even in my dreams
everyone gets what they want but me
and that's why i cry
every time i try to sleep

still can't look you in the eye
i'm afraid of what i'll find
and it keeps me up at night
i've been tryin, but i just can't seem
to get you out my mind

when the day comes that i start 
to remind you of all the girls
that made you cry
i'll be waiting with my arms
open wide, to let you push my memory
aside

still can't look you in the eye
i'm afraid of what i'll find
and it keeps me up at night
i've been tryin, but i just can't seem
to get you out my mind

(recorded and mixed in my bedroom. 2024)

peach state

sockbrain