Instagram - @soapia.live
Prod - Jannah
OSSWorld ✨🌐

Lyrics
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Soapia
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Chorus
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Ask me if I'll be okay
Baby please don't be that way
Wonder if I'll be with you
I just want to see this through
Ask me if I'll be okay
Baby please don't be that way
You know that I need your love
I don't want to be alone
Please just come home
I cant just let go
You know I need your love
I don't want to be alone
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Verse
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Wont be here for long, I'll hit the road
And I don't want to be the one to let you know
That I know that you hate me
I know I've been lazy
So you don't have to lie anymore
I'll just walk out of this door
You'll never see me again
I know we can't just be friends
This shit all worked out in my mind
But I lay in my bed all night
Thinkin about how I'm sorry
I know that you'll never want me.

I Wont Be Here For Long. [+Jannah]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Prod - hobo!
OSSWorld ✨🌐

Lyrics
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Soapia
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You know I need you close
Please just take me home
You know this isn’t fair
Don’t know what to do but stare
I really thought that we could work out
But you’re saying you hate me and i’m hurt now
Your love it makes me blind to how i’m feeling
I feel so numb but I think that i’m healing
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You know I need you by my side
I need you home tonight
I want you in my arms
I know that this is hard
But I promise it’ll work out
Take some time to repair our love now
Your love it makes me blind to how i’m feeling
I’ve been so numb but i think that i’m healing

I Promise It'll Work Out. [+hobo]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - 44clover
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Lyrics
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I miss all of my friends
I dont know where they went
I been feelin rlly dead
And I don't know where I am
Smoking cigs all night
I been feelin rlly down
But you know I'll make it out, if you give me a chance
Wanna see your face again
Poppin pills every night where I've been
They dont know me where I've been
Heard your track I was laughin, like what's this
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I don't know where to go 
I been feeling so low 
My friends left me out, now I'm all alone
But its okay, I'll be okay, just grab my hand, n we'll run away
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You're such a bad liar
Don't talk to me again
Pop this pill, I'm tired
I'll do this shit again
Lets do this shit again like tmr
Pop this pill, living my life in this sorrow
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I miss all of my friends
I dont know where they went
I been feelin rlly dead
And I don't know where I am
Smoking cigs all night
I been feelin rlly down
But you know I'll make it out, if you give me a chance
Wanna see your face again
But I cant, feel like this might be the end.

This Might Be The End. [+44clover]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - Candle
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Lyrics
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I could never switch up on my main friends
I don't know what's going on and I hate this
hate when I'm without you
I just wanna hold your hand and let you know I love you
I know everything I did was wrong
I wanna make it right but its been so long
I wanna make it right I hope you hear this song
hope you don't hate me, don't wanna be alone
crying my eyes out all night long
I just want you here, ill have you all to my own
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and I'm sitting in my room again
wish I could take back like every word i said
nothing goes right I think I need my meds
I'm cutting up my wrists, I just wanna go to bed
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nothings gonna go right if you're not here right by my side
I could never switch up on my main friends
I don't know what's going on and I hate this
hate when I'm without you
I just wanna hold your hand and let you know I love you
I know everything I did was wrong
I wanna make it right but its been so long

I Spoke My Tears. [+candle]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - glorygasp
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Lyrics
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I remember days you would cry in my arms
I close my eyes, shut my mouth, n drift off
I know that you'll be okay without me 
I was just wishing that you wouldn't doubt me
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I know I'll never see you again
that's okay I know we were just friends
I know that you hate me but
I never wanna forget us
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you let go of my heart
and I didn't know why from the start
I'm letting go of my life right now 
throw it in the trash, hit the ground

Never Wanna Forget Us. [+glorygasp]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - Irisv
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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lyrics
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I was sitting there all damn day 
Just hoping that you'd call my name
I know that I'm hopeless
I just wanna live to see what's next
I was sitting there all alone
I know you wont call my phone
I just wanna redo this all right
I'm sorry for everything I did that night
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Can you give me one last kiss
So that maybe I'll wanna live
I know that everything I say is meaningless to you
Please don't throw away everything we've been through
Together, it's so hard 
This weather, its so dark
I hate it, I know we wont make it out of this.

