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Story:
2019년 여름, 어느 일요일이었다. 여느 고삼이 그렇듯, 미래에 대한 고민으로 우울했던 나는, 동네를 걷다 우연히 턱시도 무늬를 가진 고양이를 만났다. 고양이는 음식물 쓰레기를 뒤적거리고 있었다. 그 모습을 본 순간, 나는 아무 생각도 할 수가 없었다. 그저 멍하니 그 고양이를 바라보고 있었다. 

동정심이었을까, 고양이에게 나를 투영시킨 것일까, 그냥 단순히 다음날 등교를 해야 한다는 사실이 서글펐을까, 이유는 기억이 나지 않는다. 그날의 감정을 잊지 않고자 이 곡을 썼는데도 불구하고.

그러나 이 곡을 들으면 그날이 머릿속에 그려진다. 익숙한 풍경, 늘 같은 자리에 있던 건물들, 매일 마주치는 친구들. 이제는 어쩌면 꿈같은, 그날의 나로 돌아가는 망상을 하며 음악을 듣는다. 결국 나에게 남는 것은 과거에 했던 고민 따위가 아니라, 행복했던 기억이었다.


It was a Sunday in the summer of 2019. As with any student, I was depressed by worries about the future. Then one day, while walking around the neighborhood, I happened to meet a cat with a tuxedo pattern. The cat was rummaging through the food waste. The moment I saw it, I couldn't think of anything. I was just staring blankly at the cat.

Was it sympathy, was it projecting me to the cat, or was it just sad that I had to go to school the next day? I don't remember why. Even though I wrote this song to remember the feelings of that day.

However, when I listen to this song, I can imagine the day. Familiar scenery, buildings in the same spot, friends I encounter every day. Now, I listen to music with a delusion that goes back to me on that day, maybe like a dream. In the end, what remained for me was not the worries I had in the past, but happy memories.

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