Songs for Going to Pick up the Kid Youre Adopting But Oops It's Dead

new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

Why Do I Feel It

Lyrics:

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

if i had a fucking option
i would so turn back the time
and attend clubs attend events n get some people in my life
but with the way i chose to live i lost 3 years of fucking time
this is genuine loneliness that no one knows but i

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

-

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life
i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

call it life (hateful)

lyrics:
girl ill be right here drowning in my pain
hope you fucking feel it when you hear my name
yeah but whyd you have to go make me feel insane
all this fucking mental anguish all thats in my brain

i dont give a fuck you can blame me
ima push my luck with this codeine
hope im never waking up so i stay sleep
if you wanna keep me here gotta make me

frosted windows, give way to the light
of mornings so cold think ill curl up and die
ill go back to sleep cause i dont wanna fight
another day living this cycle of life

im never alright, im not coming home
ill stay out all night, puke blood on the floor
ill damage myself, and ill rot to the core
im breaking inside dont want to anymore

Make Me

make me

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

Sourface

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

"this dynamic plays out so often for so many, you go out with friends, just to keep tabs on your crush. watching them and dreaming of them seeing you, and then one night it finally happens..." ~ SheRocks

World Is a Stir captures that breathtaking moment when a crush becomes real and your heart races in sync. Written on June 23, 2004, it’s about watching someone from afar—feeling every nervous flutter—and then suddenly, you’re standing side by side, and everything changes.

“With those stars in my eyes… same sweaty hands… same nervous twitch…” bring that cinematic, stomach-dropping thrill to life. And then… “you kiss me—and all the world is a stir.”

If you’ve ever held your breath waiting for connection—and known the rush that follows—this one is the glow you’ve been chasing.

~~~ World Is A Stir ~~~

I've been looking at you from afar
Always knowing just where you are
Always searching for a look, a smile
With just that and I could go on for miles

Oh how I long to feel and to touch
But I don't know if I could handle that much
If only you could see where I am
Then, I know, you would be holding my hand

Cause what you would see
Is me looking at you
With those stars in my eyes
Yea those stars of surprise
That your looking at me
With those same sweaty hands
Yea that same nervous twitch
Don't know which way is which
It's all just a blur
And then I wake up and your back where you were

I don't know what to do
Want to walk up to you
Tell you about me and who I am
Let you see where I stand

Cause what you would see
Is me looking at you
With those stars in my eyes
Yea those stars of surprise
That your looking at me
With those same sweaty hands
Yea that same nervous twitch
Don't know which way is which
It's all just a blur
And then I wake up and your back where you were

I turn to leave, grab my things and I'm gone
One last look over my shoulder to take you along
But you're not where you were
You're no where in sight
And just when I think I don't know where I am
You're standing beside me holding my hand

And I see
Those stars in your eyes
Yea those stars of surprise
That your looking at me
With those same sweaty hands
Yea that same nervous twitch
Don't know which way is which
It's all just a blur
And then you kiss me and all the world is a stir

World is a Stir

lyrics: https://bit.ly/2EMwLwB

main melody by prodbyivn

everything's gonna be okay

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-beautiful-lyricsl

guitar loop by shiki
extra loop by Dm808god

Beautiful

guitar by @noahwalker

thank you everyone that's been showing love lately

Nightlight

I Hate Highways

ALBUM VERY SOON

guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-deadbeat-lyrics

Deadbeat

Nocturnal

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

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just happy to be here

Nocturnal

Softheart

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