here 4 you always

Sun May 25, 2025 7:57 PM
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we are writing a collective story through music

synchronicity 
we could be

(group project)
haha
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Thu Jul 31, 2025 20:43 pink & blue mixing to purple double colored, two toned sunset in LA

2025 Pt. 2

2025 Mix 1

😶

Only With You(prod. Kxzia)

vibrator

jun21.2022 >>
SWAG HABITZZZ:
ᵢ ₐdₘᵢₜ..? ₐddᵢcₜd ₂ ₜₕₐ ZₐZₐₐ
ᵤ dₖ ₘy bᵣₐᵢₙ.. ᵢₘ ᵢₙ ₙᵢᵣᵥₐₙₐ
ₛₕₑ ⱼₛ wₙₜ ₘₑ ₓₓ .ₜₕₙₖ ₛₕₑₛ ₘₒᵣgₐₙₐₐ
bb ₕₒₗ ₘy ₕₐₙd ᵢₗₗ ₜₐₖₑ ᵤᵣ #ₘₘₐₙₐ
ₗₐₙdₑd ᵢₙ ⱼⱼₐₚₐₙ ᵢₘ gᵢᵥₙ ₐᵣₘₒᵣ
ᵢf ᵤ wₙₐ dᵢₑ ᵢₗₗ b ₜₕₐ ₖᵢₗₗₐₕ
ₜₐₖₑ ₐwₐy ᵤᵣ bₗᵤd, ₚᵤₜ ₒₙ ₜₕₐ ₘᵢᵣᵣₒᵣᵣ
ₛₒₗd ₘy ₛₒᵤₗ ₐgₙ ⱼₛ ₄ ᵤᵣ ₗᵢᵥₑᵣᵣ
ₘₐₘₐ ₜₒₗd ₘₑ ₙᵥᵣ gₒ ₒₙ ₜₜᵢₙdᵣ
ᵤᵣ ⱼᵤₛ ₗᵢₖₐ ₘᵢₙᵢₒₙ ₘₐₖₑ ₑₘ ₕᵢₙdᵣ
ₗᵢᵥₙ ₕₑₗₗₐ fₐₛₜ ᵢ dₙₜ ₙd yₐ
ₚₚₗ ᵣ ₛₒ cₒₗd ₂ ₘₑ ₗᵢₖₑ #wᵢₙₜᵣ
ᵢᵥ bₙ ₜᵣyₙₐ fᵢₙd ₛₒₘ₁ ₗᵢₖₑ WYₐ?
ₕw ᵤ fᵢₙₐ ₗₑₐᵥₑₘₑ bₑcₕ ᵤ ₗᵢᵥₙ ₜₕₜ? ₗ
y ᵤ ₐcₜ ₛₒ fᵤₙy bᵣₒ ᵤ ₜₕᵢₙₖ ₗᵢₖₑ ₜₕₜ
ₜᵣₑₐₜ ᵤ ₗᵢₖₐ ₗₐₘₑ dᵤₘb bₒᵢ ₖₚ ₗᵢᵥₙ ₜₕₜ

ᵢₘₐ cᵤₜ ᵤᵣ ₑₛₛcₑₙₛ wᵢₜ ₘy Bₗₐdₑ yₕ yᵤₕ
ₙᵥᵣ cₐₜcₕ ᵤₚ₂ₘₑₑ ᵢₘ ₘy ₒwₙ ₜₕₐₙg yᵤₕ *bₗᵢₙg*
ᵢₘₐ gₗₒₒ bₒᵢ ₙ ᵢ fᵢₙₐ #gₗₒₒₒ yᵤₕ :D
ₛwₐg ₛqᵤₐᵣₑ ₚₐₙₜZzz bₑₐₜ ⱼₑff bₑzₒz yᵤₕ yᵤₕ

prod swaggyb

.｡.:*☆ swag ₛwₐg HabitZzz .. ₕₐbᵢₜZzz ‧͙⁺˚*･Z̵͓̳̗̟̘̆̋̊̆͜z̶͈͗̾͆̾͒͠à̸̛͔̔̉̕

mixd by: me
cover by: me
swag by: us
prod: https://soundcloud.com/owen_sss

yea you told me something sounded super dope
im just being real baby i cant wait to take you home
your eyes they shimmer like the water
it makes me wana jump in
yea sparkles in the air sparkles in the trees
everything to me seems so bubbly
yea something bout her face and her heartbeat
its really like that but x3
its perfect
something bout the stars looks just like a veil
is this that special part where i shed my shell
with you i really care with you i really feel
something bout the moss yea the p0nd is reall
yea your always on my mind but i los3 track of that
then you try to play like theres nothin to that
its rly bout that its rly bout that
its not about the sex girl its not about the sex
got like 40 hours in you
i cant wait to go and do some silly tasks with you
im pickin flowers wit u baby but its in my dreams
pickin flowers wit u baby but its in my dreams :( imy