The Last Thing I Wrote. [+irisv]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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I wanna know what makes you smile
What's your story, it's been a while
Since I heard last, how you're doing
You know I love you but I'll keep moving on
I can do it without you, even though I don't want to
So just let me know if you feel alone
I'll run right back
Coz I need you bad
You made my heart beat fast
Please don't let it crack
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Coz I don't wanna bleed out 
Please don't leave me here
I'm dying on the ground
I wanna know what makes your heart sing
It's okay if you don't want me
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What makes your heart sing 
Do you want me
I'm so alone, will you haunt me?
when I'm gone and you're dying
just like I do when you're lying
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I wanna know what makes you smile
What's your story, it's been a while
Since I heard last, how you're doing
You know I love you but I'll keep moving on
I can do it without you, even though I don't want to
So just let me know if you feel alone

What Makes Ur Heart Sing? [+saeyxng]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - Sentecc
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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lyrics
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I remember I was in your room
I was crying out to you
I heard every single word you said
And I didn't know what it meant
I know somethings wrong now
I keep trying to make it out
I know this won't get better
I'm running away hate the weather
I remember calling your name last time
And I'm sorry for every single time I lied
I know that nothing can make it right
Please just give me one more single try
Cause everything can work out
I know everything hurts I'm stuck now
You're running through my mind again
I wanna run away I know I can't
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I remember I was in your room
I was crying out to you
I heard every single word you said
And I didn't know what it meant
I know somethings wrong now
I keep trying to make it out
I know this won't get better
I'm running away hate the weather
I remember calling your name last time
And I'm sorry for every single time I lied
I know that nothing can make it right
Please just give me one more single try
Cause everything can work out
I know everything hurts I'm stuck now

Crying Out To You. [+sentecc & revert]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - Backxster
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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lyrics 
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When I saw you I fell in love
I'll scream your name at the top of my lungs
I need your call, Maria
I wonder if you'll know how I feel
In the end I'll take these drugs
I know its my fault I need your love
You could change how I feel
And fix my life
I feel so alone and I don't wanna die
Make it right, need your call
Will you care when I'm gone?
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Everything changes now
I was running away hit the ground
I know how I feel, I want you 
I know how it's real, I need you, and I feel it
My emotions I cant deal with it
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x2

Fix My Life. [+Backxster]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Soapia
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I know it's hard to trust me but you just have to try
You say I'm something but I know that I'm not
The tears start coming out I'm thinking to much
So many memories forget about us
But its so hard
I just love you
Hate this so much
I just want to 
Know what went wrong
You have poison in your heart
Like a drug I'm just stuck love
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Nubie
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I get stuck looking at your eyes
I'm the worst I hope you don't realize
Off of these drugs hope I don't relapse
Waiting for a text back I know you've seen that
Been off of the X like I need that
I'm off on at the next flight I need you
So what can't you see that
Sipping on this cup
And I'm slurring all my words
Can you be there when it hurts
Please don't make the pages turn
Can you tell me what it's worth
I can't tell you when it stops
Why you pulling at my heart 
And I'll tell you all my wrongs
Can you tell me all your needs
Cause you made my heart beat
Would you leave me if I bleed
Tell me how it feels
I just wish that you were here
Can you tell me if it's real
Hurry I'm all ears
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I know it's hard to trust me but you just have to try
You say I'm something but I know that I'm not
The tears start coming out I'm thinking to much
So many memories forget about us
But its so hard
I just love you
Hate this so much
I just want to 
Know what went wrong
You have poison in your heart
Like a drug I'm just stuck love...

Lost In Your Eyes. w/ Nubie [+saeyxng]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Lyrics
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Girl, is there something I could do to keep you in my arms
It was me & you, I've got this feeling in my heart
its telling me to stop, I know that I cannot
I'm waiting for your text or baby just call
Coz I need your love, I cant get enough
Coz you're all I want, oxys got me gone
I'm a no one, I want something else
Feeling so trapped, let me out your hell
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Think I know just a little bit too much 
Ignorance is bliss, I'm doing too much
Just so you'll like me, I'm lying on the floor
Girl, just let me bleed
So I can come back better
Hearts cracked I still keep it on my sweater
Coz I love you and I want you to know that
Throw my life away coz I feel so bad
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For what I did back then
I just wanna go back to where it ends
Just to say sorry 
Know its my fault
Just know I'm trying 
Coz I'm in love
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Girl, is there something I could do to keep you in my arms
It was me & you I've got this feeling in my heart
its telling me to stop, I know that I cannot
I'm waiting for your text or baby just call
Coz I need your love, I cant get enough
Coz you're all I want, oxys got me gone
I'm a no one, I want something else
Feeling so trapped, let me out your hell... <3

