It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all💔💔😿

all plats  :D
prod @1ello5k & @tommy7
mastered by @chriad


im all urs
keep me close
2 u ofc
or else ur too far
ive been on my own
my world’s getting grey 
think of u everyday
hoping u wont go away

i was wishing u wld b the one im holding 
i hope that ur next to me in my last moments
i was walking to ur house
i was trynna talk it out
never thought that i’d become a fool for romance

i was trynna talk it out
u were trynna ruin everything 4me
u& me is breaking
over n over its always the same thing
i promise that i ain’t ever changing 

i understand if we r growing apart
i can feel it in my heart
that it’s all so wrong
hate my voice
hate my everything 
idk what’s happening:/
this road that im heading in
man im dreading it

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hoping you won't go away (ello x tommy7)

@ripwarheart + @kentaxo
ft. @aftrrs

im never tired of her
im never tired of fam 
when i go sing to the birds
im only thinking of them
im only thinking of us
i dont need no one in advance
need someone to understand
and you're my best helping hand

yes im still in love
ill keep it a buck
i still wanna cuff
man this girl on me
and i know this shit is tuff
looking at her stuck
yes im still in love
give you all my heart
but its not enough

why would you waste my time
put it right to the side
everything bout you died
you wanna waste your life
baby you wanna waste your pride
why would you switch for ties
and im in a hotel with my bros up
kicking it like liu kang with my toes up

still in luv

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still in luv w/ aftrr (prod. warheart & kentaxo)

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - yashio
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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I don't really understand why you love me
I'm the worst and i feel like I'm nothing
I know that you don't really know me
If you'd save me come and show me
I'm alone here and I'm waiting
Don't wanna feel like I'm a maybe
I wanna love but how they made me
I feel incapable of feeling that lately
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I wanna hear your voice right now
All this pain is dragging me down
Every time we call and we talk
It makes me feel like i can handle my thoughts
And i know that you'll make this alright
I'm the worst but you love me for me
Everyday you're helping me see
Don't have to lie to myself to be
Something that i want anymore
Put an act on to hide my scars
you made me face reality
And now I'd hate for you to hate me
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I don't really understand why you love me
I'm the worst and i feel like I'm nothing
I know that you don't really know me
If you'd save me come and show me
I'm alone here and I'm waiting
Don't wanna feel like I'm a maybe
I wanna love but how they made me
I feel incapable of feeling that lately

The Words I've Kept Repressed. [+yashio]

with @counterxo and @clay0127 prod @yashio20k @hartfxlt

lyrics:

(xternalz)

its not the same now
cause im lying face down
i just miss the way that we used to be
i cant face it
oh i cant take it

and if i could close the distance now
i would see you in my room
or see you on the couch
i'd do all i could
i'd do all i could

(clay)

i feel the rain, withered, wear me down
wash away and drain me out
only ever holding on
youll never find me standing proud
shoulders slumping over
like a boulders covering me now
im searching for closure
in an open casket
bury me now
dont come no closer
its only pain when i come around
post trauma hasnt left
now im alone and staring up at the clouds
i hope youre watching me
cause im still hearing every sound
and i still see you in my room
searching for solid ground

(counter)

It feels so different
I’ve been so distant
You hear what I say but will you actually listen?
We can’t be afraid to make the harder decisions
What we thought was fate gets in the way of our vision
See your ghost in my room
Your eyes in the stars, they light up with moon 
I try to get out, but my past just consumes my head
I need you here instead

(xternalz)

its not the same now
cause im lying face down
i just miss the way that we used to be
i cant face it
oh i cant take it

and if i could close the distance now
i would see you in my room
or see you on the couch
i'd do all i could
i'd do all i could

distance

distance w/ clay & counter (hartfxlt + yashio)

Produced by @shyne2400
featuring @h3artch3rades
this is for you
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lyrics;
[@uxiexo]
your ex man, he old news
i'm the one you talk to
tell me if you want to
say "uxie i want uu"
scars on me, im so bruised
we connect like bluetooth
i could say 1000 words
it's still not enough for Uu

Hmu i'll be right there
we pop out, they stop and stare
hysteric glamor what you wear
v12 hear the tires tear
your love, i could never share
never changing, im right here
watch the snow fall
watch it landing in your hair

[@h3artch3rades]
disappear and reappear
don't you act like i don't care
i'm a sucker for a love story so i'll treat you fair
you plus me the perfect pair
in my own words i'm sincere
causation and reaction can often times treat you well
don't turn on me when you want
i thought it was all a front
but now i don't need convincing
it's only you in my vision
if your mind's inconsistent
then look inside of your heart
it's a new kind of vision
i said a new kind of vision

[@uxiexo]
your ex man, he old news
i'm the one you talk to
tell me if you want to
say "uxie i want uu"
scars on me, im so bruised
we connect like bluetooth
i could say 1000 words
it's still not enough for Uu

baby you're my savior
one day, ima marry her
dont know what i think about
i think im a failiure
dont know what to say to you
idk whats scarier
future with me Losing You
or a future with me staying here

one day i'll marry her w/ h3artch3rades (shyne)

tired ft. gens (34n & okmax)

i jus be stuck in my head
dunno where this shit gon lead
i wanna fuck with that bitch
she wanna get on her knees
she wanna fw the king
she wanna fw the man
she wanna fw the boy
but i gotta get outta here
every single day
sittin with the pain
wish i had some motherfuckin novocaine
thousand mg straight down my gullet
or maybe my head gon take that bullet
i dont got nobody loving me, nobody loving me, nobody showing me care 
all of those times i was in my room, crying, bawling, wish u were there
i jus be thinkin bout what ppl think about me and i swear to god that shit unfair
ion even think its reality but my brain be tellin me that they stop and they stare
im not the man that i see in the mirror
im just a skeleton covered in skin
i thought the pain would go away but nobody ever wanna let me in
ion got nobody to forgive my sins
ion even believe in that shit
ion even believe in god
i feel like this shit is the end
i feel like im goin down
every day straight to the pit
all these hoes shallow asf, so fuck that bitch

stuck in my head

prod @spaceboyry @noahsuri
feat. @1drms
master @noahsuri

@noahsuri
@undeadlifestyle

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@noahsuri
seh dich nicht hab angst dich zu vergessen
ja ich tuhe alles um das blatt zu wenden 
kann nicht mehr will die zeit nicht mehr verschwenden
ja ich frage mich ist das unser ende

ich komm nicht voran, stecke fest im Schlamm
was ist ein blick von dir, ich geh auf in flammen
ich komme nicht zurueck es ist mein untergang
doch ich kaempfe gegen an und das tagelang

@1drms
got me stressed and i cant come closer
frage mich was wär' doch ich hab so angst
i wont switch, i wont ever falter
und ich krieg kein schlaf, bae du hälst mich wach
when i go to sleep i cant stop thinking bout u
like a spirit in my head but i can haunt too
baby lets switch up the pace show me virtue
tell me why i show u love yea i cant love u

vergessen ft. drms (spaceboyry suri)

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The Words I've Kept Repressed. [+yashio]

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