Softhearted

but nothings for nothing. 

@waitingoncisco did some extra guit stems

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-nothings-really-everlasting-lyrics

Nothings really everlasting

Lyrics:
All these days I swear I really try my best
I'm so fucking damn exhausted can I get a fucking rest
I'm a mess, I can't float with this weight up in my chest
So I guess I'll end up drowning but at least I'll save the rest

If I could only get a break if I could only get some help
But now I only have the strength to pick you up and leave myself
I'm just tryna make it through, with the hand that I've been dealt
You could take all of my best ones if you think that it would help

Fuck

Cant even finish a song, cant even finish a verse
Cant even get outta bed when I'm dead I know I'll just be dragged to the hearse
Baby you know it's okay, baby you know that some day
Things will be better you're grounded and centered please keep all the words that I say

cant even get outta bed, cant even cant even
cant even live when im dead, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even get out my head

Try My Best

trymybest

new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

produced by neverforever

cty_gazing_ inspired by city gazing by hero

completely non profit 

lyrics

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

so c'mon
u get a free throw
i'ma break ur ribs with my feet tho
u can keep those
knocking out some teeth like t bone
12 zero

switch just flipped 
so I drink and drink and drink
Molly got boys fucked 
why do I not feel a thing
sitting in a gutter 
feels like where I'm meant to be
lemme take a second 
i just need some time to think

sunrise
that's home time
well past dawn when I close eyes
my surprise 
pretty sure that i hate going outside
like oh my i can be a hypocrite ik
dont we all sometimes 
like don't lie
u don't see the grey sky

that's all i see
in u and me

all the bad all the hurt
i guess i just see the worst
fuck urself
fuck the world 
save it? nah it don't deserve
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as dirt
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as -

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

fuck like
i really woke up?
fall asleep face up i wanna choke up
fully gave up
yeah
zoning out this bitch while smoking with the raindrops

this ain't life i'm stuck in my own self made hell
hate the world almost half i do myself
i just suck but u should know i'm something else
self aware i take the devil's side in hell

cough up sludge I force it back into my gut
taste just fine it's like a stronger form of bud
bought an h and in a week I'm out of bud
sleeves r stained, recycler bong that's full of muck

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well it gets lonely 
city gazing from the satellites
all alone here 
in this spaceship and the latern light 
well ive got oxygen 
enough to maybe make the night
but ive accepted that this place 
is where I'll come to die

the view ive got from in my coffin
well it's really nice
if I jumped what'd be the chance 
I'd land in powerlines
a mangled body's not the image 
that I'd hope ud find
a lump of coal that u can bury 
is worth the piece of mind

maybe best to turn this ship 
and gun for saturn's rings
I'd meet an alien 
and tell him how I really think
this world is ugly 
if u took the time to sink it in
people selfish and absorbed 
inside of useless shit

ive got a problem
ive forgotten how to let u in
my vision fades 
alarms are blaring, I hit jettison 
a fire show ignites
somewhere above the midnight sky
I hear just silence
void is pretty fond of eating life

city gazing, with my homies:
foreign parasites 
a formed allience 
between the dead and all this moldy life
I pull the plug on sos
command don't give a shite
I found ignition in the pain
that came from u and I

dmg_ctrl_/cty_gazing_ (neverforever)

pillow pit

[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah)
Yeah

[Chorus]
Heads down
Pop it off (Pop, pop)
Face melt
Got the drip like milk (Drip, drip)
Behave, black sheep transition, I'm great so far (So far)
It's great, destroy anyone in my way, wo (Destroy)

[Verse 1]
I don't need nothing, everybody get fu—fucked
Yeah, I claim buff like a crew
But you cross the mug like, woah
I'ma play show, get hoes in a backstage place and they don't like clothes, like new
Down to the toe, stroke ego, it's a free world
But the first ain't free though
Gasoline make you gag, like throw up
Beef get smacked, eyes puff like Cheeto (Woah)
I set the mood
I walk into the function with blood on my shoes
I hear the bitchin' and whinin' (They whine)
I brought to the scene, and now nobody like me
It's cool, fuck you too
I don't need approval to do what I do
Bust my bro when I bust you too
Try my girl and I'll swipe yours up
I don't even gotta ask her, she eat my food

[Bridge]
Ayy, uh
Fucking tired of this shit bro
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah)
Yeah
(It's saying, I'm fucking—)
No one control this shit like
(It's saying, I'm fucking writer or some [?])
You think your relation matters?
(Ayy, ayy)
This shit
Fuck you

[Verse 2]
Wow, you don't want to get too close, yeah
Reach out, turn down, I don't know ya
Damn, I'm really never that nice
And it won't be again, I'ma ghost ya
Careless with the money like OSAP
Everybody dead, I'm pourin' out cognac (Wow)
Bat lip, talk shit about 9TAILS
Makes sense that you talk shit 'cause you eat ass

[Chorus]
Heads down, pop it off
Face melt (Melt)
Got the drip like milk
Behave, black sheep transition
I'm great so far, it's great (It's great)
Destroy anyone in my way (Destroy)
Destroy all I built in a day (Built)
Destroy my relations like fuck it all
Still on my shit either way (I'm on it)

[Outro]
Yeah
I'm still on my shit either way
Fuck it all
Still on my shit either way
Destroy my relations like fuck it all
I'm still on my shit either way

9TAILS - black sheep (prod. 9TAILS)

Desperation

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

guitar by @noahwalker
lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-hell-if-youre-with-me-lyrics

hell if you're with me

suffocate in my sheets

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Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

@sorrow_bringer

lyrics

Fishing off the crescent
Its just something in the air
Its just hard to be prepared
Is there something that i said
Got something to do quick
You go on ill meet you there
I dont wanna read too deep 
Know the world can make you scared
Stay bright
I dont wanna go dont say goodbye
I feel the most sane when it gets around 2 at night
I guess i'm just not the type to follow the light
yeah
And i wanna know how the smoke lights up and glows
I see the curtain in flow from the open window
Nothing has been like before
Honestly i wanna know 
yeah i wanna know why its fucked
I wanna know what is up
I bend and fold i just crunch
Im on my own out to lunch
All of those flowers fill up the pot
Fake shit i deal with it a lot
I do not know what they want
Load up a bowl and blast off
Gimme a dose gimme a blot
Roll me a bone leave me in shock
Pulling my soul out my body
Im in a foreign place and im lost
To the front please move to the front 
I could have it all but its shit i dont want
Smoke so much surprised i can still use my lungs
Yeah I was so tied down now im all strung up
On a crutch i weigh
Always so stuck in my head
And i always find some way to fuck it up
But im just trying my best and things are looking up 
Things are looking up
Im not stuck im not in a rut
Used to always want an explanation now its just because
Had to open up the door i used to keep it shut
I guess you should do it if you think you must
Fishing off the crescent
Its just something in the air
Its just hard to be prepared
Is there something that i said
Got something to do quick
You go on ill meet you there
I dont wanna read too deep 
Know the world can make you scared
Stay bright
I dont wanna go dont say goodbye
I feel the most sane when it gets around 2 at night
I guess i'm just not the type to follow the light

Stay Bright (with sorrow bringer)

guitar and drums performed by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

One Day Youll Get What You Deserve (with waitingoncisco)

Beautiful Innocence

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

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just happy to be here

hell if you're with me

Softheart

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