Bbyifuluvme

https://soundcloud.com/idletears
https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

lyrics:
until my heart stops beating 
and when my lungs stop breathing 
i thought i cared 
it’s losing all its meaning 
i’m unprepared 
i f*ck it for no reason 

i took the blame to say 
how you couldn’t try this
i’m living every day 
and i know i f*cked it up 

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know, you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo, i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on, to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone, i’m alone 

no reason to believe me
im so f*cked up, im so crazy
and the thought of you leavin
makes me wanna keep drinkin
in my past life 
bet i knew u so well
will you keep me held down?
i dont see the sun now
cuz u never come around

im too far gone
and done grievin
no more sad songs
im done dreamin
all my vices
comsume me
i keep racin
wont stop movin

you mightve bit off more than you can chew
its so wrong how you dont think about me whenever you move
thought we were past this
youre made of plastic
i know that lovin me's a lot
never worth more than a thought, no

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know 
you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo 
i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on 
to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone 
i’m alone

alone

idle tears - alone (ft. yesterday)

produced by @nate2timezz
https://www.instagram.com/nate2timez/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-Q38WLmEL_MqpMR5T18Ojg
https://twitter.com/nate2timez?lang=en

Lyrics:
Down bad 
Cant cry but i want i too
Down bad
All these bitches make me sad

Down bad
Get high think about you 
Down bad
Cause my ex

i miss the sex
All of the cuts that you left
While you drinking from my neck
Double suicide bet

Dont miss the drama that fed
Into all of my debts
Now im writing my checks 
With the blood that i spent

Blood that i bled
Cut me open what the fuck did you expect
Fucked in my head
Better unsaid
Open my heart see im already dead

You remind me of cocaine
Snowflakes in the pouring rain
I been on my own since the first day
Drag my feet, fallen tears, picture your face

Im sorry im honest 
I dont know why
These things in my mind eat me from inside
I live in my own world
And i still miss you girl

ALRDY DEAD (prod. nate2timez)

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

you wrote me into the story now write me out

bright falls

renexy - falls the same prod rewind

Summer 17

my first acoustic/live song.
let me know if you want more like this.

lyrics

i lay in bed at night and feel like i am drifting in the sand
i float around sometimes and stumble on u sleeping in my bed
i watch the willows bloom and sun and moon and caskets in the dirt
i sing a song for you of love and lust but all you bring is hurt

i like to think that i can hear your voice in the back of my head
i like to sit down on the beach at night and wish that i was dead
i watch the snow falling at night inside the comfort of my hearse
i bring along the pain its on my back and melded in my curse

and after all is said and done
im glad we havent won
we built this bedframe just to show our freaky dreams
im splitting at the seams
my fragments shard to pieces
can i lose your interest

i rest my weary body on your cold dead skin
the fragments of my brain are turning pressure into sin
without you i am lost, without you im not living
i seem to notice all the granted i take for whats given
ive loved, ive lost, ive lived and ive died
the pressure on my back brings the thoughts of suicide
i dont know if ill make it to see my graduation
but i know that im living to destroy my own creation

posted up stuntin in the kiddie pool

w/ @avageaspandungique
produced by @4evrgone
my verse mixed by @mixedmatches-1

i love u, i'll show u ft. savage ga$p (prod. 4evr)

prod. taurs
Linger is now out on all streaming platforms!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/linger-single/1481789312
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Lyrics:
stumble out of bed at five like
yeah sure i'm fine oh never mind sike
I can see your actions are in vain
The more I linger pointing fingers is much easier a game
got me nauseous thinking thoughts bout back before I knew insane
I can't help it feeling helpless it's like I don't know her name
on a whim the trust within slowly melted and became
toxic thoughts and memories I hide away out of my shame

look I'm sorry our canoe couldn't stay afloat upon the seas because of you
this was a sad excuse for a relationship got me feeling mentally abused
yeah i'm sorry you can't take that
I just hope I can escape that
No I really cant mistake that
Am I insane to wanna stay with you i'm attached

Latching onto who I thought you were
afraid it got me catching feelings for you don't embrace it
she's a psycho she is type manipulative 
but i still wonder If she was the one I hated
guess i'll never find out
I just smoke away the pain won't face it unless its packed loud
I can't take this I am struggling to stay on top
how can my life just change so quick one day onto the next wow

Linger

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