she was a dream (prod owen s)

spotify link:
https://open.spotify.com/track/1PDelljzAOniVH5W1JIZNu 
ft @downtimeechelon
prod @kurai + @1luvpurp

be alright ft hxikai (kurai + luvpurp)

Chasing Ur High Feat. Desire

When u sleep

here's my remix of cheerleader <3

@porter-robinson

socials: https://hoo.be/wayve

FREE DL

PORTER ROBINSON - CHEERLEADER (WAYVE REMIX)(FREE DL)

nenjixgëmz- legacy (onelite)

nenjixb1emxgëmz- lonely nights on the grid (onelite)

꧁ᬊᬁ𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓉𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎ᬊ᭄꧂

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢤⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⣀⡀⠀⢸⠹⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣻⡇⠀⢀⣀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠞⠋⠁⠒⠒⠒⠻⠽⣷⡷⠻⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⠿⣿⣾⠯⠛⠒⠒⠀⠉⠛⠳⢤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡾⣯⢖⡣⠶⣒⣯⣿⣿⣷⣦⣤⣀⡀⠈⠻⣿⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⡿⠏⠁⢀⣀⣤⣶⣾⣿⣯⣽⣒⠦⣄⡦⣙⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⢀⣴⣻⠟⠁⣠⣴⡿⢿⠸⠋⣿⠹⡿⠛⣿⣿⣷⣦⡀⠈⠹⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⢏⡵⣠⣴⣿⣿⣿⠛⡏⢻⣇⠙⣄⡿⢿⣦⣄⠈⠲⣝⣦⠀⠀⠀
⢀⡰⠿⠞⢁⣴⡿⢻⣿⠀⣿⣆⡼⣿⣧⢃⣼⣿⢸⢁⣽⣻⣷⣝⢎⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣞⡽⣫⣾⣿⣿⡈⠃⣿⣧⡃⣾⣿⢧⣸⣧⠀⢿⡿⣷⣤⠈⠓⠳⣄⠀
⠚⢢⣶⢲⣿⣿⡀⢸⣧⣸⢿⢻⠁⣼⡻⠟⢹⡿⣆⣿⣿⠸⣉⣿⣮⣆⢻⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡟⣞⣽⣿⡉⢏⡟⢷⣴⢻⡏⠻⢻⡇⢸⡟⣿⣆⣾⡇⢸⣿⡷⠰⣶⡜⠓
⠀⣾⠏⢸⣿⣿⢿⣾⡟⢻⢸⣇⢀⣟⣧⣤⣿⡞⠿⣡⣿⣶⣿⡯⢻⣞⠆⢳⠀⠀⠀⢠⡏⠰⣼⠟⢸⢿⣼⣷⣈⢿⣾⣿⣄⣾⢷⣘⣾⡏⠟⣻⣷⢿⣿⣿⡀⢻⣧⠀
⢸⡟⡀⣮⢻⢿⣆⠉⢹⣎⣼⣿⣿⠃⣿⡿⠟⣿⡞⢿⠘⠏⢠⣇⢠⣿⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⢸⠁⠀⣧⡀⣾⡀⠹⢃⠏⢾⣿⠙⡿⢿⠸⣿⢿⣇⣴⠏⠛⣼⣿⣿⣷⠘⣿⠀
⠸⡇⡇⣿⢸⣟⣟⣦⣿⠿⣿⡄⠘⣸⡟⠁⣰⠻⠀⡼⣇⢠⡟⢿⡟⣿⣄⣸⠇⠀⠀⠸⣆⣠⡟⢻⡿⣷⣄⣸⣧⠈⠛⣆⠀⣿⡧⠇⣠⡟⠃⣷⣴⣿⣹⣏⢹⠇⢸⠀
⠀⡇⠁⣿⡟⣿⣝⣾⢿⣦⠀⣿⢦⡿⣷⣰⣿⡄⣠⡇⢸⠁⣿⠈⣰⣿⡼⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣦⣿⡎⠀⣿⠸⠋⣽⣄⣰⣿⣤⣿⣧⣴⢋⢀⣴⣿⡿⣹⣿⢸⢸⠸⡌⠀
⠀⢹⠀⣿⡇⢻⣿⢯⡳⣝⠻⣧⡀⡇⡛⡿⢛⣿⡇⢰⣄⣼⠿⣷⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⣿⣿⣾⠿⡇⣠⠀⢹⣿⡟⡿⢻⠘⢀⣼⢟⣱⢟⣼⡟⡜⢸⣾⢠⡇⠀
⠀⠘⣄⡇⢳⢸⡹⡌⢷⣬⡳⢬⠻⣷⣧⡁⣸⠈⠁⢸⡟⠿⢠⢿⣿⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⢹⣿⡀⠛⢻⠀⠈⢸⡇⠁⣸⡶⠋⠵⣟⣱⡿⣰⢡⢇⡎⣿⢸⠃⠀
⠀⠀⠛⢹⡼⡆⣧⠁⠘⢿⢿⣦⣍⡉⠻⣿⣿⣷⣠⡾⢧⡀⣾⢸⣿⢿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⢿⣾⠁⣧⢀⡜⢷⣤⣾⣷⡾⠋⢀⣠⣶⣿⣿⠃⠋⡞⢸⢣⠻⠏⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⢹⠘⣧⡀⠈⢧⢯⡙⠿⣶⣌⡻⣦⡀⠀⢸⢿⣿⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⣿⢿⡇⠈⢀⣼⣏⡠⣶⠿⢋⣾⡟⠁⢀⣾⢡⣏⡞⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢧⢷⢹⣷⡀⣎⡄⢻⣷⣌⠛⠝⠻⣷⣤⣿⣷⠋⡇⠘⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡸⠙⣸⠙⣾⣷⣠⣾⠟⠋⠈