I don't mean to peer inside your soul but- 
hey now, hey now
don't mean to make you uncomfortable but-
hey now, hey now
are you bleeding?
when you're all alone at home, when there's no one else around to even see it
lock yourself inside your room, in your bed, under your covers, are you hurting?
when you finally come out, after three days isolated
you look beautiful as ever, no one would ever believe it
keep on hurting if you want
they won't ever doubt a thing

they won't ever know a thing

@backxster
it took me 2 days to stop crying
I js took 3 pills it feel like im js fucking dying
break me
hate me
girl I know you hate me
lord please can you save me
why can't I escape me
I know that you blame
while you're the one that played me

bleeding w/ backxster (dimpleb)

chuck and blair
produced by @leoewski, @user-kisuisdivine, @pastelhendrix

lyrics:
my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

you looked way too good, i gave in
(i can't believe i caved in)
can't believe these words i'm saying
(i can't believe i stayed patient)

everybody talks, so what you gotta say?
if it isn't nice, then you can go away
when i'm around you, feel like a throwaway
i was out there, eating cranbulay
i was getting fly, being myself
you didn't like that
you threw me on the shelf

you threw away the trash
like everybody else
like everyone you tried to date
but you never fell
you never fell in love
you never had the chance
well here's your chance right now
do you wanna dance?

i could hold your hand 
till' the morning ends
you could be my girlfriend
i could be your boyfriend
i'ma scoot by you inch by inch
it'll all be true wish by wish

my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

pavement prod. leoewski, k!su, pastel

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

hiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
@m4xyne @yuikase 

close my eyes dont wanna face it
i dont wanna see ur face again
are u sick of what im saying
delete messages that i cant send

cause u keep me up at night 
i wish that i was fine
i wasted so much time trying to be someone else

but u dont seem to love me do u thooo i dont care at all
i just need someone there to keep me close
tearing me apart, into pieces
ur telling me its all my fault im the reason
say it to my face then

@m4xyne
so much in my mind i cant let go
youre the one who keeps me down to earth, youre my rope
with your voice on the phone i dont feel alone
i dont feel alone, with you i feel at home
so much so much i wanna say to you
i could lay with you for a day or a two
i know we gotta go our separate ways
but i cant go a day without thinking of your face

got a hundred things i wanna talk about
im too shy i cant really say it out loud
tell me do i make you proud

close +maxyne (asagao)

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - onelite
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?
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Kan
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Why u clawin at my heart 
I wish we could restart
I dunno wut to do why does love gotta be hard 
Al I want is u I wanna wrap u in my arms
Look me in my eyes and promise we won’t drift apart 
Everyday I’m high I’m so fed up with life 
I’m writing u a letter with the tears I cry 
I try, I try, I’m always thinking why 
Do I keep my life going everyday I despise 
I wanna cry
I wanna hide
I wanna die cut myself with a knife 
I know I’ve said it a thousand fuckin times 
I’m trapped inside my head and I can’t get outside 
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?



Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

sry for the month long hiatus i was in taiwan

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white tee aint nobody like me
white g only here 2 sight see
light speed cant nobody time me
long bleed hoping that u find me

i been gone for so long
now my body so wrong
only havin 1 thought
ur the girl that i want....

i put on js for my bros
hangtime i put that its on my soul
free kick i put ball inside the goal
touchdown with my bros in portugal

scene clipped when i walk in
everybody like to talk but dont walk it
yeah its all white shocks on my watch wrist
say you have no faith baby watch this

white tee (rewind, saig)

##june25 (+@rewind214)

LIGHT UP THE TOWN

K City

yuske - moments

SOLO DANS LA CITY II

(soap) thank u for listening <3

#heartsing 💖

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Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

Soapia

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