@notlayo

,,,

(me)
i don’t wanna lie
but i just might
cuz i don’t really wanna talk about my life
so i get bored, lay outside, look at the sky
in the broad daylight 
and if you look at shit through my eyes
you’ll understand my despise 
you’ll kill all the butterflies 
my unexistent blime

overdose on prescription 
grey saturation floods my skin
there’s no such thing as winters bliss
so i take a knife and carve into 

"take your pills and you’ll be fine"
that’s what they say to you to keep you alive
just pay a large amount to save your life 
that’s not what you should do 
so it’s best you heal starting tonight

(@notlayo)
hate the way that you act
but i’m not any better true that *true that*
see me when i walk out the door
you never wanted to stop me
guess i’m gone
you’re eating me girl, you’re a cannibal *stand by*
girl you’re doing to much
girl i’m holding on enough
can you let the time be, girl i’m stuck *ya*

do you even care about me
cuz i got a feeling that you don’t
saying everything is my fault 
and i never do a single thing at all
i’m not ur bitch, i’m not ur doll
i’ll do my best to stand tall
even when you’re throwing me at the wall
girl can you let the time be oh oh

(me)
"take your pills and you’ll be fine"
that’s what they say to you to keep you alive
just pay a large amount to save your life 
that’s not what you should do 
so it’s best you heal starting tonight
x2

need to walk outside, my life’s a plateau 
so many houses in sight but not my home
best way of reaching out is letting go
i know it hurts you now but i promise that you can take it slow

pills w/ josh sinclair

this song bangs 

hey 
dont tell me you ache
just put on the brakes
look what youve became
and tell me what you see

look what i have sculpted into you
a rise interrupted, its nothing new
my fault that youre aching
so dont try to save me
go and look at me and flee

come walk with me
lets sink in the sea
ill open the door to the fall leaves
i remember the days where we stayed by the trees
what have i done to me

look what i have sculpted into you
a rise interrupted, its nothing new
my fault that youre aching
so dont try to save me
go and look at me and flee
as you saw me plea
and drop to my knees
you leave and i scream
"please dont forget me, dont forget me"

sculpted

would-be lullaby

there’s this girl that i’m dreaming of
she scrambles my mind all up
she’s the only one i see as love
future projectors showing us

in your head am i dead
or another worn out used car
don’t leave again
i miss your texts 
no matter how far

baby won’t you stay by my side
the books we read are burning my eyes
i hate that you’re not with me tonight 
i swear i’ll regret this for all of my life

im too used to change 
but i don’t think i’ll take you leaving me so easily
i’ll break out my chains
i’ll move out my state 
just to see your face so vividly 

tell me please
do you like the songs i sing
what’s the point in building things
just to break them down, repeat

i see you shining through the seams
i wish i wasn’t a black sheep
too tired to eat, too hungry to sleep
you didn’t cut me, but i still bleed

baby won’t you stay by my side
the books we read are burning my eyes
i hate that you’re not with me tonight 
i swear i’ll regret this for all of my life

books

i won’t lie
girl i miss holding your hand
i opened insta and i saw u with a man
hope ur new dude makes u happy like i can’t 
i’m fucking useless and i’m ugly and i’m bland
kill that pussy then i do a lil dance 
hunnid bandz in my pocket and i spend it on some pants
you comment on my songs 
lil bitch u r a fan
this dudes a cracker AND he’s racist omm he’s in the klan

he wont look me in the eyes up in school
this dudes a scaredy cat 
i swear he’s scooby doo 
that pussy only hates me cuz i’m fucking cool
met his girl just the other day
i made that shawty drool
and i don’t wanna talk to u
girl we had so many plans
then you knocked the screw
girl you’re making me lose color
girl i’m blue

i shoulda known

i don’t wanna talk about her
but she always gonna come in first
something bout her always makes shit blurred
“just remember why you hate her”
way back, way back in the day
way before i even saw your face
i made racks, made stacks, made plays
and now i’m in a fucking sorry state
you just suck the fun up you dumb cunt
you make shit you break shit; confused love
a new cup a new drug; a breakup
a forced quit a new slit a damn dud
you told me you wanted to take things slow
you cant reach out until you let shit go
i coulda sworn my love woulda helped u grow
but now u swear i left you in the cold
i don’t wanna talk about her
but she always gonna come in first
something bout her always makes shit blurred
“just remember why you hate her”
way back, way back in the day
way before i even saw your face
i made racks, made stacks, made plays
and now i’m in a fucking sorry state

blurred

produced by josh sinclair 
co-written by josh sinclair <3

rly wna know where ur coming from
dont tear it all apart when its coming down
when u dont care at all, all u know is gone
b4 the moment breaks free u just gotta have fun

have fun have fun 
have fun have fun have fun

take a picture, let it save to the camera
girl ur brave, i would never leave my love in the dust
ur a pain, i would never give a fuck what u want
cuz in the end, baby girl, im just gonna have fun

have fun have fun have fun
have fun have fun have fun

she feel the static
ya bitch; she get fanatic
keep a blick, hollow tips, its a semi automatic

have fun

demo for song on my upcoming album

walking through your neighborhood
i can make it far along
if you try to see
what glistens in me
we can make it dont fall asleep
doesnt matter what you see in dreams
just take my hand and follow me
my bodys made of clay for you
mold me into the perfect shape you view
would you question my attempt 
to be your one and only friend
empathy has only destroyed my mind
can you make it right?

clay mold (demo)

today i had my last cigarette
gonna make my hair fall right off of my head
that face you make when i say you're the best
it makes me feel as if you've opened up my chest
dont push me away please
you see how im greying
ive lost my glow, baby
grown tired of waiting
lets see how you make me
so will i need saving
a blanket of daisies
a dove that could take me
it was my last cigarette forever
i should've kept it
something to remember
today i wondered if you ever told the truth
the day you want me, i promise the moon
today i had my last cigarette
i wish it was with you

last cigarette

thirteen

yo i’m sock.. i like to chill and make money yup
@quiversalleyway

blurred

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