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wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 

to those going through it right now i know it hurts
dont let that distract you from the fact that you have worth 
fairytales are darker when you peek behind the curtain 
the world out here will hurt you just be careful with your words 

we were never welcome in this world its arms were closed 
 we were never welcome in this world so whats the use
trapped in flesh and bone only leave home in mask and cloak  
and anyone ive told the story has apologized for you 

break me down to my last molecule and make me new
i never had that much connection with this stranger in my room
drag this empty bag of flesh and blood into its tomb 
feed me to the maggots till my carcass is consumed 

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 
(repeat)

decontaminate

Lyrics:
wake up from the dead i gotta get that wake and bake
bloodshot soul with a gaping hole put the blunt right to my face
daily gettin faded and you know i know my place
if you think im garbage fucking say it to my face

where did the days go, i just been runnin the payload
gotta stay lay low, smoke in the room every day tho
im feeling useless, dont wanna do this
i cant undo this, how can i prove this

suffocating while it wrap around my throat
i could never get a handle of the way it do the most, im fucking drowning in the fog im going under while i smoke
i never learned to swim and now im stranded with no boat

fading out while im rolling up the spliff like, whoa
i cant float so i take another hit like, whoa
im a ghost and im nothing but a myth like, whoa
heres a toast to the brain cells that i split like, whoa

wake up from the dead i gotta get that wake and bake
bloodshot soul with a gaping hole put the blunt right to my face
daily gettin faded and you know i know my place
if you think im garbage fucking say it to my face

dont think that you'd blame me if im smoking all the time
only really do it just to feel like im alright
please just get me through it feels like nothing in my mind
baby get me high, baby get me high

Bloodshot

Lyrics:
so what am i left to do, when bridges fall apart
we did not need burn 'em, they were doomed right from the start
and it left a void of blackness deep within my heart
i hope that i see you again when i walk into the dark

and now i got questions, like "when can i end this?"
like "is it a sin to keep wanting to die and not mend it?"
like why im not stable, please if youre able
just give me a bottle sedate me, pay under the table

i just lay in bed all summer like im mortified
stare at the ceiling, if i close em i just see your eyes
these sleepless nights and waking terrors got me mesmerized
im making friends with all my demons for a better time

like im mortified
im so mortified

i see the shore, and the moon, they wont be the same
memories stay and rot deep within my brain
summer scents, a cup of rosé, and a side of pain
blackened ink, plus a needle, and your name

the tick of my watch is all that i hear while i waste away
its like purgatory, repetitive story at the end of day 
i cannot smoke and i cannot sleep all the pain away
i wanna lay flat, stay warm in my casket while i start to fade

i just lay in bed all summer like im mortified
stare at the ceiling, if i close em i just see your eyes
these sleepless nights and waking terrors got me mesmerized
im making friends with all my demons for a better time

but im so mortified
all thats in my mind
whats on the other side
of the fading light

Mortified

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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