⣡⣶⡟⣸⡽⢠⣾⠃⡞⡜⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣧⠃⢫⣿⢿⣆⠈⠟⣟⢿⣦⣤⣙⣿⣟⠙⡄⢹⣄⠹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠃⣰⠃⣰⠋⣸⣿⣁⣤⣶⡿⣿⠋⠀⣴⣿⣟⡟⠜⡝⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣆⠸⣏⣯⢻⣧⣘⣟⡎⢻⡳⣍⠻⣿⣦⠀⠀⢻⠦⣽⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣯⢾⡏⠀⠁⣼⡿⠛⣩⢯⡟⣰⣿⢀⣾⠟⡾⣹⠃⣼⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⡆⢿⣎⠃⢻⣯⢿⣎⠀⢻⣌⢣⡘⢿⣷⣄⠘⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⣸⠃⣠⣿⡟⠁⠜⣠⠏⠐⣵⣿⡝⠁⠾⣵⡟⣰⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢳⣼⣝⣦⡈⢯⢳⣻⣷⣄⢻⣦⡁⠘⢿⡟⢷⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣧⠞⣹⡟⠁⢀⣴⠟⣠⣾⢿⢿⡆⢀⣾⣻⣷⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠛⠹⣜⣟⢮⣧⠋⠹⡝⣿⣿⣿⡳⣌⣷⠀⠈⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠁⢀⣿⣠⢞⣿⣿⣿⣻⠇⢀⣾⡵⡿⣵⠋⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢎⠳⠙⣿⣄⢻⣞⢯⡳⣿⣌⢻⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢨⠟⣠⡿⢯⠟⣽⠇⣰⡿⢡⢞⡵⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢳⡀⠘⣿⣷⣿⣦⡙⠌⢻⡇⠹⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠋⣨⠞⠁⣡⣾⣿⣿⡿⠁⢫⠞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣆⠘⣟⣮⢳⡻⣦⡀⠹⣦⣹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⣣⡾⠋⢀⣴⢯⡟⣴⡿⠁⣰⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣆⠸⣌⢣⠱⡝⣿⡄⠘⣟⡷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡿⠁⣰⡿⣳⢯⡞⣽⠃⡰⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣆⢿⢦⡡⡙⡌⢿⣆⠘⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠃⣼⡿⣰⠃⢈⡞⣿⡼⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣾⡀⢳⡀⠙⣎⢿⣷⣹⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣧⣾⡟⣴⠃⢠⡏⢰⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠀⠀⢳⡀⠸⣎⠿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⡟⣹⠃⢀⠏⠀⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠳⡀⡿⡄⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡞⢰⢯⣠⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⠷⢿⠸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠁⡧⠾⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡆⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⡟⣸⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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Angel Music - Single

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Loser ft syug spec

Water Spirit - BODY STATIC (feat. tracey brakes)

lifted - tommy ice + kevin kazi + david shawty

HIGHERTHANUUU

(p. synnheaven) || mixed by kyubii.

