novemberthirtieth, twentytwentyone.
produced by anvii.
mixed/mastered by bb & anvii.
featuring @tropes777.
4/5

[anvii]
take ur time
to think bout what ur gonna say
dont be shy
come walk with me along the sand

come along with me
so much fun behind the wheel
but i hope that u know that this is the road to the end

[tropes]
place u know
i place my hand up on ur shoulder
but thats too low
you talk too low and now im older
but i cant explain, the way i think
its so hard to function the way i did
its all the same, and ill i do's complain
how am i expected to live like this
i run
farther than i have done
the fastest that i have gone
and none of this has ever been fun
like get me away

[anvii]
ur wasting ur time
go live ur own life again
now go say goodbye
theres no use to try it again

stream

come along with me

prod. nixx ♡

> lyrics <

cuts on my back and now i'm just vacant
showed u to all my friends
now they're gone and i wanna be dead
getting out of bed past 7
park my car under the stairwell
chillin in the backseat listening to 9tails
dunno what i did last night
got scars on my arm all i know how to do is cry
and i'm blinded
eyes are bloodshot and beaten
from crying
moving too fast at a dead-end

i wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
i  wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
pulled up in my white tee
know that u don't like me
blood is swirling down the drain
i know this isn't healthy
staring in grain thru my window
if i left this earth, wonder where i'd go

can't sleep at night with u in my head
lie awake in my bed
going thru memories of the places we've been
and the things that u said
wide awake and ur on my mind
i can't go cus i'm wasting time again
losing sleep, cleaning shirts with bleach
cause i painted them red

i wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
i wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
pulled up in my white tee
know that u don't like me
blood is swirling down the drain
i know this isn't healthy
staring in grain thru my window
if i left this earth, wonder where i'd go

tearing me down like again and again
and i contemplate if i'd be better off dead
walking thru pages this smile i'm masking
the years that go by wonder if i'll be asking
WHERE ARE U NOW?
WHERE ARE U NOW?
I MISS THE TASTE OF UR LIPS AND UR SOUND
I CAN'T STOP MY HEART FROM BEATING SO LOUD
U TOLD ME U LOVED ME THEN U TORE ME DOWN
u tore me down in the back of the deep end
pull my head under it's where i will keep it
don't regret all our time and our secrets
retreating alone in my daybed

scars

prod. nixx <3 x michael harrison

> lyrics <

there's smoke in the air it's my breath i'm inhaling
i walk on this earth while i'm broken and bleeding
if u don't see my face just know that i'm leaving
i look at the moon but can't shake off the feeling
of being alone i just stare at my ceiling
got bags on my eyes cus i know i'm not sleeping
can't look at myself idk if i'm healing
see us in my memories now i'm deleting
i told u i wanted to take myself
u said i was selfish didn't offer no help
and now i'm stuck writing these songs about u
it's the only thing keeping me here and i know
i'm wasting my time
i'm wasting my life
got no friends to call and i lay back and cry
was told that it's temporary i'll be fine
but i can't remember the last time that my smile was wide

i'm losing my track of the days
i wonder if i'll be okay
i'm staying alone and i'll turn off my phone
cus no one talks to me anyway
ROTTING AWAY BEARING PAIN
I HOLD IT SO CLOSE TO ME
CAN'T HELP BUT ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES
SLOWLY DYING FORGETTING TO BREATH
I THINK SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH MY BRAIN
I'VE BECOME THE ENEMY
ENGRAVING UR NAME WITH MY BLADE
NOW THERE'S SCARS FOR ETERNITY
always thinking of going away
no one talks to me anyway
i'm losing my track of the days
i wonder if i'll be okay

engrave

lyrics:

you wanna bring me down
but i don't care anymore
why do i feel like i wanna disapear
from here
why do i kneel to your lack of sincerity
feel free

understand the times
dealing with the tides
reading in between the lines
there's no place to hide

there's no place to hide

you got the look of an angel
when did you fell from the sky?

why do i feel 
like i wanna disapear
from here
why do i kneel to your lack of sincerity

understand the times
dealing with the tides
reading in between the lines
there's no place to hide

there's no place to hide

ephemeral

oceans - bbdalena x bliind lynx 
prod. narxi

take me as i am
i dont want another moment to waste uh uh
so take me as i am
i don’t want another pretty face
so you’re killing me don’t leave me alone
i’m so empty
i know, I’m crazy
but maybe 
you can take me as i am
you can take me as i am
i cant face your eyes
reconcile 
do you believe or whats it gonna be 
i feel in debt to you
cause we’re oceans away

can you take me back
i wanna relapse off you
look at the mountain in the sky
with a river flowing down

we’re oceans away
can you hear me callin’
i’m screaming your name 
you look good my darlin’
i’m yellin’ at the moon
black looks so good on you
wanna take it all off
will you let me into your arms
into your arms
take me as i am so we can be free
take me as i am
tonight

Oceans

lyrics: 

cause i tried to
to let you know
and I feel lost
and so confused

i feel its you
conflicted
I feel it's me

but it's not 
it's not

i feel so terrified
from myself
you think I'm a game
but I'm not

conflicted / alone

spotify

conflicted

make it home

THE BLACK SHEEP

purity: the trinity

whats it in for me

A rap-metal flare shot into the void: mortality is coming, so I burn brighter, louder, and unapologetically, right now.

While I Can

[Verse 1]
I kept my vow beneath the ground,
Where oaths decay but still resound.
My armor hums with years of grief,
Each dent a mark, each scar belief.
The torchlight dies; I do not see,
The dark remembers more than me.

[Pre-Chorus]
Through hollow halls where echoes fade,
I weigh the souls the Order made.

[Chorus]
Take my faith, it’s all I own—
Rust and sorrow, flesh and stone.
Face the gate and prove your name,
Only truth endures the flame.
Take my faith, it’s all I own—
Rust and sorrow, flesh and stone.

[Verse 2]
Once they called me keeper, shield,
Now I guard what time concealed.
Their banners gone, their vows are dust,
Yet still I hold their broken trust.
One eye gone to judgment’s glare,
One to see what isn’t there.

[Pre-Chorus]
Through hollow halls where echoes fade,
I weigh the souls the Order made.

[Chorus]
Take my faith, it’s all I own—
Rust and sorrow, flesh and stone.
Face the gate and prove your name,
Only truth endures the flame.
Take my faith, it’s all I own—
Rust and sorrow, flesh and stone.

[Bridge]
No dawn, no hymn, no mortal sound,
Just trials buried underground.
Their hands once raised are bones today,
But still I watch, I do not sway.
The faithful sleep; I still remain,
Bound to purpose, bound by chain.

[Chorus]
Take my faith, it’s all I own—
Rust and sorrow, flesh and stone.
Face the gate and prove your name,
Only truth endures the flame.
Take my faith, it’s all I own—
Rust and sorrow, flesh and stone.

[Outro]
Not another step, you’ll see—
Mercy ends the same as me.
In the dark, I keep my vow,
No redemption—only now.

whats it in for me

sodistilled

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