Sample is beautiful but I can't figure out what it's from for the life of me

the lyrics r getting personal </3 thanx 4 sharing ur songs are always like a comforting hug

your music is an incredible way to express deepest feelings and creativity,  you are truly inspiring and amazing!👏 a voice that soothes the soul ❤️ thank you! 🔥🔥🔥  wish I could have caught you in concert

nice song could you post the instrumental i really like it

Solemn

main loop used is from a killedmyself drumpack

Its a little late for that don't you think?

Contact ... there is a ghost living inside the home that is my body

something about the madela effect cause it was "i burned my hand" not finger..... i dont understand.......

At Night ... aaahh the tidal wave its pulling me away sorry cant go back now lol

mindless little conversations
i can see you hiding what youre thinking about 
im sick of you staring at me
like youre tryna figure something out 
i fucking hate grocery shopping
sometimes i cant tell if they wanna kill or fuck me
i left my keys at your apartment
and i think i forgot to pay for the parking
i feel so much its impossible
cant describe without sounding obnoxious 

but the world looks different from outside of the love
outside its rough
all scars and flaws
my heart shaped glasses they distract enough 
i saw the glow the light shines in dark 

they said someones gonna rip ur heart out if ur not careful
either if its someone else or it just gets dull
never cared that much about all of that pessimism
rather get the flood now then see how long the dam holds
lets go make ourselves whole
see how long we can hold
lets make something special 
keep it just for us two
i hate people so much
but i fuckin love u
because i just do

porcelain mask

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

well im still alive so i guess thats a plus/.
prod by me

ghost flying out
hoes smiling up
money pilin up yup
i put estradiol in my blunt im high as fuck what
now i feel like dying just because
in this haunted house these ghosts lurk
they hate on me now but so what
its none of ur business
u dont know what goes on

wait
just moving away
just moving away
its not goin away
im just moving the weight
it moves in waves
pack up my things
and move away
its always the same

im dodging bad omens police and texts from my parents that i get
they said maddy were proud of you
i had a disconnect and couldnt reply to it
i gotta vouch for myself cause i know that im worth more than i get
i talk outloud to myself its the way i fill up all this silence
sometimes times i wonder what would have have happend if those pills woulda taken me
but now i feel blessed cause i still remember all those days i was aching
he had hit me again so i threw a brick through the window in the basement
now he says hes proud of his daughter and says hes concerned for my safety

and
thats why im always reminded that everythings meaningless
sometimes i slip
a bit
but u held me body and pressed
when i go somewhere outside in the city i feel like the walking dead
the way that they all on my d-

(just movin away, movin the weight, ect.)
if u missed out
or rainchecked
or if u missed me
gone like it just was a fleeting passing glance
oh and isnt it obvious
its obvious where i went
where i dont go
u should proably go soul search
ur girl she had me so soul sucked
we can both go but ill go first
it might be cringy but so what

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thank u so much for listening. lifes been a lot lately and making music is rly the only thing that i look foreword to sometimes

hallowed ||| Caverned

peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

I've been meeting myself every day
Now I'm seeing all these new shapes
I've been finding all these loose tapes
Building up a whole story to say
Build a little world and escape
We can take our time in a new game
New shape
Filled a little bit out of the outline
I don't have much stuff to say
Woke up in a new place less grey 
With a new face and a new name
Yeah but I'm so not two-faced
Tremor made me feel goosebumps
I've been playing waiting room games

And I still remember how I felt then
It's still in me
If you see something else, well, what does it mean?
I don't need any help anymore
I'm not- not incomplete
Colors are still in me
Happy and interweaved
But you say it 
I don't think that it's much different when I'm not sad
I don't miss it, it's my own bad
I don't miss it, it's my own bad
I don't miss

u sleep in an antique shop
and i keep losing my thoughts staring at the walls
you put one of your records on 
and i thought it was so cool that we get along
it is a really cool record collection
you told me it was pretty expensive 
not to brag or to sound impressive
but just like, it was really extensive

top floor window

sometimes i just walk around the house to move a little

Lost Signal

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just happy to be here

hallowed ||| Caverned

Softheart

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