No way, No way
just make it through the day
ill never let them hate
dont let bad thoughts get to your brain
i know thats hard to say
cus sometimes life can be so strange
life is way more than this
dont doubt it just listen to this
sometimes change is needed
put yourself first, and lead with it

life is hard sometimes you need a backbone
everyone deserves a place they can call home
if you ever feel alone, you can hit my phone
Ill be that safe place– give you a little closure
———
don’t waste your time on me
(You’ll never understand)
Thin line between you and me
(Dead dandelions in my hand)
cause it’s a little bit of this and that
and after this, it really ain’t no coming back
it’s hard to relapse, you’re getting your life back on track
im making it past, so I don’t really have to ask you now…overall, it’s hard to js see you go
I don’t wanna mess up even more
no I cannot match this
(Never no more)
Do my best but I guess it was never good enough
Doesn’t matter anyway, im still stuck inside the dust
Losing all my trust and im rlly losing all my love, never go above it js really takes another touch

(what’s that? She like “boy what’s that? She like “boy…)
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No way, No way
just make it through the day
ill never let them hate
dont let bad thoughts get to your brain
i know thats hard to say
cus sometimes life can be so strange
life is way more than this
dont doubt it just listen to this
sometimes change is needed
put yourself first, and lead with it

life is hard sometimes you need a backbone
everyone deserves a place they can call home
if you ever feel alone, you can hit my phone
Ill be that safe place– give you a little closure
———
What’s that?
She like “boy what’s that?”
I cannot go out like that
You’re going out so sad
Me and Mio making racks, pushing positivity to the max
Okay, you’re mad
They didn’t know we could do it like that
Okay

Tenacity [all plats]

prod @lynyou + me (a little bit, 90% lyn)

lyrics:
and so you know were in this together
i dont wanna move on without you
i dont wanna go on without you
and so you know were in this together
i dont wanna leave this place without you
i know that i made mistakes without you

i pop a pill and then its alright
ive been looking for some ways to make that soul mine
one more time and its all over
ive been looking for somebody but i chose her

now it all goes wrong and i cant pretend its fine
wheres it coming from? lately thats all on my mind
now im on my own again
i look at my phone to feel something
x2

without you

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - onelite
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?
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Kan
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Why u clawin at my heart 
I wish we could restart
I dunno wut to do why does love gotta be hard 
Al I want is u I wanna wrap u in my arms
Look me in my eyes and promise we won’t drift apart 
Everyday I’m high I’m so fed up with life 
I’m writing u a letter with the tears I cry 
I try, I try, I’m always thinking why 
Do I keep my life going everyday I despise 
I wanna cry
I wanna hide
I wanna die cut myself with a knife 
I know I’ve said it a thousand fuckin times 
I’m trapped inside my head and I can’t get outside 
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
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We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?



Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

yaa yaaa yaa yaaa yaaa
i got dat stick in my bag
dey hatin on me its okay
lil bih talkin sweet...is she ok?
lil bih talkin sweet n im like why
lil nigga talk down know dat he gon die

i jus been on my grind
im in da trap hanging wit my guys
dat nigga act tuff no u aint that guy
why yo bih all up on my line
howd u get backdoored by your slime
ya i hang wit my bros and i jus get fried
nigga wont slide he jus talkin shit
im up saks fifth wit ur bitch

im up in saks fith w yo ho
i got a badger on me n it blow
i got a bad bih wit me she on go
whole crew got sticks gi joe
u is a broke nigga and it show
hella shooters n they aim at yo fro
hella money spend some racks onna coat
lame ah nigga tryna steal my flow

feel like kyrie inna mask
juggin yo shi u wont get it back
they see me getttin rich n thats why they so mad
lookin at pictures missin what we had
he talkin down then we finna attack
hunnid rounds and they go through your back
two sticks call em jenny and jack

kyrie (kappafvr)

Dream girl prod onelite

nOBODy 2 lOVe

Ross Recording - Guitar, ukulele, production
Mia Stegner - Vocals and lyrics
Nick Montopoli - Violin
Andrew Meade - Photography

Putting The Pieces Back Together

天国/cover

(soap) thank u for listening <3

#heartsing 💖

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