This Feeling In My Heart. [+saeyxng]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - Backxster
HeartSingRadio ✨🌐
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Lyrics
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I was lookin in the sky, all saw I was Star
I'll hold you close, I don't know who you are
But I think that I'm in love
You're playin with my heart
When I saw you that day, hoping we could restart
Please let me kno, ill write it down
Keep you in my heart, please don't let me down
I need you close, need you star
You're far away n its breaking my heart
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So just let me know this one time
when you're close you're telling me my own lies
Hope you know its okay
I know you don't even know my name
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I know you don't know my name 
I promise it is okay
It's been breaking my heart
Ever since the start
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I was lookin in the sky, all I saw was Star
I'll hold you close, I don't know who you are
But I think that I'm in love
You're playin with my heart
When I saw you that day, hoping we could restart
Please let me kno, ill write it down
Keep you in my heart, please don't let me down
I need you close, need you star
You're far away n its breaking my heart
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So just let me know this one time
when you're close you're telling me my own lies
Hope you know its okay
I know you don't know my name

All I Saw Was ****. [+Backxster]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - xanwyd
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Lyrics
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You said you wouldn't hurt me
Just look what you did
Tears all cried out now
I wish you were here
The noise is so drowning 
I cant even hear
You lied to my face
Swear that its okay
I swear I should've known
Its just another day
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That I'm dealing with this pain in my heart
You wanna love on me? its too hard
Coz it feels like I don't have your trust
But I need you, its a must
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Now there's blood, falling down my skin
I just wanna know, are you with him?
Feeling so alone, you left me on my own
And now you're with someone else I don't mind
Ill just cry, its time to give up
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You said you wouldn't hurt me
Just look what you did
Tears all cried out now
I wish you were here
The noise is so drowning 
I cant even hear
You lied to my face
Swear that its okay
I swear I should've known
Its just another day
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That I'm dealing with this pain in my heart
You wanna love on me? its too hard
Coz it feels like I don't have your trust
But I need you, its a must
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Now there's blood, falling down my skin
I just wanna know, are you with him?

Lied To My Face. [+xanwyd]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Feat - @user-767359953
Prod - Neil
#HeartSing 💗💌

Lyrics
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Soapia
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Tell me something I don't know
I know that I'm not okay
I don't wanna feel alone
Don't wanna live another day
Hold me when I'm feelin low
That would make me feel okay
Can you just tell me how
How to make this go away
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Coz there's this pain in my heart that I cant let go
You're the one that I trust can we just go
Far away from this place, I know you hate it
Even though you're the one that made it
Like this, I wanna where I am
Feel so cold and I still don't know who I am
I'll find out in due time but right now
Gotta run coz I really wanna die now
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SB2S8 
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Baby your eyes shine like diamond 
I can't believe you your tongue is under the falsehood 
Well, listen, you can 
Draw a conclusion then jump off 
Like moon knight I don't sleep until night 
In my thoughts I'm preoccupied with money 
Soapia and StillB0rn we give you oxygen 
Baby I'm like a pilot I'm only going for takeoff 
My heart burns and my soul cries 
I'm puzzled by money 
They thought I was crazy 
I live where my heavens are 
my space my world 
In this lore I'm the new lord 
my style is rich 
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Soapia
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Tell me something I don't know
I know that I'm not okay
I don't wanna feel alone
Don't wanna live another day
Hold me when I'm feelin low
That would make me feel okay
Can you just tell me how
How to make this go away
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Coz there's this pain in my heart that I cant let go
You're the one that I trust can we just go
Far away from this place, I know you hate it
Even though you're the one that made it
Like this, I wanna where I am
Feel so cold and I still don't know who I am
I'll find out in due time but right now
Gotta run coz I really wanna die now

