-- submission track for the https://soundcloud.com/svrenmusic beat battle ❀ --

lots of love to Rose for making this contest, I had a lot of fun! ❤
I hope you like this~ thank you so much for listening.

that star that I couldn't reach

free dl

𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 ✧

surprise bday drop!! :3

last year was fucking CRAZY. i moved out, got started on HRT and i've just been chillin and it's been so awesome both for me mentally and creatively. i've genuinely never felt more alive than i do now, like for the first time i feel like i can just be myself and not give a fuck about what others think about me.

i appreciate all the support on my recent songs, it means a lot to me that you guys love my stuff as much as i do. i don't plan on stopping anytime soon.  <3

WHO CARES A FUCK??

https://soundcloud.com/aspectt/spiritwyrm

28/10/23 - 05/03/24 (re-mixed and mastered 05/03/25)
3/11

The name comes from the band "Noah and the whale" which is a band me and my mother used to listen to

This song has taken the longest to figure out in terms of meaning, it's pretty weirdly structured, very chaotic, vague, but still wholely sincere
and then it hit me: this song is about my mother, alot of the characteristics of this song really come from her personality and I guess in a sense it's written about our relationship
I love my mother, she's one of the most chaotic, unapologetically "themself" people, and I owe a lot of things I like about myself to her, and I guess I underestimated how much influence she could have in my own art.
I struggled figuring out a name or identity for this track for so long, and I remember going to the shop with my mother and she made a random throwaway comment saying "I wonder if you sat here long enough if you would see everyone you'd have ever met?" and that just hit me really hard and I wrote it down as fast as I could.
In terms of lyrics it's less connected to parents and mothering, but a lot of that notion of sitting in one place and actually seeing everyone you've ever known, and that space inbetween reminiscing and when another person would come along, and how hard we try to avoid confronting ourselves and our own flaws, or even mortality in a sense? the latter half is more linked into parenthood and growing up in general, realising in the space between how your childhood has died, and that all the younger versions of you have died along with it, and you sort of "shed" yourself each and every day, leaving traces of past yous behind, but it doesn't get any lighter, and you still learn new things about yourself, like how much you love your parents, and realising that they were never "bad" parents, they were just trying their best; and there's nothing more you could ask of them than that.

[LYRICS]
And they say "if you sit in one place long enough, you'll see everyone you've ever known"
Well I've seen everything and everyone I know

Are you scared of what's inbetween?
(Can I get what I want?)
And I'll move mountains from their place
(will you?)

And the sky is mourning
the death of your childhood
(reflection)

there's mould growing, on my walls again
there's mould growing on my walls again
am I supposed to be grateful?
am i supposed to be grateful

The Whale

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kF745kNXCLA
1. leroy - snare of a lifetime
2. ✾Haruhi Suzumiya✾ - （╹◡╹）
3. ava - that's one thing i wanna know
4. xaev & trustt - FUTURE-SIGHT
5. sinnai - onguliti
6. z u y a - NOSENSE!!!!
7. Syuenn - 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓷𝓽 𝓪𝓼𝓭𝓯𝓴𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓭𝓯𝓴𝓵
8. Disc Channel - id never guess the sample
9. Syzy - Just another song about love
10. ava - "my son turned out fine" your daughter's new song is 200 bpm
11. MARAUDA - Avoidable Cause (CamaCon Remix)
12. Space Laces - This Way
13. DVEIGHT & Knoir - FISH OUT OF WATER
14. lingoturbo - Stab Roller
15. Frost Children & Danny Brown - Shake It Like A (Jane Remover Remix) [Syzy Version]
16. aoi08 - j9fqo80fdgcr
17. Mylta & VOLTA - STAR STAR STAR (ava Flip)
18. raiwinnn - strafing!
19. tsubi club - re:laced up
20. Syzy - Industry Corporate Freak (ava Edit)
21. Jane Remover - Fadeoutz

maya @ HIDEOUTFEST 4

made this lil thing for fun did a remix a while ago thought about redoing it to see how much iv grown c: original by @jedwill1999

Jedwill - Garden (prod. Camoufly) [Sobi remix!]

like the world is 0URS [+ randy]

a lil koan and savant inspired track
thank yall for 400!

[ROCK IT] (Original Mix)

FUCK that bitch at the club who did my friend wrong

club murder

Heart

Why is it so bright out? 

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What started as something small turned into something else