if it's what I wish u wish

1st @user-411557229 | 2nd @emptychest | 3rd @kuriositylol | 4th @northshoremusic
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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

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prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

follow spotify!

sludge (clear purple)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

forever and after

cover art is by aztrosis !!!!!!!!

nothing much .o*

taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

Like me (prod. SUNSET* x teirusu)

imstill

not worth saving

with @cloudhighcomeup
produced by @prodbybrody

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-alive-lyrics

spotify

alive (ft. cloudhighcomeup)

Timeout

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/53J39xVaQgctovcJ8q5DSV?si=PTfNaKmVSI2IJkFEuPoscw

LYRICS:
oh i know its all a game
all this time i felt the same

was he really that mean to you?
youre better of without him and im sure
one day youll laugh at everything but everytime you think of him youll understand
what i tried to do
i tried to help you 
i tried to help you  

was he really that mean to you?
youre better of without him and im sure
one day youll laugh at everything but everytime you think of him youll understand
what i tried to do

i wanna know
and i wanna know
and i wanna know
and i wanna know
and i

and it dissolves in the end
after all i was your friend
i know its just a feeling
a feeling i cant shake
but we'll get through it like every other time

meanie

pre save my album 'roses' dropping april 17th <3

lyrics ~
oh i've never known someone like u
if you want i'll survive through
every lie that you tell me
though you'll always be the death of me
despite the issues that i'm dealing with
it's all a game remember this
i'll pick your heart and play with it
cos it's all that gives me confidence

to go around
and break your heart

oh i wonder
if this life could get any better
i tried
to be the one you fantasised 
i lost it
yeah you tried to call me weak
when i cried
this could be our own little paradise

oh i've never known someone like u
if you want i'll survive through
every lie that you tell me
though you'll always be the death of me
despite the issues that i'm dealing with
it's all a game remember this
i'll pick your heart and play with it
cos it's all that gives me confidence

oh i could spare a minute if you need it
threw away your purpose then you spoke to me
is there any reason to be over this?
i could reminisce but i don't think that i'd remember anything
woke up to another missed voicemail
they say they wanna talk but they didn't say i had to
sky blue from the start to the end
have my say then i'm out
why you gotta act so innocent?

'cos i'm falling away from you
yeah i'm falling away from you

oh i've never known someone like u
if you want i'll survive through
every lie that you tell me
though you'll always be the death of me
despite the issues that i'm dealing with
it's all a game remember this
i'll pick your heart and play with it
cos it's all that gives me confidence

PRE-SAVE MY ALBUM

~ death of me

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

Crying Wolf

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just happy to be here

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

Crying Wolf

Softheart

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