I'm in a really dark place, I'm in constant pain and suffering from my illness and failing health, I'm hurt by a few people I really thought I could count on, and I'm lonely. I feel like each day I wake up, not for me, but for my family and my friends. I no longer wish to be here, or try anymore because I forget what it feels like to be happy for more than a few moments. 
   I feel like I've given up on me, along with many people in my life who have also given up on me. though music is doing really well for me at this point, what's it all worth through the unrelenting suffering? Sorry for the rant, I'm not going to do anything to harm myself. I'm just really lost and I feel like I want to be open about my life as it has a lot to do with the music I make. I'm tired, and I can not endure much more pain of existence in my circumstances. if you believe in God please pray for me, and if you don't please keep me in your thoughts because I'm running out of will power lately trying to act like I'm doing ok.


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Built Upon Broken Foundation

29 y/o multi-instrumentaslist/record producer/songwriter out of South Florida with releases on League of Legends, Riot Games Music, Chillhop Music, bitbird, Stereofox, Good Society LA, and many more :) currently Healing my relationship with music and life <3

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Built Upon Broken Foundation

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