Suddenly Suffocating w/STILLB0RN2SH8T [+Neil]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - yashio
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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I don't really understand why you love me
I'm the worst and i feel like I'm nothing
I know that you don't really know me
If you'd save me come and show me
I'm alone here and I'm waiting
Don't wanna feel like I'm a maybe
I wanna love but how they made me
I feel incapable of feeling that lately
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I wanna hear your voice right now
All this pain is dragging me down
Every time we call and we talk
It makes me feel like i can handle my thoughts
And i know that you'll make this alright
I'm the worst but you love me for me
Everyday you're helping me see
Don't have to lie to myself to be
Something that i want anymore
Put an act on to hide my scars
you made me face reality
And now I'd hate for you to hate me
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I don't really understand why you love me
I'm the worst and i feel like I'm nothing
I know that you don't really know me
If you'd save me come and show me
I'm alone here and I'm waiting
Don't wanna feel like I'm a maybe
I wanna love but how they made me
I feel incapable of feeling that lately

The Words I've Kept Repressed. [+yashio]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - takuori
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call
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@NubieLovesMe
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And I'm not saying
That you're saying
That I'm wrong
Cut my chains
Feel this pain inside my heart
Who's to say that you're meant to be alone
Feelings change
But I wanna keep you close
And all those memories
Girl I hope you 'member those
I took another pill
I pray to God I overdose
You're feeling sick of yourself
You feel like running off
I hope you know you're enough
I'll give you my life tulip
And I just hope you know that I love you so much
I love the words that you're saying
I'm missing your touch
I'll kiss on your cuts
I'm speaking your tears
I'll sing for your heart
I just wish that you were here
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call

Couldn't Find The Words To Keep You Near. [+takuori]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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I feel like a no one
You come out of nowhere
You talk about my life
I wouldn't go there
Come into my arms
You say that you love me
I wish I was dead
I don't know why you trust me
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There's cuts on my arms
Blood falls, i watch the stars
You always think its your fault
You should know I know its not
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I feel this spark when we touch
You cant breathe lets share my lungs
I'm crying in your arms
Please just console my heart
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Snow falls, pure white
Just like your eyes
In my dreams tonight 
Feel complete with you by my side
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On the pavement, scream for your help
You put me here, I'm in your hell
Why would you do this to me
Just let me know like truly 
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I feel like a no one
You come out of nowhere
You talk about my life
I wouldn't go there
Come into my arms
You say that you love me
I wish I was dead
I don't know why you trust me
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There's cuts on my arms
Blood falls, i watch the stars
You always think its your fault
You should know I know its not

The Spark When We Touch. [+saeyxng]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - 263jj
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I've got your name, written in my diary
I'm a lame, I don't know who to try to be
I'll never change, I'll sit here dying on my knees
I'll keep lying to myself, all these i don't wanna believe 
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Just call my name please, Im stuck here writing letters
I try the same thing and im not getting better
Protect you heart love, ill keep it on my sweater
I give everything with the hope to get her
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In my arms, It wont take me far
I'm just standing right here, cuts all on my arms
Cant spend another night here, please don't let me know
How you feel i just wanna be alone.
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nubie
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I was crying by myself
Id rather talk to you
But everything has been said
No matter what I do
So I won’t get upset
I promise that I’m through
I’m so mad at the world
I’ll nod off the blue
What I wrote in that letter
What it meant to me
Cause I spilled all my feelings
Got some on my jeans 
And it always gets worse
That is so annoying
So when you moved away
Girl that’s what really tore me
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Soapia
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I've got your name, written in my diary
I'm a lame, I don't know who to try to be
I'll never change, I'll sit here dying on my knees
I'll keep lying to myself, all these i don't wanna believe 
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Just call my name please, Im stuck here writing letters
I try the same thing and im not getting better
Protect you heart love, ill keep it on my sweater
I give everything with the hope to get her

Writing Letters [+263jj]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - onelite
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?
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Kan
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Why u clawin at my heart 
I wish we could restart
I dunno wut to do why does love gotta be hard 
Al I want is u I wanna wrap u in my arms
Look me in my eyes and promise we won’t drift apart 
Everyday I’m high I’m so fed up with life 
I’m writing u a letter with the tears I cry 
I try, I try, I’m always thinking why 
Do I keep my life going everyday I despise 
I wanna cry
I wanna hide
I wanna die cut myself with a knife 
I know I’ve said it a thousand fuckin times 
I’m trapped inside my head and I can’t get outside 
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?



Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

(soap) thank u for listening <3

#heartsing 💖

insta - @soapia.live

discord - .soapia.

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