rainmaker (prod. sorrow bringer)

Letdown

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

I Just Dont Want To Do This Anymore

9TAILS - infection (prod. jp sounds)

I wrote this song in two different worlds of the same love. Saturday afternoon, sunlight spilling across the room, he drifted into a mid-day nap and I caught myself staring, trying to memorize the way peace looks on his face. Sunday night, it happened again — only this time his arms were wrapped around me, and when I whispered “I love you” and he fell asleep holding me, I pulled out my phone in the dark and wrote verse one in real time. Sleeping Angel is the sound of watching someone you love so much it feels sacred, of measuring your breath to theirs, of wondering if maybe — just maybe — they’re dreaming of you too.

Sleeping Angel

[Verse 1]

I kept a list of storms
tucked inside my jacket sleeve,
small tempests no one noticed,
just the kind that make you leave.
And every mile behind me
felt heavier than it should,
like I carried all the versions
of the man they said I “could.”

[Chorus]

Don’t ask me if I’m healing,
healing never answers back.
I’m learning how to walk again
on roads I once believed would crack.
And in the quiet after rain,
I hear the truth I never claimed:
that even broken ground
still grows something.

[Verse 2]

I lost my name a few times
in the echo of old fights,
traded pieces of my dignity
just to make it through the nights.
But the shadows I kept feeding
finally learned to speak aloud,
and they told me I was standing
in the wrong part of the crowd.

[Chorus]

Don’t ask me if I’m healing,
I’m tired of proving that I try.
I’m standing in the open now,
letting all the softness dry.
And in the quiet after rain,
I hear the steps I never made,
and maybe that’s enough
to keep me breathing.

[Bridge]

If forgiveness has a shape,
it’s the outline of my fear,
shrinking slowly,
year by year.

[Final Chorus]

So don’t wait for me to tell you
I’ve arrived where I belong.
I’m stitching up the silence
into something almost strong.
And in the quiet after rain,
I’ll bruise and bloom again,
because even fractured hearts
keep beating.

The Quiet That Follows Rain

thank you to everyone who has supported my music
ily <3

leaving me dead (prod.ten50)

Anything But Subtle

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

bruh i say "got good gas smellin like asscrack" in this wtf was i on also why has noone acknowledged it?? is this world even real?? something to think abt

breathe easy (with sorrow bringer)

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just happy to be here

Letdown

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