heaven bitch i feel like a pilot 
we can be like beauty and the beast  im the giant
yeah i call u mine but u treat me like a client

i dont rlly kno what i did to u 
u said u hate me but im hoping that shits not true
pop an addy i cant stop its some pill abuse 
im in denial i cant stop it think i got the blues

every day im waiting
paper tags im chasin
our hearts collide im jaded
ur my twin copy and pasted

devil may cry (diegointhedark)

THERE 4 U

(soap) thank u for listening <3

#heartsing 💖

insta - @soapia.live

discord - .soapia.

Writing Letters [+263jj]

Soapia

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