prod me @neohnq
ft @jkjmetasco

..... like who r u kiddin

magic ft jkjmetasco

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - onelite
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?
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Kan
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Why u clawin at my heart 
I wish we could restart
I dunno wut to do why does love gotta be hard 
Al I want is u I wanna wrap u in my arms
Look me in my eyes and promise we won’t drift apart 
Everyday I’m high I’m so fed up with life 
I’m writing u a letter with the tears I cry 
I try, I try, I’m always thinking why 
Do I keep my life going everyday I despise 
I wanna cry
I wanna hide
I wanna die cut myself with a knife 
I know I’ve said it a thousand fuckin times 
I’m trapped inside my head and I can’t get outside 
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?



Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

life & coldspades - bleed out [prod. heroz & mental]

@1fangs

lyrics: 

(me)

I just want to get high
and feel alive
meet me at the hideout
i’ll be right there
waiting for you
to return 
back in my arms
where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

it’s hard to say this 
yeah i hate this
cop gucci bracelets
you don’t want these
so complacent 
why you hating 
last week yeah you couldn’t get enough of me
guess we’ll see 
time will tell
but for now 
you put me through hell
oh well
i remind myself that it’s all in my head

I just want to get high
and feel alive
meet me at the hideout
i’ll be right there
waiting for you
to return 
back in my arms
where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

(fangs)

Come back to me, not just in my dreams When I wake alone, it's a nightmare scene It don't feel right, no. It don't feel like home.
Need you next to me, need to feel your pulse Chalk up, I can't get a hold of your phone Tough luck, I don't wanna go to the show alone I know, I could have been better-I know.
I can't keep on acting like I'm alright you know

(me)

where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

back to me w/ fangs (memry)

hurting for so long (hartfxlt + decago)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1etj6k8oLI1etD6Y7KItBB?trackId=3qWcDCUOdlFNzQTYPfFcXh

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tell me that ur right here i guess we went wrong
tell me that ur right here let my body rot
secrets on my back,, i scrub it off
i swear its almost cliche,, ur better off

did u do well without me?? is that the cost
i see our shadows dancing,,, against the wall
i guess its all a chance thing ill take it all
i swear its so enchanting ,, the way we fall

so teach me how to lie like youuuu
swear nobody says goodbye like youuuu
every lie i speak u see right thruuuu
cant fuck up nobody life like uuuuu

ill be dead in the morning
hope that you find me
my lifeless body
all of the parts and the pieces around me
all but a zombie
nobody wants me say that you want me

its so cliché... (february)

most recent clips!

this has been a hard month for me. thank you to all my amazing friends (some of whom are in these clips!) who have supported me and pushed me to go further. i love you all

if you want to use any of these, dm me!!

0:00 — date (sample from kimi no na wa) +@r1yy
1:14 — our sky +@rewind214
2:06 — flora +@jihyo39
3:20 — +@miriyami
4:08 — flutter +@jihyo39
5:05 — july 4th +@moz-103259352

##july25 (+riy +rewind +jihyo +miriyami +moz)

Produced By @pw4prez @177p @sasaengyu
Featuring @cld
Divinity Brothers Have Returned

lyrics;
she hit my line like dokkaebi
heartbeat echo, live your peace
i feel that g6 in my feet
yea im too geeked, no i cant sleep
out in dallas with some g-fazos on, i know i cant crease
that boy fanned out, watching all my stats, he moving like a creep

had 2 cut that weight down
bag used 2 be sprayground
now it's MCM
i stuff that duffel with the K rounds
i would never brag
iv been the type to always stay down
i know that they mad
look like an all star when i play noww
yea

l-l-l li-live over the city, look like skypiea
dontknow why he come around, like whos inviting yaa
me working with you looks like im doing caridad
i guess change is for the better, for any of us
been rapping my ass off
she think im a asshole
u tell me to back off then u taking me back tho
iv been on a bag run, i count till i cant noo
in love with the cash flow, o yea i feel so nuuuumb

@cld
white whip / black interior, move in the shadows
she say she dont want me, im like why u mad tho?
different colored fabrics, money going fast thoo
different colors foreign bands, rainbow in my cash flow
dont go tell our business girl, we just keep it privatee
u keep tryna sound like me, cant do it in the slightest
money counter speeding, never was i the sidekick
keep on listening, know that u just keep on biting

XOXO

#Skypiea w/ @Cld (@BbyGG & @pw4prez & @177p)

@jkjmetasco
SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/album/2v2Q8d5iRbf6EXVNJIRgkA?si=xACltYFCTEmPjmxh95GtqA

we cant be apart w/ jkjmetasco (dec, backxster)

comeback szn

https://www.instagram.com/johnnyrunts
https://www.instagram.com/whyhaze
https://www.instagram.com/emenardvhs
https://www.instagram.com/luvpurpx

johnnyrunts - lake house w/ whyhaze & em1le prod. luvpurp

https://open.spotify.com/track/63fIupzPPqUSdHV8petDtE?si=1d320d2d039f45e9

@2rel @rhekdens @afterstoryx

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got scars on my face and arms i know
im marked up on every part i show
with all of these bruises broken bones
i need you to tell me if you know

i know i said the wrong things last time
i swear i met ur soul in a past life 
im writing all these words just to pass time
i know i heard ur words for the last time

and i know it hurts to see me here
im moving on again
and for what its worth know i mean these words
even if we play pretend

and i know it hurts to see me here
i wish we'd make amends
and for what its worth know i mean these words
can you help me see again

broken bones @2rel @rhekdens (ON SPOTIFY)

(soap) thank u for listening <3

#heartsing 💖

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